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Chapter 45: Accountability
Historical Sex Story: Chapter 45: Accountability - Nate and his three girlfriends have graduated from college at last and prospects are good—except for the draft board insisting Nate still has to complete alternative service. But Nate's alternative service will be unlike any that has gone before. It leads him all over the world as he and Ronda visit embassies to install new passport cameras. And there are those in the world who don't care about diplomatic immunity as Nate is hijacked, kidnapped, and sent to the heart of the war zone.
Caution: This Historical Sex Story contains strong sexual content, including Ma/Fa Fa/Fa Consensual Heterosexual Fiction Historical Polygamy/Polyamory
JANE AND I didn’t waste any time getting to bed once the family left for the ranch. She was quite giggly.
“You know, you are the only man in my sex life,” she said as we lay in bed recuperating. “That means I get sex for a period of a week or two twice a year. I hate to tell you this, but I might have to take a lover.”
“Jane, you know you don’t need to wait for me. Do you have any prospects?”
“I won’t touch another man until I’m sure I’ve got our child in the chute, Nate. James is such a love, I don’t want to risk having anyone else father my second.”
“That’s kind of you. I’ll get to spend some time with him this summer, won’t I?”
“Of course. We just have to pry him out of Kendra’s arms. I think if she could have produced milk, that girl would have nursed him. She might have used a teat as a pacifier on occasion.” Jane began working on me with her pussy again and I eventually responded with growing tumescence. “As to prospects ... I haven’t actually been shopping around. I had an interesting phone call last month, though. Do you remember Don McIntyre from our Location Portraiture workshop?”
“Let me think. He was from up north in Scotland, wasn’t he?”
“Yes. Nice enough fellow. He wanted to know if I could make some recommendations for photo locations in the south. We chatted for quite a while and at one point he rather flirtatiously asked if I’d be interested in posing for him. Of course, I said no, but I don’t suppose it would be so bad. He wasn’t bad looking either. I might propose that we exchange modeling sessions. See how that goes.”
“Sounds to me like you already know how it will go,” I snorted.
“Oh, don’t be mad about it. You know, it’s your knob in my quim right now and I’d like to feel it moving about.”
I was getting to the point where I wanted to feel it moving about as well, and we focused on our pleasure.
Six shows opened the next week. We didn’t even attempt to make all the openings. There would be plenty of summer to see shows. I took Xian and Ronda to see Twelfth Night on Monday. It was the first time Xian had ever seen a live play. She was overjoyed with the experience.
After the show, Ronda and I took Xian to the spare room and the two girls got very into making out with each other, as I penetrated one and then the other. Ronda and I held Xian between us as we slept that night.
I felt detached. I don’t know how else to describe it. I was surrounded by love—four wives! I had my two children with Patricia and one with Jane. Jane was active in getting me to plant another in her. And Xian was definitely pregnant. But I was restless. I took long walks. I spent solitary time in the darkroom—sometimes just sitting there, not even printing an image.
Hello darkness, my old friend
I’ve come to talk with you again
Because a vision softly creeping
Left its seeds while I was sleeping
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains within the sound of silence
The song was over ten years old now, but it haunted me much more these days than when Vicki McMillan and I went to see them in concert. Gosh, that was a long time ago. I should look that date up in my calendar. The first time I went out with Vicki and she made it clear she wanted sex. I hadn’t put my cock in any girl yet back then.
Everything seemed so clear in high school. War was bad. Sex was good. I was going to become a great photographer. Ronda and Chris and I would be together forever.
Now everything seemed so muddy. Yes, war was bad, but those guys I knew who were Marines in the embassy or at the DAO in Saigon—they weren’t bad guys, any more than Tony had been. Even those who enlisted and volunteered to go to war. They weren’t bad guys. I ached thinking about the two Marines who were killed at the DAO just when we were waiting to board our plane. That attack pinned us down for another day until a helicopter lifted us out.
