Chapter 9

There would be no mid-week dates with Tony for the coming week because he was out of town on business until Friday. But, after all those orgasms during the past week, my body was craving for more. After all, it was supposed to be my sexual peak, wasn’t it?

So, on Monday evening after Kate went to bed, I reached for the penis-shaped dildo that I had used before I started dating. But I found that to be wholly unsatisfactory (in every sense of the word). First of all, it couldn’t replace Tony’s cock and technique. I actually missed Tony’s fucking me while I lay on my tummy, his weight on me and his cock deep in me. The toy couldn’t give me that.

But more disconcerting, I realized that I actually didn’t want a cock at all. I re-watched the sleepover porn videos in bed as I was jilling with just my hand and imagining that I was on a sleepover too. Then, it hit me. What I really wanted was Erin in bed with me, doing the things she did with Kate. I wasn’t attracted to women in general, and certainly not to girls. But Erin was different somehow. I needed her, and only her. I climaxed thinking of Erin in bed next to me, her nude body intertwined with mine. I was kissing her beautiful, freckled face, and then she responded by kissing my nipples as I jilled, just like the girls in the video did. I pulled at one of my nipples with one hand as I manipulated my clit with the other and reached a delicious satisfying orgasm.

On Tuesday, I again watched the sleepover video in bed. Tony wasn’t here to enforce an open-door rule, so I closed the door to my bedroom. I thought that I was safe to jill to the porn and fantasize about Erin again. This time, I was on top of the bed, naked, the computer near me, and my fingers moving over my clit when Kate walked in without knocking. She was wearing her PJs and was getting ready for bed when she remembered that she needed a check for a field trip for school the next morning and wanted to be sure that I wrote it. We both froze for a moment.

“Mom! What are you doing? Are you masturbating? And is that porn on the computer? OMG, you have become such a sleeze!!”

“Kate, this is my room and my privacy. The door was closed, so you should have knocked.”

“Next time I will. I don’t believe this. What has happened to you?”

“Katie (back to childhood names), there is nothing wrong with an adult looking at pornography occasionally.”

“Can I see what it is?”

“No, you can’t. It is private.”

“It’s not something illegal is it?”

“God no. It is just commercial porn.”

“Then let me see.” And she came over and turned the still running video towards her to see.

On the screen, where two cute blonde teens (presumably 18+), both were nude, their legs intertwined. One of the girls was masturbating herself while the other was holding the girl’s breasts and kissing/suckling a nipple. The jilling girl looked like she was in ecstasy and close to orgasm.

“Mom, this is lesbian porn. Is that what turns you on? I thought you were straight and liked men, like Tony. Do you like girls too or is this something else that is new these days?”

It was the moment of truth – or at least a half truth.

“Kate, after seeing you and Erin kissing and masturbating together on Saturday night, I decided to see what kind of sex girls do on sleepovers. I never did anything like that on the sleepovers I had at your age, so I was curious what else you might be doing or might do in the future. So I looked up on the internet and these porn videos of girls on sleepovers came up.”

This was only partially true. I actually had done the searching for sleepover lesbian sex after I saw Kate masturbating on Wednesday night because I was curious what she and Erin might be doing on their weekend sleepovers. But the timing of my search wasn’t as important as the reason I had done it and that was true. I also didn’t mention that the reason I was reviewing the video now in bed was because I was fantasizing that Kate’s best friend Erin was my lesbian lover. That could never be said.

Kate continued to watch the video for a few more seconds. The two girls on the screen were now reaching over to masturbate each other’s pussies while they kissed.

“Mom, Erin and I have done some of this but not this part. We just kiss each other and masturbate ourselves. And I have kissed Erin’s nipple like that girl did earlier.”

“Honey, can I ask you how long you and Erin have been doing this on sleepovers?”

“Since the beginning of this school year. Erin showed me how she plays with herself and so I started doing it to next to her. The kissing came later. That’s all we do.”

Kate continued to watch the video, taking it all in.

“Mom, Can I sit here and watch it with you. Maybe I can get some ideas to share with Erin.”

I could have said “No. This isn’t appropriate.” But I didn’t. I figured that if I didn’t see it with her she would just go find it online herself, so having adult supervision might be beneficial. (I sort of actually meant it, too.)

So, I scooted over and we laid on my pillow as we watched. Kate in her PJs and me still nude.

On the video, one girl moved down to kiss and lick the other girl’s clit. As she did so, she reached up with one hand to pinch and pull on her friend’s nipple while her friend held and squeezed her other breast. After a minute or so of this, the friend reached orgasm and the other girl moved up and kissed her on the lips, giving her a taste of her own juices.