Chapter 6

Unfortunately it wasn’t the best start to 2024. I was knocked out by a bad cold for some weeks which just exacerbated my paranoia about serious illness and disease, and led me into further depression. I was convinced that Daddy would get bored waiting and move onto someone else, although he assured me through messaging that he was still trying to arrange a session with friends, but we didn’t actually see each other and by the end of February I found myself back on my old hook up sites looking for other chat.

I ended up chatting to a young student. He had started university the previous September and had spent the first few months desperately trying to lose his virginity with a girl with no luck. It seems he was now prepared to look into other options.

I managed to break through his shyness, as I recognised myself in someways and he seemed to identify with how I started even though it hadn’t happened to him.

After some discussion we arranged to meet up as he seemed interested in sucking cock. We pretty much got straight down to things before shyness and doubt crept in. I couldn’t wait and took him in my mouth as it felt like an age since I had sucked cock last. Knowing I was probably the first to do this for him made it even more exciting. He was reasonably large and very hard and it didn’t take long before he blew his large load down my throat. Instant regret seemed to hit him and I left quite quickly to allow him to process it all, so he didn’t get to try it himself. I should have let him try first.

It felt like such an honour and a thrill to be the first to bring him off. He was so sensitive to my touch and i loved watching it twitch as I stroked under his balls. It was definitely one to remember and it definitely managed to cheer me up.

I have to admit I did rather bombard him with messages afterwards to make sure he was ok, and that I would be happy to meet again if he wanted, even though I did want to give him the space to come to terms with what happened.

It did however seem to kickstart things again as I Hmer with Daddy again shortly after for an in-car blow job. I had missed the way he made me feel and hearing about how he talks about me with his friends his friends. I didn’t tell him about the lad as I felt a bit guilty about taking cock without his permission, and I was worried he would dump me for a genuine younger lad if he had the chance.

I sent the student what I planned to be a final message message encouraging him to meet others, if I was the problem for some reason. I told him there was lots of cock and cunt out there for him and that he had an incredible cock. Obviously I added that I would be happy to help again anytime.

A few days later I finally got a reply. I think suspect that must be probably logged back in to get all of my previous messages at once.

He did enjoy it, and he actually asked me if I could set him up with a woman. I said I’d try, but it might not be easy, but if he wanted a guaranteed mouth around his cock then I was happy to oblige.

It was the middle of March and spring was definitely in the air!

After some message ping pong we met again. Again it wasn’t a long meet, but it was very rewarding.

We looked at some bi porn and I then invited him to suck my cock, not making the mistake of going first like last time. I could tell he was nervous, but I kind of dommed him a bit and encouraged him the way I like to be spoken to and got him on his knees. He took it well, seemingly remembering the way I sucked him. He went for it pretty keenly and I slowly fucked his mouth. He gave up after a minute or so getting embarrassed, and I didn’t cum so I just went straight down on him and sucked until he exploded in my mouth. I hope I left him more satisfied than embarrassed, and hopefully still thinking of cock.

The following Sunday afternoon saw me in my more natural role with Daddy and his allotment friend. Unfortunately the allotment was busier than last time so I was just in the shed playing the boy and sucking cock. I was so glad I was still appreciated. I’d been having doubts the last couple of months but the last week had definitely reignited the slut in me.

Regular meets with Daddy picked up again in April for either a car blowjob and chat, or if I was lucky a close fuck at his home.

I told him about my cravings for cock and he said it was ok if I still wanted to cruise and suck cock as long as I told him all the details when we next met. Anal was however to be reserved for him and any friends he asked me to, which I felt happy with as it felt a little safer, even though I realise it probably wasn’t. It worked for me anyway.

I still didn’t tell him about the student.