Chapter 3 Getting high with younger men

After her Steamy cam session with Amari, Lily did her best to avoid the yearning temptation she felt burning deep within to repeat it the following night. Like always, the guilt and remorse were eating her up, the married woman knew it was wrong to lust over an 18-year-old boy and let him fawn over her naked body, watching him masturbate, and imagining him fucking her every which way he pleased. Lily’s immoral thoughts were getting out of control, no matter how things were with Liam, what she was doing was still wrong and unjustifiable.

Still, Lily didn’t do the smart thing. The conflicted blonde should have deleted the dating app, but she just couldn’t, convincing herself she needed to toughen up and not give in to those urges anymore. In a few days, her husband would be home, and she would make a concerted effort to fix their problems, and the need to look for attention and intimacy from random strangers would be a distant, phase in her life.

The mother of two kept her mind busy for the rest of the week by going to the gym morning and night. During the mornings between 8 and 10, she found a few more people around her age, probably visiting after they had dropped off their kids at school like she had. Lily had to admit though, going at night had a certain appeal, there were a lot more hunky men, eye candy all around for her to innocently perve on, it gave the mother motivation to push harder to get back into the kind of shape she was in 10 years ago before having children.

Lily couldn’t help noticing she drew some attention, younger men eyeing her up more than a few times, it was always flattering, especially when there were so many other girls dressed in tight booty shorts for the young guys to admire. This night, in particular, she sensed more than a few pairs of eyes on her as soon as she entered the gym. Her wavey blonde hair bounced behind her back in a tight ponytail, her curves on display in the lycra tights and matching black sports crop top she adorned. Lily had gained more confidence since her first gym visit, she now did not bother to wear a loose shirt to cover up her chest and stomach.

“Hey, Lily, looking good, let’s warm up a bit before we do some weights, Tayliah suggested. Lily and the young girl had struck up a bit of a friendship since the first time they met.

“Sure, I have to warn you, I’m still sore after yesterday, don’t expect me to keep up with you,” Lily overexaggerated, grinning at the young brown-haired girl.

“No worries, I’ll take it easy on ya, let’s go to the step machines!” The petite girl enthusiastically said, causing Lily to roll her eyes.

20 minutes into the workout, Lily had to slow down the machine while watching Tayliah speed along with youthful exuberance. Step after step after step, her thighs felt like they were on fire, she was already breathing heavily. The married mum looked over at her training partner, Tayliah powered through like a seasoned pro, her gorgeous, tight, bubble butt, looked amazing in her blue bike shorts, Lily would be so happy if she was able to get a butt anywhere near as good. The older woman pushed past her fatigue and pushed through the pain, the motivation to get into the kind of shape Tayliah was in, fueling her.

“Doesn’t that feel good? you made it through the whole 30 minutes,” her younger friend praised.

“Yeah, I feel AMAZING!,” Lily sarcastically huffed out, hunkered over the machine, gasping for air, her heart pumping out of her chest.

“Awesome, take 5 and we can do a few sets on the leg press,” the girl informed, looking full of energy, unlike Lily.

“How about you give me 10? Lily chuckled, before taking a big gulp from her water bottle.

The girls gathered their things and moved over to the leg press machine, Lily stood and watched as Tayliah finished her first set before setting a lower weight for her turn. She let out a grunt while finishing the last two reps while her younger friend offered up encouraging words as she finished.

“Hey, Tay, who’s your new friend?” a good-looking blonde-haired guy asked as he and a friend walked by the two ladies.

“None of your business, Ian, leave us alone,” Tayliah replied, showing her feisty side which Lily had never seen before.

“OK!, relax, just being friendly,” Ian, fired back.

Lily was wiping her brow with a towel when she noticed the look of annoyance on her young friend’s face, Ian gave her a sleazy smile, his eyes roaming the older woman’s chest as he walked off, His shorter, more muscular friend also gave her a once over and a stare at Tayliah’s backside before the guys disappeared.

“You ok honey? Who were those guys?” Lily asked like a concerned mum.

“Just a couple of assholes, they are mates with my ex,” the girl explained, letting out a sigh.

“Must have been a bad breakup?” Lily asked curiously.

“Yeah, he’s a dog, I found out he was sharing intimate pics of me with his friends, it totally ruined my last year of high school, UGH!,” she expressed angrily.

“Boys are pretty dumb and stupid, you’ll meet better guys I’m sure,” Lily offered with a kind smile.

“Yeah, glad I’m done with high school, anyway, let’s keep going, your ass is hot! but it can always get better,” the girl chirped out, grinning.

Lily laughed and agreed, deciding it best not to talk any further about past relationships and focus on more important things like working on improving her hot butt!. The girls kept alternating sets, moving from one machine to another until Lily eventually had to tap out, her legs, thighs, and butt were stinging. Tayliah convinced her to do some lunges before her time was up and Lily groaned in agony before half-heartedly agreeing.