The career army guy who was the Defense Attaché in Saigon—he wasn’t a bad guy. He came up with the idea of the support affidavit and devoted himself to getting vulnerable people out of Vietnam—including Xian. He wasn’t a bad guy.
I’d known some really great people who were ambassadors and embassy personnel, and even the ones, like Robert, who believed in carrying a gun, weren’t bad guys. They genuinely wanted to negotiate and maintain peace.
It was all part of my muddy vision. Something to be said in my photographs that would contribute to making war obsolete. Something that was way beyond creating sexy glamour portraits of naked women. Or maybe that included making sexy glamour portraits of naked women—but went beyond that in some way.
It ate at me. Why couldn’t I pull this vision into focus and take a picture of it?
Jane came in on Thursday, after they’d been in town two weeks, to talk to me about what I wanted to see in this new vision of mine. And to have sex. She was getting as many injections as she could. I hoped I was planting enough sperm in her to achieve the objective. But we also compared notes and discussed camera techniques, and I convinced her to pose for me.
“You’re going for something extremely dark here,” she said as she helped me pull a black backdrop and set the lights.
“I have a picture of you all in white,” I said, petting her bottom. I’d managed to get her naked before we started setting the scene.
“Do you want me sullen?”
“Not really, but I’m not going to force a smile on you. I have some new filters I’d like to try. High contrast and some with a motion blur around a radius. What I want is to be focused on your face and blurred everywhere else. I’m using 400 ASA film and I’m pushing it to 1600. It will be kind of grainy, but that’s okay for this. It might not be the picture I ultimately want, but I think it’s on the way.”
“Are you only shooting on the box camera?”
“Yes. That’s what I got the filter for and there’s no sense doing a test roll on the Hasselblad when the picture I want is on this. Besides, pushing the processing on this is better with less agitation.” I moved to Jane and kissed her, fondling her thoroughly. “Now, I want you to stretch up. Reach. We’ll try one with you looking up and another with you focused on me.”
“Get naked,” she laughed.
“Hmm?”
“If you want me to focus on you, get naked.”
“I ... Yeah. I will when we get the shots.”
I took ten 4x5 frames and got them straight to the darkroom—with Jane.
I think I bought up all the roses in the flower shop. And enough other flowers that the florist asked me if there was a funeral or a wedding she didn’t know about.
“It’s my family anniversary,” I said. “We’re nine years old today. I haven’t been very collected lately. I keep getting distracted and my mind wanders. I don’t dare let the family miss our anniversary.”
“Well, unless it was yesterday, you seem to be well equipped,” she laughed.
“What day is today?” I shouted, ready to panic.
“It’s Friday June twentieth.”
“That’s right, then. I’m okay. I need to take these flowers home and present them to my family.”
“Do you have a large family?”
“Yes. I guess so. Four wives and two daughters. And you know what? One of my wives is pregnant. I’m going to be a father again. Could I get some more ... um ... Baby’s Breath to put in this? That would be appropriate, wouldn’t it?”
“If you have four wives, you might consider lilies for your funeral,” she chuckled. “Here you go. Have fun.”
She helped me load all the flowers in the VW and I carefully drove home. When I took the first batch of flowers up to the apartment, I was surprised to find flowers already there. Not as many as I was bringing, but a lot of flowers. By the time I got the third batch up to the apartment, I wasn’t sure where to put them. I decided to try the bedroom.
There were four beautiful flowers on the bed. My wives. All naked and waiting for me.
“We need to pick the girls up at four, but that gives us four hours to celebrate our anniversary before they get home,” Patricia said. I set the flowers down on the dresser after pushing a few things aside. Then my wives were all over me, getting me out of my clothes.
“I think we hit all the florists in town,” Ronda laughed. “People are going to start calling today the Attic Allure Family Holiday.”
“I think it is wonderful that our whole family has a single day that we can celebrate being together,” Xian said. “Anna explained the whole history and I’m so happy to be a part of it.”
