Temporary Girlfriend
Copyright© 2025 by Wolf
Chapter 38: Tantric Loving
Romance Sex Story: Chapter 38: Tantric Loving - A chance meeting between Josh and Megan leads a day later to pleading with her to become his ‘’temporary’ girlfriend and rescue him from becoming the butt of his family’s ire. Megan agrees. The family fully embraces her, and despite the ‘temporary’ label, they eventually wed and have their own sexual honeymoon with friends, involving her sister and others, living in a loving, polyamorous setting.
Caution: This Romance Sex Story contains strong sexual content, including Ma/Fa Consensual Romantic Lesbian Heterosexual Fiction Sharing Incest Group Sex Orgy Polygamy/Polyamory Anal Sex Exhibitionism Massage Masturbation Oral Sex Sex Toys Voyeurism
Alyssa spoke in her pure voice with a delightful tinge of her native accent; “Tantra actually started about the year 600 CE for many of the same reasons the protestant movement started in the western world in the 1500s, and is based around feminine energy and raising and connecting with one’s consciousness. The religious movement that preceded it was corrupt, stifling, controlling, and had reached a point where it forbad sex for any reason other than procreation. Tantra re-launched a beautiful spirituality and embedded in it an appreciation of sex for procreation, for pleasure, and for spiritual connection with the Universe and your partner.”
Josh spoke softly, “Alyssa, tell us about what you’ll teach us this week – if we’re lucky.” He smiled at her.
Alyssa had a delicious laugh. “Based on what Josh has told me about you and your passionate times together, I believe you would like to find out how to extend and even heighten the pleasure you give and derive from each other. Through this teaching I also bring you my own perspectives on spirituality and how it too enhances our sexuality and the connectedness we feel with one another – and with the Universe. I won’t give more history; you can find that online.”
Fiona said, “I find this a fascinating idea and ... well, how do we start?” I could see that my new sister-in-law was super horny and eager to begin having long orgasms.
Alyssa said, “Please, everyone, sit forward on the edge of your seat – back straight, eyes open and alert.”
There was a shuffling around the room as we shifted towards the front of our chairs or the sofa and sat more erect. Even Stacy, heavy with child, waddled to the edge of the chair she’d claimed.
She continued, “Now, slowly engage in eye contact with another. Be quiet. Just talk through your eyes. Don’t spend more than thirty seconds or so in contact with any one person, but don’t look away just as you make contact either.”
I locked eyes with Katelyn and we smiled and held each other’s gaze for a while. I broke off and moved until Amy and I found eye contact. Several more times I shifted and had contact with my friends.
After about ten minutes of observing us and occasionally participating, Alyssa said, “What did you feel in each of these transactions?”
Stacy said, “I wanted to make a deeper connection – this seemed too superficial but it was certainly more significant contact than we usually pay each other unless we have paired off to make love.”
Carl spoke, “I wanted to know what the person was thinking, sometimes about me but also just in general.”
Beth commented, “I also wanted some physical contact with the person.”
I said, “I sensed different moods in people but then realized I’d made up a story about each person and what they were thinking. I then wasn’t sure of their mood or what I might be communicating.”
Several others shared similar comments about the hollow nature of the connections yet acknowledged that there had been a connection of some sort.
Alyssa said, “Now I want you hold the person’s hands as you look into their eyes – make physical contact and this time hold each person’s eyes for five minutes or more. Again, remain silent. Initially choose someone other than your regular partner. Go ahead and restart. Open your senses. I will tell you when the time is up.”
I recalled several times Josh and I had done this, staring into each other’s eyes for long time periods. Each time my heart gushed with love and affection for him; he told me he’d felt the same way.
Jeremy and I teamed up. We pulled our chairs to face each other and leaned forward in them; alert and holding hands. As we looked into each other’s eyes I felt an overwhelming feeling of love for him and for the world. I went through a minute or so of sadness and cried, the tears streaming down my face; Jeremy cried too. We ignored our tears. I felt passion for him. I sent him messages of love and caring. I felt embraced and almost closer to Jeremy than any other human being.
