Chapter 18

Andrew woke first as usual and slipped out of bed. Once back at the house he set the coffee machine to start in an hour and returned to bed. He knew both Ara and Suzanne would need to talk. He wasn’t cold but his body temperature was colder than his two bedmates and his return had them stirring, especially Ara next to him. Ten minutes later after everyone had finished their morning routine he was lying with Ara on his body and Suzanne tucked in next to them, her head on his shoulder. It was Suzanne that started.

“As I was cleaning my teeth I thought about last night. There were four parts to the evening and so I would like to go through them in order.”

It seemed rhetorical but she looked at Ara and Andrew and so they both nodded.

“The night out as a surprise belated birthday present was lovely. It was lovely and romantic and I had a wonderful time.”

Suzanne paused almost to let the easy part of the evening be acknowledged before they moved onto the more interesting parts. She smiled and leaned up and kissed Andrew and then Ara before carrying on.

“Your little speech wasn’t very long but it was incredibly profound to me. You saw my reaction in your arms, it went right through me. And maybe it took us a while to get here but as I said last night, I felt understood, I feel understood. It was incredibly important. So thank you.”

More kisses and caresses followed.

“And it led into you clipping me into place on the bench and just using me. I was bewilderingly happy, I just was floating along. You understood me, it had joined up in your head and then mere minutes later you were doing exactly what you wanted. I have no memory of you actually fucking my throat, I was just floating along like I said.”

Suzanne looked so peaceful and happy, it was an incredibly intimate moment.

“I wasn’t even really aware of Ara between my legs. But then she slid up body and I could feel her breath on my neck. It is a wonderful thing for us to be a three, there are a million examples of why. But we both have seen you fuck the other one of us in the throat. I don’t know why it fascinates me but it does. And then the wonder in Ara’s voice again just went right through me. There are so many positions where you have both dominated me but that is one of my favourites and, more importantly, it was the one that you chose after your little speech.”

Suzanne kissed them both for a long time. Andrew’s inevitable reaction brought a little smile to Ara’s face and she took advantage of the moment and seated herself on him.

“I suppose it is my turn now?”

“I think you and I will tag team a lot of the discussion on the last part of the evening. But first, what did you think of Andrew’s little speech? Did you think it applied to you? Or just me?”

Ara paused for a moment and thought.

“As Andrew was speaking my instinctive reaction was that he was talking just to you. But that was mainly because the evening had been about you and he was holding you as he talked. But even before you were tied onto the bench I was thinking about myself. I know I have learned to become more submissive when I am with Andrew. And it is not like I am fighting it. It is the exact opposite. I see how happy you are and I don’t just want that sexual satisfaction, I want the emotional satisfaction as well.”

Ara stopped for a moment.

“But it is very confusing for me. You and I are the same person, just opposite sides of the same coin. When we are together just the two of us there is a connection that is wonderful. But from there it starts to get very blurry and confusing. I see how you are with both of us when you submit, and I know how I feel when we are playing together. But then it is all thrown on its head when Andrew turns up. It never crosses my mind to try and dominate him. And when he dominates me, fuck it goes right through me, skewers me completely. And Andrew’s dominance is quiet and subtle, we called it a gentle dominance last winter. We have heard it, we saw it with Elspeth and Donnie in Europe. He just commands and nobody thinks to disobey. And that has definitely self-reinforced over the last six months.”

Ara flexed her pelvis to keep Andrew hard before carrying on.

“So I have come to accept that when it comes to Andrew I am just as submissive as you are. Which is what made last night so incredible. Where did that come from? You were so dominant with me it was just an utter mindfuck. I thought I would be buckling into the strap on and the two of us would finish you off for the evening. Instead suddenly I was cuffed on Andrew and you brought out that bloody inflatable dildo. You know how I can get confused about my role sometimes. Remember in Amsterdam Andrew spanked us both at the same time and I was a complete mess. Well last night was exactly the same. Half of me was listening to your words knowing that it was you pushing me down on the see saw. But another half was rebelling against the fact that you were in charge and weren’t just being deliberately naughty but were being dominant. And yet another half was loving what you were doing to me physically. And a final half was already plotting my revenge. Now I might not be as much of a whizz at maths as Andrew but even I know that four halves don’t equal one. But it felt so much more. I was dealing with Andrew’s speech and how it impacted me; your effortless domination; the mental aspect of the whole thing; the physical aspect, especially the spanking at the end; and thinking about tonight as you get the final part of your present. Your reward for your behaviour last night.

“I know I had a long explosive orgasm but I felt like my head was going to explode as well.”

Ara finally stopped talking and there was more kissing, and gentle fucking.

“That was part of my plan. I wanted you to be off balance, for things to feel jarring or discordant. But I also knew the mental parts of what I was doing, what I was preparing for tonight, they would work for you. We all know that mental makes the physical so much better.”

Ara kissed Suzanne again.

“You are right, and you succeeded in throwing me off balance. Where did all the dominance come from?”

Suzanne tried to shrug lying beside them.

“It is what I imagined either of you saying to me if the roles were reversed. I have a lot of personal experience over the last four years!”

Although they all laughed it was 100% true.

“What did flash through my mind was a memory from school.”

Suzanne and Andrew looked at Ara.

“It is something that has been at the back of my mind for a while.”

She sighed.

“I have sort of glossed over my last couple of years at school. I was a late developing 15 and 16 year old young woman in a class full of 17 and 18 year olds. They were all so much more mature, worldly and just more confident in being a woman. And at the time it felt like every girl in the glass had huge tits. Now that last point wasn’t really true but compared to me at the time they were. I was gawky, precocious, young, and flat-chested, and just to ensure I had a hard time, probably the smartest girl in the class. The evenings were tough, to put it mildly. Everyone was such a bitch to me, or so it felt. Andrew, remember how I just lay there the first time we had sex? The whole ‘lie back and be taken’ idea.”