Chapter 1

Have you ever come across one of those women who never seem to develop? The one whose voice never seems to show she’s a woman, let alone the body? The one everyone thinks of as a little girl? That’s me, and I hate everything about being this way.

I’m still a fucking virgin, and it’s not due to fending off the boys. At 19 I have never dated anyone. Let’s just say the boys in my highschool didn’t have much interest in anyone like me, not even the pervs who would fuck anything with a hole.

I hated highschool and have no interest in going to college, despite my parents’ wishes. Just what I need. More time around horny guys who don’t look at me at all. You know what? Fuck them all. They can kiss my fucking ass, every last one of them.

I don’t need college and I sure as fuck don’t need to spend another hour in that kind of environment. My parents have never understood the hell I went through, since mom was never like me and dad was never one to speak with me about things like this. Had my brother, Aaron, not been 6 years older than me, maybe it would have been different, but he was at law school when I started my freshman year.

My parents didn’t give me much of a choice when they said college, job, or get the hell out of their house. It may not have been spoken in that way, but pretty fucking close. Without Aaron offering me a great fucking job, I’d probably be working a register at some fast-food joint and spend my time smelling like greasy shit.