Back home Lily prepped herself a nice, warm bath, adding scented oils and soaps to the water before hopping in. She basked in the soothing sensations, feeling her tense muscles relaxing after a hard workout, it felt so amazing she drifted off in the tub.

“Wrapped those big white tits around my cock baby! Shit, they feel so soft and perfect around my big black dick,” Lily dreamed, staring up at a young man straddling her chest and slapping his member between her boobs.

“Turn around! Back that sexy ass onto my dick, you want me to fuck you like a dog, don’t you?.

Lily moaned and gasped, her pussy trembled as the dream unfolded, the blonde woman, quivering and talking in her sleep.

“DAM!, take that dick baby! Fuck you’re so tight, tell me how badly you want my black cock!.

Lily softly spoke, mumbling and moaning, “Yes, yes, yes, fuck me, take me,” she said in her sleep, the dream she was having felt so lucid. The married woman was being ravaged and owned, the young black man pummeling her snatch, manhandling her to his will, driving his massive tool in and out, over and over, she was screaming in delight.

“Uhhh ... Fuckkk! Gonna fill you up with my cum, you want my cum in you, don’t you?

“Yes, yes, please,” Lily groaned in the dream and in real life, her body rocking, twitching, causing the water to ripple around her as the young man was spurting his seed deep into her womb.

Lily slipped down in the tub and her mouth filled with water, she suddenly awoke from the sex dream and choked, spitting out water and catching her breath. “ Fuck!” she said out loud, gathering her senses, the confused woman saw she was still in her bathtub and sighed at the thought she might have drowned in her sleep.

“God! Why can’t I get him out of my head!” she sighed, her pussy ached, it felt so empty as she reached into the water and caressed her labia. Lily moaned and touched her clit, running her thumb over it as her middle finger dug up into her snatch. The sexually depraved mum eyed her hairbrush on the tub’s ledge, it was thick and black and the closest thing to a cock she had available right now.

She pressed the handle onto her pussy, working it up and down her lower lips, Lily hummed with delight and pushed the foreign object inside her. “ Wow!” it felt so right to have a phallic-shaped object up her kitty once more, it had been so long. She couldn’t take the time to tease and edge, Lily was so worked up from the dream and her sexual needs, she rammed the brush as far as she could into her tunnel, pulling it back and forth, fucking her pussy like she had been missing. It was nowhere near as good as a real cock, but it was doing the job of giving her jolts of pleasure.

Her right hand was fucking her pussy with the brush handle as the left rubbed her clit and sometimes massaged her breasts, the water splashing around her waist as the married woman stabbed and clawed away in desperate need to orgasm. She was crying out her lust, the brush probing and prodding, hammering away at her magic spot, Lily soon cried out as her orgasm hit. Her body convulsed and spasmed in the water, her hips lifted up off the bottom as she came and came, moaning out in sheer delight, her thighs twisted and pressed together around the hairbrush, it felt so wonderful.

Lily bit her bottom lip and half smiled, slinking down to submerge herself in the water as the euphoric feelings started to wash away. Her body relaxed from the tense state she was in before, a good orgasm always had that effect on the blonde mum, but what she really needed and wanted was for her husband to make love to her again, he was home tomorrow, hopefully, she prayed.

Late morning Lily put on a sexy lace, red, bra, and panties set under her camisole top and tight blue jeans. She felt really good today and energized, maybe it was from all the gym sessions she was doing, who knows, but she was excited to pick up her hubby. As Lily waited at the arrivals gate she got more than a few glances from men walking out, it was something she had noticed more often, especially today since she had done up her makeup and had a good amount of her cleavage on display in the tight top.

Her husband, Liam walked out, this time without the young redhead tart following by his side, Lily smiled and quickly walked over to give her man a hug and kiss.

“Welcome home honey, I’ve missed you,” she expressed with love and happiness.

“Can we just head home, I’m dead on my feet,” her husband replied, not showing a hint of excitement at seeing her.

Lily frowned and nodded her head, her excitement and hope slowly disappearing, “Jeez, could it kill him to be a little excited to see me!” she thought.

Lily did her best to try and make small talk on the drive home, filling him in on everything new going on with the family. Liam just gave her simple responses like he didn’t seem interested in conversing with his wife, but she wasn’t going to give up too easily this time.

“Do you want to make dinner plans on Saturday? It’s been ages since we went out together,” the blonde wife suggested, coyly.

“Maybe, I’ll see how I feel,” he said dismissively.

“Did you forget it’s my Birthday on Saturday?” Lily then explained, her annoyance starting to show through in her tone.

