Chapter 8

My embarrassment continued nightly. I was getting used to standing at attention while Kate silently took off each article of clothing, never objecting. After several nights of Kate undressing me, Kate was becoming accomplished at unhooking my bra without difficulty. Then, Margaret suggested that Kate try reaching around my front to grasp the bra hooks in back, and she learned to accomplish this feat as well. That meant, however, that my breasts were pressed against Kate’s small budding chest as she hugged around my body to reach the bra hooks. A new level of intimacy was reached, again without objection from Kate.

This level remained constant for a few more days, presumably while Margaret was thinking up some new embarrassment for me. Meanwhile, after the lovemaking, I always jilled while Margaret watched. I wasn’t even embarrassed by her voyeurism anymore and actually came to enjoy cumming under her encouragement – which now always involved her talking about “little Katie.” She particularly went back often to the idea that little Katie was sitting on the sofa or laying in her bed jilling at the thought of her Mom nude in bed with a woman, and she regularly brought up the idea that little Katie was reaching her orgasm about the same time as I was reaching mine. Even though I felt shamed by jilling while the talk was about my daughter masturbating, it always brought me to a heightened orgasm. Margaret knew it too.