Chapter 4

I was cast out once, and it was a rather painful experience as I lost the fight. Despite my efforts, I was unable to get close to any of the women without feeling the pain. It was as if my form were being set on fire and I did what I had to do to get them out of my house.

As the day passes, I continue to hide and don’t risk anything, especially when she’s alone with her son. The talks are all boring and not once has she looked at him in any way that isn’t a mother looking at her son. I don’t probe deeply, but I can’t find even a hint of her thinking about any member of her family in a sexual way at all and I’ve gone through her entire life. It doesn’t take a deep probe to find thoughts like that, since they tend to be placed in the darkest parts of the mind where I reside for the moment.

I take no notice of the sights and smells, since anything could cause me to slip. I’m little more than a shadow in her mind; a small seed that needs time to grow, and I’ve played this game countless times to know how to win. There’s a part of me that always wonder as to just how many families have lived in this house and tended my farm, but it will forever remain a mystery.

The sun is starting to set as she makes her way to her bedroom and locks the door behind her. Her muscles ache from the strain and I will soon give her some release, but it won’t be the kind she wants. It won’t be much longer now and I’ll return to control everything.

Rita lies down just as the sun has finished setting in the sky and this time she has a robe on to cover her body, but nothing else. I know what she was planning, but her plans have just changed. I start to press to the front of her mind and she’s fighting my presence again, but she had her chance and didn’t even know about it.

“That’s right, Rita, it wasn’t a dream. It really did happen. Go ahead, fight all you want, but you can’t beat me.”

‘I don’t think I’ll tell you what I have planned. I want it to be a surprise. Let’s go have some fun with mommy’s little angel.’

I get out of bed and smile at the chill in the air as it causes my nipples to harden. It was going to happen anyway, but there’s nothing wrong with a head start. My fingers move as she fights and I sigh at the tenderness.

I close the robe around my body, since I can’t take any chances of being interrupted by Billy. His time will come, but I have to take Jenna tonight. Rita has no idea about what’s going to happen and she’s every bit a prisoner of her mind as I was. There’s a correction needed, since I wasn’t forced to watch anything and I was there by choice, but for her there’s no choice at all.