Chapter 1

Have you ever come across one of those women who never seem to develop? The one whose voice never seems to show she’s a woman, let alone the body? The one everyone thinks of as a little girl? That’s me, and I hate everything about being this way.

I’m still a fucking virgin, and it’s not due to fending off the boys. At 19 I have never dated anyone. Let’s just say the boys in my highschool didn’t have much interest in anyone like me, not even the pervs who would fuck anything with a hole.

I hated highschool and have no interest in going to college, despite my parents’ wishes. Just what I need. More time around horny guys who don’t look at me at all. You know what? Fuck them all. They can kiss my fucking ass, every last one of them.

I don’t need college and I sure as fuck don’t need to spend another hour in that kind of environment. My parents have never understood the hell I went through, since mom was never like me and dad was never one to speak with me about things like this. Had my brother, Aaron, not been 6 years older than me, maybe it would have been different, but he was at law school when I started my freshman year.

My parents didn’t give me much of a choice when they said college, job, or get the hell out of their house. It may not have been spoken in that way, but pretty fucking close. Without Aaron offering me a great fucking job, I’d probably be working a register at some fast-food joint and spend my time smelling like greasy shit.

Despite the difference in age, I was always close to Aaron, and he’s the only reason I made it through graduation of that horror show. He may have been busting his ass to get through school himself, but he always took time for me. I know I should love my parents, and I do, but not as much as I love my brother.

My love for him is that of a sister loving her brother and nothing more. I’m not a fucking perv, if that’s what you’re thinking? He has always watched out for me whenever he can, which is the way a big brother should be.

Aaron’s a hotshot lawyer now and will rise up the ranks quickly of the most prestigious firm in the area. He hired me as a live-in domestic, which means I don’t pay shit for rent and can eat whatever the fuck I want. All I have to do is keep the house clean, which isn’t difficult considering neither he nor his wife are pigs. I don’t even need to cook, since he already hired one, and all I need to do is clean up afterwards.

He pays me well to do easy shit and all those fucks in highschool who are killing themselves in college or working menial shit can kiss my ass. Let them slave away their lives in the hopes I never see any of them again. I know a domestic is technically a maid, but he’s never treated me like anything other than his sister.

The only downside of my job is having to be around her all fucking day. His wife, Cindy, Cin with a C is what she likes to say to new people, is a little too friendly with me. In truth, she always creeps me the fuck out, but I can deal with her.

She can’t seem to get the hint I’m not into women at all. Yes, she’s the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen and let’s say I get why some women would be attracted to her that aren’t into women. Perhaps, if she weren’t married to my brother, I’d be very flattered and more than a little tempted, but she is and I won’t do shit to hurt him.

Cin has an amazing body, one of those model looks that cause men to drop their tongues as she passes. Her ass and tits are both perfect, at least from what I’ve seen within the tight clothes she likes to wear. I can’t deny my eyes have taken them in when she isn’t looking, but she’s never caught me doing anything like that.

If it were just the body, I wouldn’t even think about it. Cin’s hair is long and black, but not your ordinary black. It’s more like the shade of raven’s feathers and takes on different tones of purple in different lights. She doesn’t die her hair to get that shade, since everything about her is natural.

Cin’s skin tone is olive and goes well with her green eyes, which seem to change a little under different lights in the same fashion as her hair. Her face is perfect in every way and I have no doubt the rest of her body matches her features I’ve been witness to. When they speak of goddesses, her body must be what they had in mind.

I’ve never fantasized about being with any woman and can’t even be called curious in the least. My fantasies have always been men and always will be. Cin may believe something different, but she can kiss my ass.