Chapter 5: My Early Sex Life

Being raised with a healthy attitude towards sex, it was no surprise to my parents when I gave up my virginity the summer after I turned fourteen. I remember coming home afterwards, hardly able to contain myself I was so excited; wanting to telling my mom and dad all about it. My mom was so proud of me for “becoming a woman” and she was quick to get me to the doctor for birth control.

My dad also loved hearing about my dates when I came home and I noticed that he often got an erection as he listened to me. I knew that he often masturbated afterwards but I didn’t realize back then what the real reason was for him getting so turned on. I guess in hindsight it was obvious he wanted me and most people reading this probably think I was either naive or stupid not to see it, but you have to take into account that in my eyes it wasn’t anything out of the ordinary.

I tried to maintain a wholesome image publicly in school and church but the boys knew better. From the first time I sucked a cock, I was hooked and couldn’t get enough of them. In fact, I can only think of a handful of guys that didn’t receive a nice BJ on our first date. However, a BJ is NOT sex so much as I enjoyed sucking a guy’s dick, not many got to touch me and even fewer fucked me.

By the way, despite what some people have said to me, I am NOT nymphomaniac who can’t help herself from having sex. I retain complete control over everything I do from a sexual perspective. Sure, I have an incredible desire for sex and admittedly there have been times when I have wondered if there wasn’t perhaps a sort of mental addiction developing. Yet in the end, what does it matter? I enjoy sex and so long as nobody is being hurt, why get worried?

As my cousin Kristen and I grew up and became more aware of our sexual nature, we did what most horny girls do when they get together - we masturbated. We started doing this in our early teen years and for a long time that was all we did; just watching and never touching one another. It was really no different than what I did with most of my other friends at sleepovers and such, just that we had more opportunities to do it together.

Unknown to Kristen I started having sex with her mom when I was sixteen, shortly after I started with my own parents. Ironically, I didn’t know that she had been doing the same with her mom for years before that.

When I left for college, without me around my dad started fucking my cousin almost immediately and they continued throughout my freshman year. While my dad also fucked me whenever we got together for holidays and such, it wasn’t until the following summer that Kristen and I learned about what the other was doing with our parents. The best part of knowing was that it also opened the door for the two of us to be together more intimately.

Since then my sex life has been incredible as our family relationships are now complete (at least on my mom’s side). There have been some tough periods at school when I had to make it through sexual “dry spells” (as in no sex, not the state of my pussy) thanks to the ridiculous rules my school dictates which prohibit all forms of sex. That is not to say I follow them, just that they are a nuisance.

Fortunately my freshman year included a bi-sexual roomie who became my first lesbian relationship (besides my mom and aunt who really don’t count). My boyfriend dumped me shortly after I left for college and I was separated from my parents for the first time so having Brenda to sleep with each night was a life saver for me!. Karen, my sophomore roomie, is a dedicated virgin (she wouldn’t even masturbate!). Not only do we not sleep together, she won’t even discuss sex but at least I have matured enough to better handle the separation from home and consequent drop in sexual activity.

It’s still tough being away from home and having to rely on masturbation to relieve myself but I have found ways to deal with it. This fall as a junior I will be sharing an on-campus apartment with five other girls. There are three bedrooms which means I will have one close roomie and four others. I know a couple of the girls but not all of them so it should be interesting to see how things go. So far it looks like another year of heavy masturbation!

By now you should have figured out that my incestual relationships are restricted to my mom’s side of the family. When it comes to sexual relationships my parents’ families have totally opposite views. My dad’s side of the family tree is your stereotypical blue collar WASP family.