Chapter 1: Sex Parties

At was just last summer that I first became involved with the local sex party scene. My best friend Beth was responsible for this as she was the one with a “lifetime membership” and had invited me along as her guest. In all, I attended four of these extremely private affairs last summer. While overall I found them to be fun and arousing, from an emotional perspective they left me with a rather empty feeling. I mean, in most cases I didn’t even know the guy’s name yet I gladly allowed him to fuck me and even let most of them cum inside of me.

Even though Beth all but begged me to attend more of them, I decided to limit myself to these few. They were more for the occasional “fun” factor than anything else. Sort of a “been there, done that” type of thing.

This summer I had no sooner returned home from school for summer break than Beth was already urging me to join in again. I put her off at first but finally gave in around the beginning of July. As before, the party itself was fun while it lasted and while I’m definitely not sorry that I did it, it wasn’t exactly an emotional rollercoaster. As far as I knew, Beth was aware of my true feelings about the parties and so in the past she had always waited for a “cooling off” period before she invited me to the next one. Knowing that, I was a bit surprised when barely two weeks later she was on the phone trying to convince me to join her yet again.