“Of course not, Lily, we can go out for dinner on Saturday then, happy?

Lily gritted her teeth and bit her tongue, she held onto the steering wheel tighter out of anger, the blonde woman didn’t like the way her husband was speaking. “ I’m not going to force you,” she added.

“Can we talk about this after I get some sleep? Stop getting upset over every little thing,” Liam said, growling.

“I’m not mad, but fine” She sighed and continued to drive, not bothering to even try and talk to her husband again out of fear she might say something she would regret.

When they got home, Lily stormed into their master bedroom. She quickly changed into more comfy, athletic wear before asking her mum if she could pick up the kids from school. The married woman then jumped back into her car and drove off, thinking a gym visit would help to calm her down.

As soon as she stepped inside the gym, Lily immediately headed for a treadmill and started to run at an intense pace. She ran and ran, huffing and puffing but didn’t stop, pushing past her prior limits. Lily kept going, trying to run all those bad feelings she felt earlier out of her body, the wife was so pissed, not understanding how her husband could be that insensitive, he must know how she was feeling, why didn’t he care? Ugh!.

Lily Jogged on the treadmill for almost an hour before finally reaching her limit, she almost collapsed on the floor, holding on tight to the machine for support. Sweat dripping off her forehead, her chest rising and falling, the married mum gasping to recover.

“Hey, Lily, slow down a bit, here,” Kara said, handing Lily her water bottle.

“Thank you, yeah, I just got a bit carried away, Kara,” Lily replied, smiling at the gym employee whom she met when she signed up.

“No worries, you’re making great progress in such a short time, you’re like a regular now, it’s good to see,” The taller, younger blonde girl complimented.

“I just have a lot of spare time, bored housewife problems,” Lily joked, grinning.

Kara chuckled and nodded,” I understand, I stayed home with my 4-year-old, I love him, but it did get boring at times. His dad fucked off a year ago and I had to get back to work,” The girl confessed, looking peed off.

“I’m sorry, I have been thinking about going back to work, maybe just a couple days a week to start with,” Lily expressed.

“Thank you, I’m doing great now ... Hey if you want a job with casual hours, I also work part-time at a wellness spa not too far from here, Do you have any experience?” Kara inquired.

“I did work as a receptionist at a massage studio when I was 18, used to help with basic massages, but I’m no expert,” Lily explained.

“Oh cool, I’m a physical therapist there. To be honest, you don’t need to be qualified to give a basic massage, half the girls don’t have a certification, you just learn on the job,” Kara informed.

“It sounds interesting, Kara, but I’ll have to talk to my husband about it, he might not like me giving massages to strangers,” Lily replied giggling.

“All good, well like I said it’s a wellness spa, and massages are just one thing we have on offer, most of our clients are female, just let me know if you get interested, ok?

“I will, thank you, Kara.”

Lily smiled as the Young mum strolled away, It felt so nice she had met people who were so friendly and helpful. The married woman gathered up her things and headed home, she felt a lot better after the run, hopefully, her husband’s mood had changed after his nap as well.

“Hey Mum, where are the kids?” Lily asked when she got home to a quiet house, two things that had never gone together with two kids around.

“Liam took them out to the park, Luke wanted to kick the ball around and show his dad his new soccer skills,” her Mum let Lily know.

“Ok, that’s nice, can I help you with anything?” Lily asked, seeing her mother chopping away some veggies.

“I’m all good here, just finishing up, why don’t you go take a shower, the kids should be back soon for dinner.”

Lily nodded and smiled gratefully, heading off to shower off the sweat she worked up at the gym. When she came out of the bathroom, her husband was sitting on their bed on his phone, Lily dropped her towel and rummaged through her drawers for clothes. She looked over her shoulder and saw her husband not even batting an eye as Lily paraded around the room naked, still busy on his phone doing something. Lily picked out some sweats and quickly dressed, walking over and having a seat next to him on the bed.

“Hey, Mum’s here now and the kids are old enough, I was thinking I could go back to work, not full time, just 2 or 3 days a week, what do you think?” Lily questioned her husband.

“If that’s what you want, it’s up to you,” Liam replied, not even bothering to look at her.

“Can you put the phone down and just look at me for once!” the wife scolded, fed up with her husbands non caring attitude. “What’s going on with you? It seems like you are uninterested in me these days,” she added.

“Don’t be crazy, you know I love you, I think your Mum has dinner ready,” he said, trying to diffuse her anger.

“It can wait, for the last half a year you’ve acted like I don’t exist, you don’t even look at me anymore, When was the last time we were intimate?” Lily fired at her husband, looking frustrated and confused.

“I told you, I’m just tired from work, I barely get a week off to relax, stop overthinking things,” Liam answered, he looked agitated and guilty.

