Chapter 22

August 26, 2018 (Sunday)

Author: Civ Palecek

Even though I could hear a lot of loving going on last night in our bed, I was very tired so fell asleep fairly quickly, a happenstance quite at odds with my usual time in the big bed. When I woke, other than breathing sounds and Coach’s slight snores, it was quiet, so I pondered the happenings of the weekend. I was surprised by how into the sex the TT got and how quickly they managed that dive. It seems to me that Kota’s interests and beliefs are ... spreading among those girls, although Emma Smythe has had a big impact, too. While the effect of her being the first to have intercourse with one of our guys had something of an impact, The Team’s sudden understanding that they would have a place to call their own at which they could be naked together but also be as sexual as they wished probably provided the single most important impetus to them becoming more sexually focused since State.

I also thought back to meeting Beth and the Go5, trying to remember what I felt when I met them. They were already sexually involved with each other, although I didn’t learn that for a long time. I pondered my previous near asexuality as I tried to recapture what I felt about the girls, but some of those memories are becoming too remote, too far into the past, and, perhaps more importantly, too readily overrun by my new-ish very high interest in sex, in beginning my own trip into a sexual history and thinking about that future, a future that will include Seamus. A future that will include Seamus making love with me, a future that will include Brett making love with me, and a future that will include an unreal number of girls making love with me – including Beth and Meka, probably including Beth and Meka together! I got very turned on, so quietly resolved the resultant minor problem.

Because I was asked to record the first chunk of this morning’s activities, as soon as I got a chance, I asked Alyssa how her night was.

“Freaking fantastic! It’s my understanding that there are many nights here like that, with so much sex, but is that right?”

“Certainly. Other than the sheer number of sex participants last night, it wasn’t all that different from many nights. I used to wonder why it was and how it was the girls were so into sex.”

“You don’t wonder, now?”

“No, for two reasons. The first is that I want in, so much. My libido didn’t hit me until relatively recently, but it’s come on me like a ... freight train. All the sex happening here, with at least some on virtually every day, is a little difficult on me ... not being able to take part interpersonally, but I ... masturbate quite a few times a day, sometimes. And then, for some reason or reasons I don’t understand, being able to follow Seamus’ sexual history through a spreadsheet Liya made for ... me, really, keeps me from wondering what’s going on and whether I’ll lose him to someone else.”

“But won’t he ... Never mind. I think I understand because I’ve seen that there are ... subsets of the LA with closer relationships than the ... general one. Right?”

“Yup, and Seamus and I have one of those. I also have one of those with Beth and another with Meka. Beth because ... well, she’s Beth, and Meka because I spent a bunch of nights sleeping with her when the Go5 and I were trying to keep her sane and in this reality. Obviously, I also have one with Mare, and ... that one’s ... the strongest one. Mare would keep me sane if I were ever to lose Seamus.”

Alyssa gazed into my eyes for a bit, then quietly said, “Those ... connections you all have with each other ... Rather, that you girls have those connections is the single aspect of the LA that ... attracts me most. I really like that you let me join in the LA’s sexiness at the store and at Katherine’s, but the ... friendship and the connection to you girls is what keeps me wanting to be with you guys.”

I returned the gazing-into-eyes favor, made a mental note for the near future, and then said, “The second is one I had to figure out. For the most part, from what I’ve been told and figured out, high-school girls are both interested in sex and scared by it. With most of us girls naturally on the lesbian side of the spectrum or, at least, more than willing to live on that side, and with two very safe guys, they’ve released their libidos to drive more of their lives than they would have in any other situation. While I understand that boys are thought by many, particularly boys, to be more highly sexed than girls, I believe that’s wrong in general and certainly wrong within the LA ... and, apparently, The Team. It’s just that LA girls have the safety and security to have as much sex as they want within a ... relatively closed ... ecosystem.”

In the quiet between the two of us that followed, it was my turn to be the gazing recipient, but Alyssa eventually told me, “The girls have bragged on you ever since I’ve known them, and, now, I fully believe them. I seriously doubt any other 12-year-old in Elkton could have figured that out and explained it so clearly. Granted, I doubt there are any other 12-year-olds in Elkton living in a situation like this, but it still took strong observational skills and a working brain, and the LA seems quite stuffed with the latter feature.”

“That’s true, and it’s been a discussion point within the LA on many occasions. We cannot figure out how capable brains can be associated with what we have, but we do not doubt that there is a connection.”

As she stepped up to us, Meka said, “Civ’s right and Central High’s vice-principal essentially told us that very thing. Very quietly ... she said to us that she’d have been hard-pressed to find any other natural group of Central students with an average GPA even as high as ours, much less a group with a higher GPA. Each of us was on the Honor Roll every quarter.”

“Hah! That would mean that had I should have had a group of...”

I’m sure that Alyssa cut off what she was going to say due to her figuring out what the implications would be of what she was going to say. Meka very obviously went down the same track as I did.

“Alyssa, do you want to join the LA?” She held up the stop sign to her as she added, “We don’t have room for another permanent resident, but if you want to join, we’d love to have you as an LA member. We’d love it if ... we could include you in many things we do, in more things we do. We’d love to see you more on your weekends.”

Alyssa said nary a word, just slammed herself into Meka, leaned up, and plastered her mouth to Meka’s. When she stepped back, she leaned up into me and kissed me hard, a kiss I returned with happiness.

Given that the TT members were “scheduled” to begin leaving the compound after lunch, I was not surprised when the sex began early and was instigated by the TT. I saw Rathi drop to her knees in front of Seamus in the shower, so quickly turned to face the opposite direction.

“I’m not sure how to do this. Could you help me learn?”

My guy laughed out loud, then said, “You’re a guy’s wet dream, Rathi. You’re a trim and pretty girl, and nearly every guy would have loved to hear you say that to him.”

“But I wouldn’t say that to very many guys. Just two, right now, but I’ll have to see about Smythe’s dad.”

I shivered many times as Seamus explained about fellatio. When others asked him questions, I realized that all of the six TT girls in the shower with us were involving themselves in the instruction. Apparently – I didn’t see it, but heard it, every one of them – Rathi, Parkinson, Sophia, Mila, Lissa, and Abby – took turns learning how to suck my guy’s cock. I first heard, then saw Kota edging along the shower – with her back to the action – to me.

Quietly, but loudly enough for me to hear her over the many showerheads, she said, “Doesn’t that get to you?”

“Very much so, and I’ll probably need to give myself an orgasm.”

“Could we, the ... two of us, umm ... do that without seeing each other?”

“That’s something else I’ve learned here.”

“What’s that?”

“Being comfortable with and about masturbation. The girls keep Mare and me on edge. We’ve ... done that at the same time in our bed at our parents’ house. Given that you have nearly five months to wait, you and Kanda might want to get comfortable in that fashion with something that most think of as a very personal activity. Kota, I’m good with your suggestion, and I’ll turn slightly away from you so I can see neither you nor the activity going on behind us.”

“May I ... Umm, can I talk to you while ... umm...”

“While we get ourselves off? Yes. Please feel free.”

I turned about ten degrees away from Kota, then said, “I’ve put my right hand between my legs and am lightly running my index and middle fingers along my lips.”

“Oh, goddess, I didn’t think you’d give me a ... play-by-play. Why aren’t you embarrassed by that?”

“I am at least a little embarrassed, but mainly because you’re not Mare. We’ve done something like this quite a lot. Do you want me to keep doing that?”

“Yes, but ... I should learn how to ... do that without burning my face out.”