Chapter 5

November saw me go deeper into depression. I kept seeing recommendations to go on Prep, and every winter sniffle I had made me more terrified. Suddenly the excitement had become a stone around my neck. The weather and dark nights weren’t helping either. Cruising spots were cold, wet and empty. I felt the same.

The first weekend in December Daddy asked if I would visit another friend. Despite my month of worry I couldn’t resist.

I was taken to an allotment to visit a man who must have been in his 70s. It had been snowing and there didn’t seem to be many people around. I ended up naked running up and down his polytunnel and occasionally out in the snow. God knows if anyone noticed, but there was no trouble.

There was no anal, but multiple oral on both Daddy and his friend. He was very interested in me telling him about my uncle and loved talking about my old pics. It seems they have both had long chats about me at that age, and I just wish I knew all of it. It certainly reignited my excitement. It was taking years off me.

However there was nothing else until the middle of the month when I was fucked in Daddy’s bed again, his arms around me. I find it odd now to look back and remember how wanted I felt. How cared for, despite my doubt and misgivings I had been feeling. I He told me again that my ass was his alone, and I gladly agreed.

Daddy was not going to be around over Christmas so this was to be the last I saw of him in 2023.

However, a Christmas gift from Daddy was a message giving me permission to suck three cocks without him over the christmas period. I took this as his christmas wish rather than a gift, so I was very keen to fulfill it for him. I never realised the significance of three, until someone online suggested it was representative of the Three Wise Men.

I sucked two cocks on my first day out at one cruising spot where I was lucky to find guys looking for a willing mouth as it is usually mostly suckers like myself hanging about. I suppose the Christmas holidays had a number of married men on the look out for a good blow job and I was only too pleased to leave them relieved and satisfied.

I fulfilled Daddy’s Christmas wish with my. third cock of the week at a another cruising spot. Although shielded from the road it was by a railway line and a train passed as I had him deep in my mouth. I don’t know what is visible from a train at speed, but I like the idea that I was maybe seen on my knees with a cock in my mouth.

I messaged Daddy to tell him exactly how I obeyed him. He loved my description and said he couldn’t wait to tell his friends how much of a whore I’d been. He’s looking forward to our next meet to so that made it a happier end to the year than how I had been feeling in the month or so beforehand.

Roll on 2024.