Chapter 6

Unfortunately it wasn’t the best start to 2024. I was knocked out by a bad cold for some weeks which just exacerbated my paranoia about serious illness and disease, and led me into further depression. I was convinced that Daddy would get bored waiting and move onto someone else, although he assured me through messaging that he was still trying to arrange a session with friends, but we didn’t actually see each other and by the end of February I found myself back on my old hook up sites looking for other chat.

I ended up chatting to a young student. He had started university the previous September and had spent the first few months desperately trying to lose his virginity with a girl with no luck. It seems he was now prepared to look into other options.

I managed to break through his shyness, as I recognised myself in someways and he seemed to identify with how I started even though it hadn’t happened to him.

After some discussion we arranged to meet up as he seemed interested in sucking cock. We pretty much got straight down to things before shyness and doubt crept in. I couldn’t wait and took him in my mouth as it felt like an age since I had sucked cock last. Knowing I was probably the first to do this for him made it even more exciting. He was reasonably large and very hard and it didn’t take long before he blew his large load down my throat. Instant regret seemed to hit him and I left quite quickly to allow him to process it all, so he didn’t get to try it himself. I should have let him try first.