Chapter 1: Beth and My Dad

One of the things I’ve always admired about my parents was the love and faithfulness they have towards each other. Since their marriage neither has ever cheated on the other and if anything, I think they love each other more now than the day they were married, certainly in a more way. People seem to think that because of the sexual nature of our family that they “swing” or otherwise have some weird sex life.

Nothing could be farther from the truth. My parents believe strongly in the sanctity of marriage and that sex outside of marriage, even if consensual with the other person, is still adultery and adultery is a sin (one of the “top ten” at that!). Of course, my parents also believe that sex with members of their immediate family is not outside of marriage or “cheating” which is why my dad never stopped fucking my mom’s sister and in the past few years has sex with me and my cousin. My mom was sort of stuck though in that none of the men on my dad’s side of the family knew about his sex life and it wasn’t until I broke the ice with my uncle and cousin that she started having sex with them.

So anyway, enough of all that. The point is, for over twenty years of marriage my parents have had one of the most wonderful marriages anyone could ask for and I feel so thankful to have been a part of it.

Then last year something happened that made me think twice about it all. My best friend in the whole world is Beth. We have been best friends since before we knew what best friends were. As we entered our teens we both realized we loved sex although we never did anything with each other. Although we never discussed it, we just avoided it and I think deep down we both knew that having sex would change the special bond between us. Who knows, it might make things even better but neither if us was willing to take the risk. We both had our sexual lives which varied actually quite a bit but it gave us something to talk about, that’s for sure. Beth even introduced me to her world of sex parties although I had to admit that I wasn’t into them nearly as much as she was. Sure they were fun but it was just that - something to do for fun now and then.

The only thing I never shared with Beth was when my dad first fucked me. Sex with my parents was something more intimate than anything in the world, something so much so that I didn’t even want to share it with Beth.

Then came Thanksgiving Break during my sophomore year and to make a long story short, we had sex for the first time. As amazing as that was, what happened next was even more so. My parents saw us in the hot tub going at it and before it was all over my dad actually fucked Beth right in front of me. Of course, he didn’t fuck me and Beth had no idea how much I wanted him to as I watched but I was a bit overwhelmed at how my parents had agreed for him to do it.

In the end I rationalized it as she was like one of the family after all these years we had known each other so it was OK for my dad to fuck her. It just made me realize though for myself that when I got married how important it was to stay faithful to my husband. Things just get too complicated once you open the doors to adultery - no matter how well intentioned!

My dad had sex with Beth once again a month later and that was the last time (at least so far as I knew and my parents had never lied to me about such things so I trusted that they would have told me if he had).