Chapter 5

November saw me go deeper into depression. I kept seeing recommendations to go on Prep, and every winter sniffle I had made me more terrified. Suddenly the excitement had become a stone around my neck. The weather and dark nights weren’t helping either. Cruising spots were cold, wet and empty. I felt the same.

The first weekend in December Daddy asked if I would visit another friend. Despite my month of worry I couldn’t resist.

I was taken to an allotment to visit a man who must have been in his 70s. It had been snowing and there didn’t seem to be many people around. I ended up naked running up and down his polytunnel and occasionally out in the snow. God knows if anyone noticed, but there was no trouble.

There was no anal, but multiple oral on both Daddy and his friend. He was very interested in me telling him about my uncle and loved talking about my old pics. It seems they have both had long chats about me at that age, and I just wish I knew all of it. It certainly reignited my excitement. It was taking years off me.