“Are you cheating on me? Bella said John acted the same way before he asked her for a separation.”

“No, I am not cheating on you, Shit, you are being hysterical, can we talk about this later? The kids and your mum are waiting,” he replied in a huff.

“Fine!, whatever!” Lily fumed, walking out of their room, trying her best not to cry for the kid’s sake.

Lily managed to get through dinner without saying anything further to her husband, the tension was high between the two. Her kids were happy though, laughing and talking with their Dad whom they missed, Luke, her son especially was excited that his father would be home to see his first soccer game in a couple of days.

After helping her mother clean up, Lily walked out back to get some air, suddenly remembering to send a text to her gym buddy Tayliah that she needed to skip tonight’s session. The blonde wife sat down on a sun chair and stared up at the sky, mulling over what she should do about her marital problems. She wanted to believe everything, Liam said, but something about his demeanor just didn’t sit well with her womanly instincts, there was something else going on that he wasn’t telling her.

“Hey, your mum’s getting the kids ready for bed,” her husband said, after joining Lily in their backyard.

“So are you going to tell me what’s wrong with you?” she asked, wanting to get straight to the point.

Liam scratched his head and took a seat by her feet, he sighed and groaned, seemingly trying to gather the thoughts in his head. “ To be honest I really don’t know Lily, I’m just tired, everything just feels like a routine these days, I still love you and the kids,” he articulated.

“What! So you are just bored with me?” Lily said out loud, she looked perplexed.

“It’s nothing to do with you, you are an amazing wife, I’m just stuck in a rut that’s all,” Liam added.

“Jeez, this is just what I want to hear, GOD! Liam, so what do you want to do?” Lily asked with raised eyebrows.

“I don’t know, I’m sorry,” her husband softly replied, hanging his head low.

“So you aren’t cheating on me? Who’s the redhead girl that keeps popping up?

“No!, that’s Chrissy, we are just friends, she recently got a divorce, we just talk that’s all.

“So you talk to her about your problems and not your wife?” Lily said annoyed.

“She’s just a good friend, Lily,” Liam tried to explain.

“Oh God!, you sound so guilty, you’re attracted to her huh?”

“Shit, Lily, nothing has happened, stop filling your head with these thoughts, I’m going to say good night to the kids,” he frustratingly replied before leaving her.

“Whatever! I’m going to see Bella,” Lily shouted out in anger, she had steam coming out of her ears. She quickly wrote a text and sent it to her bestie.

Lilly: what are you doing right now? Liam’s being a jerk, can I come over?

Bella: Not a good time, the kids are staying with John, and I’m entertaining guests 😉

Lily: Jeez, guests? You’re having a party?

Bella: Just these guys from the gym, they said they had weed.

Lily: OMG! How old are you? Your smoking weed with some random guys?

Bella: HAHA, I’m about to, you can join if you want. Maybe it will help clear your mind of Liam.

Lily: Alright, I’m coming over.

Lily knew this probably wasn’t a good idea, but her anger just got the best of her. The blonde woman just needed to get away from her husband, the more she stared into his eyes the more she just knew he was hiding something, it made her stomach ache. Lily didn’t even bother to change, she jumped in her car in black sweatpants and a white singlet top with no bra, and hair tied back.

The married wife started to second guess her decision after she pressed Bella’s doorbell, it was too late to back out as her best friend opened up and grinned surprisingly. Bella was dressed in gym attire, almost the same thing her teenage friend Tayliah would wear, very tight lycra shorts and a matching sports bra.

“WOW!, you actually came, Liam must have really pissed you off,” Bella asked with concern.

“Yeah, he basically told me his life was boring and that he felt trapped, I think he’s cheating as well,” Lily offloaded to her friend.

Bella quickly gave her a warm hug and guided Lily inside,” It’s ok, I’m sure he’s not cheating, we all feel like things are stale at some point, you two will be fine, it just takes patience,” her brunette friend wisely offered.

“Yeah, maybe, thanks Bella,” Lily cooed.

“Ok, let’s have some fun, I haven’t smoked weed since we went on that girl’s glamping trip 5 years ago, I remember you got pretty wasted, Lily,” Bella teased, giving her a wry smile.

“OH GOD!, I totally forgot about that, so where are your ‘friends’?” Lily highlighted sarcastically.

“Outback, they are nice guys, just enjoy yourself, loosen up, want some wine?”

“Yeah sure, I might need it,” Lily said chuckling.

Bella grabbed a bottle and a few glasses before leading Lily outside to her backyard. The two hunky, guys in their early twenties smiled and grinned seeing the older ladies walk out. Lily put on a half smile and waved at the guys as Bella introduced her, the light-haired one was Noah, and the other was Harry, who had slightly darker light brown locks.