Chapter 31: Hall Pass Aftermath

“I never thought you’d actually use it. I mean, when we talked about a hall pass, it was more of a joke – a crazy idea Katie and I had, never thinking it’d turn into reality during your trip. I mean we’d talked so much about the business purposes of your going to Europe that I just never thought of your free time. My idea of the hall pass was to lighten your trip – the same with the condoms in your suitcase – a laugh.

“I even got off on encouraging you, ‘Sure, why not? If the opportunity ever really presented itself.’ But deep down, I wasn’t just joking. The thought of you doing something sexual on the trip both terrified me and excited me. You know I get kinky like that, imagining what it would be like, picturing you with someone else, feeling that strange, inexplicable thrill at the thought. But I never thought you’d actually have an opportunity do anything.

“Then, the first pictures you texted arrived – you at some sex club we figured out from the background. Oh, my God. Every cell in my body twisted into a pretzel.

“I had just come home from work, tired, ready to crash and play with the kids. My phone buzzed and I figured it was a message from you, maybe telling me about some sightseeing you fit in or how your meetings were going. Instead, I opened the message and felt a rush of emotions so tangled I couldn’t sort through them fast enough.

“There you were, radiant as ever, but standing next to two hunky strangers – all of you naked. You were all smiles, their hands just a little too comfortable on your body, and you holding their two cocks. My first thought was, ‘Fuck, you used it – the hall pass.’ And not only had you used it, but you had sent me proof. Proof that it had really happened, that you had met some men, spent time with them, and touched them the way you touch me.

“My first reaction? A jolt of jealousy, like a punch to the gut. Then, a twisted sense of exhilaration. I had imagined moments like this – fantasized about them – but seeing it, knowing it was real, was something else entirely. My mind was at war with itself. One part of me suffered and the other couldn’t look away from the photo because of the arousal factor.

“When the other emails with more photos arrived, my mind went wild all over again. Katie and I projected them on the bedroom television as we made love. We both stared at the pictures over and over, analyzing them, imagining the moments before and after they were taken. Were the men better looking than me? Did they make you laugh – happy? Were the orgasms good? Did you think of me – of us – while you fucked? Would Katie have liked them?

“Oh, a question, did each of the men you fucked use a condom?”

Mel looked slightly chagrined but nodded rapidly. “Religiously, yes. I was adamant. I sent more than one away telling them ‘No raincoat, no pussy’. Yes, I stayed safe. I knew if I did otherwise, I’d be persona non grata back home until a month or more of clean tests had proven my state of health.”

Katie said, “We were wondering and hoping. We didn’t want to have to sanction you.” She laughed at the severe wording of her statement.

I continued to express my feelings, “And then the movie clips arrived. Wow! Those blew Katie and me away, and, in the nicest of ways led to Tracy being with us.” I leaned next to me and took her hand in mine. “Again though, a punch in the gut and a shot of arousal.”

Mel asked, “How did that happen with Tracy, if I may ask?”

I gestured to Tracy. “Well, you found out at dinner that I work parttime at Swan’s. Doug, Katie, Gary, and Mackenzie came there for brunch ten days ago on Saturday. I guess while they were there, you sent more photos and video clips.

“I was working their table and one right behind them. That fact had me waiting around nearby to be sure nobody needed anything. Doug was looking at the new videos on his phone with the volume off, and Mackenzie was leaning in next to him to view the screen. I looked too, stared even, but no one paid any attention to me or tried to hide the phone.

“You were being fucked by two men at the same time – DPed, I learned. I guess you also did a ‘small’ gangbang that night. That fascinated me. You fascinated me. The sex fascinated me and made me wet and horny almost instantly. I wanted sex in the worst way before even seeing any of that, and then four sex people and your videos dropped into my lap.

“I think I asked who was in the video. Doug told me it was his wife, and also said something about being into sexual stuff. I took a huge risk, praying that they wouldn’t say anything to make me lose my job, and I asked to be a playmate with all of you. Doug was skeptical, so when I got off work we talked – the four of them and me. Here I am – and I’m no longer a virgin.” She beamed. “And, I’m in love with everyone and everything that has happened since. I don’t want to leave, so I hope you approve. I can adapt to just about any situation.”

I spoke in a warm tone, “Tracy fit in so well, we asked her to stay for an indefinite time. You’ll enjoy each other, I’m sure.”

Mel said, “But about me and all the sex in London and Berlin?”

I shrugged, “You’re safe. From what you indicated, nobody used up your vagina or irrevocably wore it out. We do want details and to see all the other photos and videos you’ve got, but we’re not mad at you. While I felt some nasty emotions at the time, I’m over those and focusing on the arousal and the sex. I need to reclaim you, if you’ll have me – have us.”