Chapter 18

Incest has never been something I’ve ever thought about, and wish there were something I could do to convince myself this was nothing more than a dream from some twisted place buried deep within. My fingers reach down between my lips to feel for my virginity, and not for the first time, but it’s really gone. I want to be sickened by this, and a part of me is, but nowhere near as much as I should be.

This is all her fault, since I know Aaron never would have thought of me as something more than his sister without her fucking prodding him along. Cin’s an evil bitch who wants to pull everyone into her web of darkness and I must fight her with everything I have. No matter what, this is coming to an end today. It has to, since I can’t allow myself to be pulled any deeper into this madness.

My full bladder makes it impossible for me to stay in bed any longer and I throw off the sheets, which I immediately regret due to the chill that hits my body. She’s nowhere to be seen, but that won’t last long and I must remain firm in my resolve. Right now, we’re quite alone in the house, but that won’t last long. The staff will be here and I just need to hold my ground until they arrive.

I reach the bathroom without incident and close the door behind me. My finger’s feel the cold of the knob as I lock the door and sit on the toilet to take care of business. The pungent odor reaches my nose as my piss hits the water hard and breathe a sigh of relief; not just from the pressure being alleviated, but also from a lack of sound from within my bedroom. It doesn’t necessarily mean she isn’t in there, but she isn’t showing herself and that’s enough for me.