We continued to look into each other’s eyes. I became aware of a connection and closeness I’d never felt before. The world faded away and there were only Jeremy’s eyes and his soul, and my feelings of love – yes, sexual love, and also brotherly love, familial love, devotion and awe.
Alyssa called us all back to ‘class’ all too soon, with a loud “Ahem. Please finish your thoughts and rejoin us.”
Jeremy and I reluctantly broke off our contact with the other and turned our chairs back to being part of the circle in the room.
“How much time has passed since we started this exercise?” Alyssa asked.
After several guesses Alyssa informed us that about twenty minutes had gone by. I’d become oblivious of time. She said, “You all got into your contact so deeply, I decided not to end you all at only five minutes.”
“Are any of you sure about what your partner was thinking?”
Each of us raised our hands.
I sat back amazed. Even I felt certain that the thoughts of love, happiness, sharing, physical lust, sorrow and enlightenment I’d felt had come from Jeremy.
“Verify with each other that what you felt and the messages you received are in fact accurate,” Alyssa requested softly in her smooth voice.
I explained to Jeremy what I’d ‘heard’ from him in my head. He validated that we were aligned and thinking the same things. Overall we’d expressed our love for each other.
As the room silenced, Alyssa said, “You see if you focus on your partner you reach a new level of exchange, of communication, of unity, of connection.”
Heads nodded around the room on the profundity of this simple lesson.
She went on, “Now imagine the connection you could make if you spent a longer time and were nude and sexually connected. What would that be like?”
“I’m not sure I could stand it,” I volunteered after the room was silent to her question. “I mean that would be a wonderful and deep connection but it’d be so revealing and open of your own mind and the mind of the other person. You’d both have to be willing to have that level of intimacy.”
“What were you all doing as you looked at each other?” Alyssa said to my statement.
“Just looking and touching,” Beth offered. “Otherwise, just being but open to incoming messages.”
“Good,” Alyssa said. “You were ‘being’ without ‘acting’. Taking action gets in the way of feeling.” She paused and asked, “Were any of you judging?”
“In the first minute or two, yes, but then less and less,” Fiona said tentatively. Fiona and Dave Lafontaine had been partners for the exercise. He nodded agreement with her statement.
Alyssa told us, “Judgments prevent you from enjoying the present moment. You become too wrapped up in whether you are right or wrong, whether you like or don’t like what is happening, what other people might think of you or what you’re doing, and on and on. If you can suspend your judgments you feel the present moment the way it really is – without opinions or shading.”
Katelyn said, “Sometimes I asked myself if I’d felt this way with Carl or Josh or someone else.” She’d paired herself with Greg.
Alyssa asked, “So you made comparisons to earlier situations? Did anyone else?”
A few heads nodded.
“When you bind yourself to the past by comparing what you are feeling now with the past, you rob yourself of the ability to find a new feeling in the new experience,” Alyssa spoke. “Each experience has the potential to be new if you let it – new experience, new ideas, new possibilities versus the past. What sounds more exciting to you?”
Again we saw the points she raised to us.
Alyssa asked us, “Why have sex with each other? What is your goal?”
“An orgasm,” Greg stated with a chuckle. “Feeling good when the climax arrives,” he expanded.
A few heads nodded agreement.
“You start a sexual situation with a goal in mind – the orgasm. What happens if you don’t have that peak experience?”
Greg answered her, “I feel inadequate. I failed my partner and I failed myself. I might still like that pleasure, however.”
“Ah, there’s some pleasure involved!” Alyssa chided with a smile. I could see that she was leading us with her questions. She asked further, “Can you have some pleasure without the orgasm?”
Stacy said, “Yes, of course. The foreplay, teasing, dancing, kissing, romance, talking, storytelling, smoothing, licking, sucking, blowing, feeling and whatever else I forgot, help make the experience feel good – pleasurable.”
“Good,” Alyssa said. “What role do expectations have in what you feel?”
Greg answered again, “If I go into a lovemaking session expecting how it’ll be I can end up disappointing myself. If I don’t have expectations I’m often pleasantly surprised with the way things turn out.”
“So your focus on the future – on expectations – can rob you of enjoyment of the present? Of the Now?” Alyssa asked rhetorically.
Most of us nodded agreement.