Chapter 10

I groan as I throw the covers off and get up to kiss her as she kissed me. Our bodies press together as my tongue enters her mouth and try to replicate everything she did. There’s nothing passionate about this kiss, but I can’t bring myself to that point. My hands refuse to cooperate with me and hang loosely at my side as I feel her tongue react to mine.

Her tongue reacts as I stare through her and call her and wish my body were a little more cooperative. I can feel her hands moving towards my ass as I continue to kiss her in a mechanical way and don’t notice the slightest sensation. I keep cursing myself in an attempt to force some reaction, but it’s as if that part of my mind is closed off to me.

She pulls her head back as she releases my ass and glares hard at me. “That’s not how I kissed you. I’m letting it go, for tonight. If I weren’t so fucking tired, you’d be cleaning up your brother’s cum right now.”

Cin turns away in a huff and I panic a little as my body slowly returns to my control. I’ve no idea just how far she’s going to take things, and it’s too late to do anything about upsetting her. I know I shouldn’t give a shit about that, but she’s already twisted and I’ve just made things worse.

She’s already stolen too many firsts from me. Moments I’ll never get back to share with a man and hate her so fucking much. My virginity must be protected from her at all costs and will never give her that part of me.

There must have been some part of my brain that had remained locked away, since I slept very well last night. I should have been focused on whatever new hell she has planned for me, but it was the furthest thing from my mind. It seems as soon as my head hit the pillow, I was out.

I open my eyes and know she isn’t in here with me, which is a pleasant change. I’m hoping she’s grown tired of me already, but know it’s not very likely. Chances are, she simply slept in and will have her way with me later. She can try, but I know the staff won’t be long and that’s my reprieve.

I leave my bedroom unmolested and lock the bathroom door behind me. I’m free to empty my bladder and shower without so much as a touch from her. This may be just a brief reprieve from her, but I’ll take what I can get.

The water feels good as it crosses my body and I let the steam enter my nose. There’s no rush at all as I take my time, since time is needed before they arrive. There’s only the slightest hint of her touch that remains and it won’t matter how hard I scrub, since I don’t think it will ever go away completely.