Chapter 22: Further Connections

Russ said, “I like that you have such a hot sister. She inspired me. I should mention that intelligent women turn me on, so she’s a dream to meet and make love with. I should mention that we are instantly in love – there’s a connection we’ve made that transcends our just meeting, as though we’ve known each other and been lovers many times before.”

Rene cuddled back into Russ’ side and looked back at her brother; she said, “I agree, and we made love too - no fucking - just love. He’s so tender and caring, and this man understands foreplay like no one else I’ve ever met. He remembered every one of my hot spots from our prior life together too. We have some real chemistry – mind, body, and spirit – and love.” Rene looked over at me, “I hope I’m not overstepping any boundary saying that, but I do have that special feeling about your husband.”

I smiled encouragingly at Rene, “That’s why we have these unusual relationships with each other. There are a thousand different ways for you to find someone to fuck, but only a few – like this group - that might inspire loving feelings between the participants. I think it’s perfect that you and Russ found some deep connection. He inspires those feelings without working at it. I need to admit that I feel some chemistry with you too; you inspire people to think that way about you.”

Rene smiled in relief that I hadn’t responded with jealousy or anger, or been miffed that she was falling for my husband. I made a mental note to talk to her about our extended family’s philosophy about relationships: relationship spirituality, being able to love more than one person, compersion instead of jealousy, and seeing the beautiful colors and shades of gray in how people interact and love instead of throwing up barriers, boundaries, and black and white no trespass zones.

Rene reached across Russ and pulled me into a kiss right in front of him. I cooperated fully. The kiss started out tender and at a simmer, but quickly escalated into a boiling firestorm of passion, love, and lust between us. I could feel my pussy clench up as the kiss unfolded, a sure sign of desire.

Rene finally said, “Julie, I am feeling something very special with you too. I have since we met, but didn’t know how to act on it. I ... I don’t know how to say this, but I feel we were destined to meet and to be close friends ... even lovers.”

I kissed her softly on the lips, “Me too. It’s a multi-dimensional spiritual connection; I’ve also felt it since we met. Let’s talk about it when we’re not about to start something. Now, I’m feeling we should really enjoy each other and get physically closer against this spiritual and loving backdrop.”

We kissed some more, and then in a near whisper Rene made her confession that explained a lot of her past behavior to me. “Julie, ... this is awkward for me, but ... well, I’ve never been with a woman ... sexually, I mean. It scares me. Being with everyone was the first time I’d ever been in a sexual situation with another woman – that threesome with your dad, but even when Steph and I were with your father, one or the other of us would just watch while he made love to the other one of us.”

I kissed her tenderly, “No rush. No anxiety. No need to worry. You set the pace for whatever happens between us – between you and any of us. We want to make you happy and full of joy, not give you worries or have you end up doing something that you’ll regret later.”