“A growing part,” Anna said, putting a hand on Xian’s tummy. We figured the most she could be was seven weeks, but we’d been taking turns holding her in the morning when she ran to the bathroom to throw up.
“My lovely wives. Oh, my beautiful, incredible wives. No man deserves the love I have in this room. I wish I was a better husband for each of you,” I said. I just wanted to hold them. It was still more than I could bear to think I could have lost them.
“As Reverend Mother Superior says, ‘Love is the only thing everyone truly deserves.’ Don’t you have that one written down?” Patricia asked.
“I must have missed it,” I said. “I’m glad you were listening. I just know that I love you each and all. I would have nothing without you. I would be nothing.”
“Let’s see about making something, then,” Ronda said. “Like making love. I love each of you. Nate, I love you. Patricia, I love you. Anna, I love you. Xian, I love you. You are my husband and wives, and I will hold and cherish you until the day I die.”
There were a lot of other declarations, but we didn’t just stand around giving them. We tumbled into the big bed and punctuated our declarations of love with kisses, strokes, and loving. We barely made it to the day care center by four o’clock to pick up Toni and Alex. We all went and proceeded to parade our family up Erie Street and across Ontario. Then we all headed for the local pub where we had a huge family dinner celebration and all danced to the local group that played. When I looked at my family ... when I held my daughters and wives ... I felt whole for the first time in a long time.
Kat and Julie arrived on Sunday. They’d driven up from Camp Otterbein.
“There’s a district camp this week and they are overstaffed with volunteers. How could two girls with nothing to do occupy their time?” Kat asked when she’d hugged me.
“I’m glad that visiting your brother ranks right above ‘doing nothing.’ I’m just glad to see you. I want to introduce you to someone,” I said.
“That could be why we came driving all the way up here,” Julie whispered.
“Xian, this is my sister Kat and her girlfriend Julie,” I said. “Kat and Julie, my wife, Xian.”
“Wow! You are just as beautiful as Mom said,” Kat breathed. “Do you model?”
“Um ... Hi. It’s nice to meet you. Sometimes Nate has me in front of the camera, I guess,” Xian said.
“I’ll bet,” Julie said. “All Nate’s wives have modeled for Kat. Well, except you, so far. I hope you’ll pose for her. She really needs a more exotic model than all us blonde Scandinavians.”
“Oh. I ... If it’s okay. I guess so,” Xian said.
Well, that was settled. The next item on the agenda was Sunday night dinner and TV. Kat was pleased that we remembered to put in Cocoa Puffs for her Sunday dinner. Most of us had ice cream, but Toni was experimenting with Xian’s sweet rice. It was a pretty simple dish that the cooks at the embassy would make on weekends for treats. It was just rice with butter and sugar and a little half and half. We’d all tried it and liked it, but preferred to stick with our own Sunday night meals.
After Swiss Family Robinson on TV, I danced with Alex and then Toni, getting them down for the night. It was so wonderful to hear them each whisper, “Love you, Daddy.”
“Are you okay, Nate?” Kat asked when I came out of the girls’ bedroom.
“Hmm? Yeah. Why?”
“I am not used to seeing my brother with tears in his eyes,” she said.
I quickly wiped my eyes and snorted a little laugh.
“They seem to leak a lot lately,” I said. “I think I’ve gotten even more sentimental than Dad.”
“With your gray hair you look almost as old as Dad,” she responded. “Was it really bad?”
“It? I suppose you mean Vietnam? It was nothing compared to what was going on two or three years ago. I mean, I wasn’t on a battlefront. But it was tense. As the days went on, the gunshots and explosions kept getting nearer and nearer. I was worried about Ronda and where the family was. And then I took responsibility for Xian and we moved over to the DAO to be evacuated. The plane we were going to board was hit on the runway while taxiing to the terminal about three a.m. Two Marines were killed on the access road. We had to just cower in the shadows until the helicopters started coming in about three in the afternoon. Then it was all running and trying to pack as many people onto the helicopters as we could. We lost our luggage because we needed to protect the passport camera and bindery. I just wanted to sleep, but I was afraid if I closed my eyes, I’d never open them again.”
