Chapter 48

What had started out as an expression of love so many months before, had become different. She was starting to see that and was becoming worried about their future. She had been able to control herself, but would she always be able to? Her own dreams were getting more and more frequent and pervasive.

And real.

She didn’t want to ever do anything to hurt him.

She did love him, but was her love – his love – their love – always going to be enough?

Freya pushed these thoughts aside fairly easily as she pushed her head down to engulf his cock. She had become quite good at ignoring these concerns.

Alex was a little concerned about his fantasies, but also so worked up, that in that moment, he gave in and just let his mind imagine that it was Katie sucking him. Again. He ran his fingers through Freya’s hair and imagined what Katie’s straight and silky hair would feel like against his skin. Freya’s nipples dragging against his thigh easily became the tiny pebbles of Katie’s breasts. He imagined her nipple piercing scraping against his leg as she sucked his cock. He reached down and cupped one of Freya’s ass cheeks and squeezed. Taut but yielding. Under his hand, he felt the hardness of Katie’s perfectly round ass and with a moan, came into his fiancee’s mouth thinking about her best friend.

For the second time.

As always, Freya swallowed it all down and then slowly pulled her mouth up his shaft coaxing every last bit of sperm out of him and into her. She sat up and kissed him. As their tongues played with each other, he could taste himself on her. He wondered what Katie would taste like. Both her mouth and her pussy.

When Freya finally pulled away from Alex, she was pleased to see his cock still fully engorged and waving slightly in the cool morning air. She got out of bed and pulled her panties off. She carefully climbed on top of Alex straddling his hips. Hovering over him.

She gave her pussy a quick couple of rubs to lube herself up and then spread her lips around his cockhead and let her body settle onto his lap enjoying the feel of him sliding into her. Nestled in his lap and on his cock, she leaned forward and they resumed kissing.

After the last few weeks of tension between them – outside tensions with the wedding and house hunting as well as their individual inner sexual turmoil – they both enjoyed the feeling of just being together. His cock in her, their arms around each other, and their mouths locked together in the comfortable, easygoing love that they really needed right then.