Chapter 15

After having witnessed her mother being fucked and expressing her joy at having her face covered in cum; then seeing how her mother had obeyed Bob’s demand that she send him a photo providing proof of his ability to produce copious quantities of sperm; and listening to her mother’s reasoning for accepting Bob’s offer of a weekly fuck session at their apartment; and finally feeling her simultaneous anger at her mother’s behavior with her desire to witness a repeat of the scene that was more arousing than any porn movie, Jane needed time to process her feelings. Therefore, she just smiled weakly after her mother finished speaking, shook her head in confusion, and retreated to the safety of her bedroom again.

And that was how things were left temporarily, with neither mother nor daughter wanting to breach the unspoken thoughts that might reopen the scenes of anger and hurt that had been manifested when Jane had discovered how her mother earned the money that allowed them to live a comfortable life. However, the elephant in the room of Bob’s impending visit could not be left without discussion, although that discussion had to wait until the following Sunday when both women were free.

Cherry had gone to the bar to sing on Friday and Saturday nights as usual, but she returned home earlier than usual while Jane was still awake and watching TV, which Jane understood meant that she had not accepted the offer of money in exchange for a fuck session in the Love Hotel. It was almost as if the roles of mother and daughter had been reversed, with Jane waiting to make sure that her mother returned home safely after a night out.

However, they could not postpone the discussion of Bob’s impending visit, and after Cherry had woken late on Sunday morning, showered and eaten breakfast, Cherry tentatively began to speak. She was careful not to call Jane ‘baby’ in case that started to make her annoyed, and she wanted this conversation to be as calm and free from negative feelings as possible.

“Darling, we need to talk. You saw that I came home early the last two nights. I just want to let you know that I’ve listened to you and I’m going to try to limit myself to meeting only Bob. He has promised that he will pay me 10,000 pesos every week for meeting here on just one day. That means that in a month, he will give us 40,000 pesos, and with the money I earn from singing, I will not have to go with any other man. We will have enough to pay for everything because of Bob coming here on just one day.”

Jane noted that her mother had said ‘we’ and ‘us’ and that she was promising to limit her whoring to just one man. When she put it like that, it sounded more like an arrangement between an employer and an employee except that the work to be performed was sexual services.

Jane was happy to hear that her mother would not continue to prostitute herself from the bar, and she could see that the arrangement with Bob made sense. At the same time, she felt a shiver of excitement in the pit of her stomach at the thought of Bob and her mother fucking in their own apartment. The thought that she might be able to watch them again was what was making her feel excited and aroused in equal measures.

Cherry was relieved when she heard Jane’s reply. “I understand, mama. I know we need the money, and I’m glad that you’re not going to put yourself at risk by going with strangers from the bar. I think Bob is going to keep his end of the bargain, at least I hope so. But when is he going to come here? I mean on which days?”

Cherry inwardly sighed with relief that Jane had accepted the new arrangement with Bob, although she was sad at the thought that she would no longer experience the rush of anticipation she always felt whenever she agreed to go to the Love Hotel with a new man. She thought it best not to mention that she was actually giving up a source of pleasure by agreeing to become monogamous with Bob, and refrain from actively seeking strangers to fuck her. The anticipation of what might happen and how the man might treat her and how good he was at fucking was always a major source of excitement when she was ready to accept an offer to be the whore she knew was the essence of her being. But she was willing to sacrifice her own pleasure in return for Jane’s acceptance of Bob fucking her one day a week in their apartment.