“Nate,” Kat whispered.
“What?”
“Come back. Come back, big brother. It’s past and we need you.”
“Yeah. Uh ... Sorry. When I get to thinking about it, it’s a little overwhelming. I mean, people face worse every day, you know? I don’t know why I should get so torn up over it.”
“Maybe because you came out of it with a Vietnamese wife, gray hair, and hands that wouldn’t work.”
“Oh, the hands are almost back to normal. I wear these braces to force me to rest my wrists, and I don’t squeeze much. I’ll go see Dr. May later in the summer and have him check them out again. Should be fine,” I said. “I never look in the mirror, so I don’t really feel like I’m gray. And how could I ever complain about my Vietnamese wife? She’s so sweet.”
“She is. I’m glad you brought her home. Just so you know, brother, you can talk to me anytime you want. I even have access to this new telephone gadget, you know? Dial my number and we can magically talk to each other.”
“I don’t know why it takes me so long to make a phone call. I was really frustrated in Vietnam and on the ship and in Muscat because we couldn’t make calls as easily as I wanted to,” I said. “Sometimes I think Mom and Dad have the ideal life. They have a place out in the country and just work around the camp. All summer they have people coming to visit and they have their work. But when it comes down to it, at night they cuddle up with each other and that’s all there is in the world.”
“It’s not as idyllic as all that,” Kat responded. “The summer work load is intense and exhausting. The winter is isolated. The difference between being assigned to the camp and being assigned to a church is that they don’t have friends. When we moved to Tenbrook, Mom and Dad made friends. Dad hung out with Henry long after he stopped working at the gas station. And got to be good friends with Jim Kowalski. Mom and Dad played cards with the Evanses and the Mays a couple of times a month. The Lutheran ministers and Catholic priest were people Mom saw regularly. The women in the church had weekly meetings. And in Sage, it was the same way. The people in the church were their community. They made friends. They don’t have a community at Camp Otterbein.”
“I didn’t realize things were hard on them. It seemed so perfect,” I sighed.
“Oh, they like it. Dad loves having the kids around all summer, but...” She broke off and it seemed she was just going to stop there.
“But what?” I asked.
“You know, little things,” she said. “Like Dad seeing an obituary for a minister and saying he’d like to be buried in Tenbrook when his time comes.”
“He’s not sick again, is he?”
“I don’t think so. I also don’t think he’d tell any of us if he was.”
“Has Uncle Nate been out to visit recently?” I asked.
“Not this summer. When did you last see him?”
“Short visit over Christmas. I think I need to make a trip back pretty soon.”
“Nate, we all miss each other when we’re gone. I admit I’m not getting back from Minneapolis as often as I thought I would. Certainly not for regular long weekends. Julie and I have to split vacation time so we see both families. Your new wife was the reason we took this week here instead of in Des Moines, where Julie’s parents moved to be near the grandchildren. They’ve dismissed the possibility that Julie or Brian will give them grandkids any time in the foreseeable future.”
“What’s Brian doing?”
“Went to college in Florida. The only comment he made was that it was Spring Break every weekend. Said he wasn’t coming to live in the cold North again.”
“Well, that kind of cuts the ties, doesn’t it?” I said.
Kat started giggling.
“Not really,” she said. “Vanessa went with him. Patricia might want to visit her sister-in-law in Florida sometime.”
“Well, I’ll be.”
It was nice to have my sister and Julie visiting. Xian discovered posing for my sister was not unlike posing for me. And since Kat was two months younger than Xian, they struck up a friendship that was unlike Kat’s friendships with any of my other wives.
And I took a new batch of photos of Julie.
“Should I be jealous?” Julie asked me when I started getting her posed in the studio.
“Of what?” I asked.
