Chapter 5

Thursday, 09 August 2018

As one of the team assistants says, “Holy moly, Batman!” Dakota and a few others asked Coach to allow our guys to shower with us as a team-building effort ... and as recognition of how close this team has become. Every girl got to partner with one of the guys in the compound girls’ buddy-wash system; I was last and partnered with Seamus. Wow! That was crazy fun, and I’ve now had a hot guy wash my entire backside from hair to heels. Of course, we used loofas rather than hands or even washcloths, but it was still fun looking at Seamus’ naked butt and then washing it. The best, though, was Seamus washing my butt. I got quite turned on.

After we had all showered, Coach had us sit our bare butts on our individual towels and the girls on the team last year explained how the tournament felt, how it felt to win the championship game, what the atmosphere was like. I’ll bet very few of us were thinking much about our guys being naked with us. That was really good. I would have been really nervous if we had been standing around the locker room trying not to stare at our guys’ penises, which when we did see them, seemed fully hard. I was really happy with how Coach dealt with that, as I might have hyperventilated had I focused too much on those. Coach didn’t specifically say we’d do showers the same way in the future, not even about tomorrow’s practice before heading up to Santa Fe. But she didn’t say we wouldn’t, either.

I’ve closed myself in my room to avoid Dad, but also to lie here in my bed and think hard and carefully about this morning, what it did for me and what I think about both the locker-room nudity, but also about my apparent bisexuality.

Friday, 10 August 2018

I got some great thinking done last night, becoming fairly certain that I could be ... sexual with boys and girls if I had the opportunity. Once I realized that, I spent a lot of time thinking ... particular things with particular girls and boys. Fuck! I’d never before made myself orgasm more than twice in a night, and I orgasmed twice each thinking about our guys and thinking about some of the girls on the team. I’m going to have to be careful about what I say or do while we’re at the state tournament. I don’t want to lose any of those girls as friends just because I might ... think about a few of them sexually.

I have no idea what it would truly be like having sex with both of our guys at the same time, but those orgasms last night were incredible!

We’re heading to state right after practice this morning, and I’m wishing us luck and great games. I’ll return to this journal once we’re back sometime on Monday.

Monday, 13 August 2018

HOLY! FUCKING! HELL!

What a weekend!

It might seem very odd to say ... or write ... that winning the state tournament was almost secondary this weekend as far as WTF moments, but it’s freaking true! However, I’ll start there, even though the ... timeline will be out of order in this entry.

We beat our first opponent, Raymondville, quite handily, 13-0. Near the end of the game, their left wing was really down, but she told me they’d never been beaten so badly.

“I know you guys won this thing last year, but I’ve ... never seen a team of girls our age that’s this fucking good.”

She was near me when the ref blew the final whistle, so I walked over and hugged her, after asking, of course. She actually thanked me. I squeezed her a little bit more tightly when she did. We had lunch in a park, with some of the parents joining us scattered around.

We played Centerville in the afternoon. That team won this tournament two years ago and lost last year to this team, with their goalie purposefully ramming into Heather in the second half of the game after Heather provided the assist to the goal that put the team up 3-1. When Coach mentioned Centerville was winning their first-round game, many on last year’s team hissed and booed, because that goalie really decked Heather. She got a red card, and Heather tallied the fourth goal to put the game on ice. However, and I’ve noticed this before, the team really likes Heather, but she’s so little that many are quite protective of her. The crazy thing was that Heather nutmegged that same goalie for a goal in this game, and the goalie took off after Heather! Of course, Heather’s incredibly fast so could stay away from her, but the goalie earned her second red card in two years in this tournament, both because of Heather. We won 9-2.

Well before the middle of the first half on Sunday’s game in the championship game, it was obvious that our game on Saturday afternoon was the real championship game, as Great Falls was simply not up to the task of beating Centerville, much less us. Krypton put them in a world of hurt with the halftime score of 10-0, and then we, Argon, that is, tacked another ten goals onto Krypton’s ten. We thought the game against Raymondville was a shellacking. Who knew? We got to hoist the big trophy and Beth and Civ were singled out for extra embarrassment, as they tied for the most productive players in the tournament, with 11 points each (Civ had eight goals and three assists, while Beth had a goal and ten assists, in just three games).