Chapter 2

Then I right-swiped for Tony. He seemed just right for me. He was handsome, somewhat macho but not too much, and had a good job in finance. Our first date was just a coffee meet-up to be sure that each of us wasn’t a serial killer. That was another Rule that I developed, one that even women without kids at home should always follow.

My first real date with Tony was to the theater, and we had an engaging discussion of the merits of the plot all the way back to my house. Kate was at Erin’s for the night, asked him in for more discussion accompanied by wine and cheese. This was going so well.

I felt comfortable enough with him to invite him to the bedroom. There another part of his personality came out. He took charge over the lovemaking, moving me into positions he wanted and forcefully holding me. It wasn’t unwanted and it wasn’t coerced. But his actions were strong and manly and powerful and it made me feel enveloped and secure.

I had always had a mild submissive side around men, and Tony brought that all out in me even more. I enjoyed it when he turned me around and entered me, holding my hips and moving me to match his thrusts. His cock in me felt perfect -- like I was always waiting for this particular cock in me. It filled every inch of me and I could feel and anticipate each motion. I felt waves of pleasure building as we moved together both of us completely focused on his cock, as if nothing else mattered. I enjoyed letting him decide how we fucked and control the situation. I wanted to please him and complied fully. Actually, I was hooked on the submission as much as I was enjoying his cock. It was Fifty Shades of Grey but without the bondage.