“Our wives being together so much this week,” Julie said. “Yeah, I know Kat’s not my wife, but that’s how I think of her. You know the Hannitys have even accepted that we’re a couple. We sleep in the same bed. Rachel was still in the house until May, but she’s moved in with her boyfriend. They’re both working at the Moppets Theatre.”
“None of that is about being jealous,” I said. I pulled Julie’s blouse down off her shoulders and below her boobs. I ran my hand over them.
“Yeah. It’s pretty stupid, isn’t it? Here I am hoping my lover’s brother will fully molest me, while complaining that his wife is having a nice time with my lover.”
“Let’s move to a profile,” I said, repositioning her.
There was something about that pose that I really liked, but it had to do with the shape, not the subject. I started moving things around and clearing the stage area. I pulled the black backdrop down and all the way out so she could stand on it, then cut all the lights in the studio except the one spotlight I had trained on her straight from the side. I started moving her around, just looking at the light on her body. It was close. I finished undressing Julie and she simply moved as I touched her.
I had to set up a second light to get what I wanted. I used one of my minis to light her from the left with the stronger light from the right. Then I put a high contrast filter on the Linhof and slid in the long exposure lower speed black and white film sheets I’d recently gotten from Dave.
“Yes,” I whispered. “This line is so perfect. I can only see the highlight across this cheek. The indent here.” I stroked Julie’s perfect skin and moved back to the camera as she stood, trembling.
“I want the light on only the underside of your breast and across your abdomen. Yes, turn slightly. It might look all lit up from your angle of vision, but from the camera, I can’t see your little pussy.” I petted her moist center and she whimpered. I moved back to the camera.
“Oh, my God!” Kat said as she came into the dark studio. Julie jumped, but I got the picture I wanted. “Don’t move! Nate, hold her in that position while I get my sketchpad ready. Julie, you’re magnificent! Just stay there and let Nate keep you in that position.”
Well, I had one hand cupping her boob and one cupping her butt. I didn’t think Julie actually wanted to leave this position. Kat had a piece of charcoal or graphite and was just completely covering her page. Then she waved me away from Julie and I stepped back so she could use an eraser and remove graphite from the page. It didn’t take long. This was a minimalist pose. When we finished, we both reached Julie and hugged her naked body between us.
“That may have been a breakthrough for me. Thank you, Julie.”
“That was amazing! You were just alive with a sliver of light,” Kat said. “I can’t wait to see the photos.”
“I think ... I’m a little ... um...”
“You’re a little beautiful and Nate got you turned on. Do you think you’re ready for that?”
“No. Not really. It was so tempting.”
“Good. When it’s time, it will be easy,” Kat said.
“What will be easy?” I asked.
“Making love with you to make our baby. We’re still not ready. Another year of college, you know,” Kat said. “But my wife and I are going to want to raise a family. I wouldn’t have anyone father a child on my girl but you.”
“Let’s make sure we think that through,” I said.
“Well, you’ve got proven sperm and Alex is going to be as super smart as her sister. Don’t worry, brother. You have time to get used to the idea. We aren’t in a hurry.”
Kat took Julie to their room without bothering to dress her.
A couple of weeks after Julie and Kat returned to their kitchen jobs at Camp Otterbein, we all went back to Tenbrook for a week. The rooms at the hotel were just too small for all of us to be in one. We ended up renting three.
Of course, Alex and Toni were often at their grandparents’ homes. Jim and El Kowalski accepted Alex as much as their own grandchild as my folks accepted Toni. It was good to see them all. And on Tuesday the fifteenth of July, we celebrated Toni’s seventh birthday. One of the things we’d have to do on our way back to Stratford was stop by Antioch and get Toni registered in second grade. Even with her unusual schooling the past year, we had no doubts about her readiness to enter the next grade in school. If anything, school might not be ready for her. We’d start Alex in nursery school as well.
The other thing we needed to do in Tenbrook was check in with Dr. May. Mostly, it was Xian and I who needed a checkup. He talked to each of us, but Ronda, Xian, and I went into the exam room together.