Chapter 18

Katie was really crying, at this point. “I was going to tell you and ... And I just knew that you would hate me for it and I would lose you and Freya...” Katie dissolved into uncontrollable sobbing. Cynthia said nothing, just put an arm around her and held her. She knew that what Katie needed was just to get it all out.

Finally, she continued. “And then when you accepted my love for you...” Katie scrubbed at her eyes with the backs of her hands and looked at Cynthia. “Suddenly everything was better. The emptiness was gone.”

Katie sniffled. “Instantly gone.”

Katie looked intently at Cynthia, “You filled the hole inside of me.”

“Well, not yet! But wait until we get home...”

Katie pulled away from Cynthia’s arms and turned away from her. “Freya’s right. You’re disgusting.” But Katie was smiling.

“Sorry,” Cynthia mumbled sheepishly.

“All of the sudden, all of my fears, lifelong fears ... All of the pain that I always felt ... It was all gone. I felt true happiness.” Katie humorously chuckled. “Well, I didn’t know what I had felt at the time. I had never felt that way before. But now I know that’s what it was.”

Katie turned back to Cynthia. “It really was true happiness. And you did this to me.” Katie smiled the sweetest smile that Cynthia had ever seen. “And it overwhelms me.”

Cynthia took both of Katie’s hands in hers and said, “No. We did this.”

Katie smiled through her tears. “I still can’t believe that you love me back. I mean, we’ve always loved each other. The three of us. But after all those years of thinking that you would never love me the way that I loved you. Keeping it inside. All those years thinking that you never could love me the way that I loved you.”

“Hey. I’m as surprised as you are! I never thought of you that way ... until I did think of you that way!” Cynthia paused, then continued, “Like you said that suddenly you were all happy and stuff? I looked at you and suddenly I was like, ‘Fuck! Katie’s hot! I’d do her!’”

Katie rolled her eyes.

Cynthia smirked. “And then I realized that I’ve loved you for probably just as long as you’ve loved me.”

“I just didn’t know.” And in a rare moment of humility, Cynthia looked at the ground in front of her and whispered, “I’m sorry.”

“No. No. Please...” Katie shook her head, “I love you, Cynthia”

“And I love you, Katie-bear.” She squeezed Katie’s hands a little and continued, “But I’m sorry that I couldn’t see what you saw between us. I’m so sorry!”

Cynthia’s eyes were starting to mist. “I’m so sorry that I caused you so much pain. But I will spend the rest of my life making up for it. That’s a promise.”

Now, it was Katie’s turn to comfort Cynthia. “You’re a beautiful person and I love you.”

“Let’s head home. I’d like to finally show you how much I love you,” Cynthia cocked one eyebrow at Katie and gave her a lecherous look.

“Yes, please! I’d like that.” Katie stood up.

Cynthia smiled. “Oh, you’ll LOVE it!”

Back at Cynthia’s, they headed straight to her bedroom. Cynthia led the way while Katie followed, staring at the round ass in front of her. Without turning around, Cynthia asks, “Are you staring at my ass, Katie-bear?”

“Yes...” Katie admitted, feeling a little embarrassed.

“Good,” Cynthia said and wiggled her ass a little. She then turned abruptly and Katie almost walked into her. She caught Katie in her arms, pulled her tight, and kissed her full on the lips.

Surprised, Katie at first didn’t even react, but as she felt Cynthia’s tongue start to part her lips, she began to reciprocate. They stood in the doorway to Cynthia’s bedroom for a few minutes, just holding each other and kissing each other. Cynthia’s body, all curves and softness, has practically enveloped Katie’s slim build. Katie simply melts into Cynthia’s warmth.

Still kissing, they started to make their way over to the bed, slowly undressing each other as they went. When they reached the bed, Katie still had on her pants and sneakers, while Cynthia had been stripped down to her socks, panties, and bra. Katie started to reach into Cynthia’s yellow panties, but her hand was stopped.

“Uh-uh,” Cynthia told her. “Right now, it’s my turn.” She yanked Katie’s sneakers off, then roughly pulled Katie’s pants down and threw them across the room. Katie giggled.

Cynthia laid her down in the middle of the bed and licked her nipples. First one, then the other. Katie’s heart flutters. Her nipples have always been very sensitive. Cynthia noticed this and started sucking on one nipple while one of her hands reached down Katie’s tummy. Katie was so slim, that in this position, lying on her back, her stomach wasn’t even flat anymore. It was actually concave.

Starting at her chest, just below her petite but beautiful tits, Cynthia’s hand followed the inward curve of Katie’s belly, feeling her tiny belly button under her palm, then Cynthia’s hand rose upwards to where Katie’s hips barely flared. Cynthia ran her hand down and up this smooth incline again feeling Katie’s pubic hair running through her fingers and under the palm of her hand. She then gently pushed a finger under Katie’s panties.

Katie gasped. No one – besides herself – had ever touched her like this before. While Cynthia sucked on one of her nipples and her hand reached into her panties, Katie just lay there in incredulous anticipation staring at the ceiling with wide eyes.

She felt Cynthia’s fingers gingerly spread the tender lips of her sex apart and rub the inner flesh on either side of her clit. Katie sucked in a trembling breath pushing her breast further against Cynthia’s mouth.

Testing the waters, Cynthia gently clasped one of Katie’s nipples between her teeth. Katie rolled her head to one side and Cynthia’s mouth could feel a long groan vibrating within Katie’s chest. Cynthia smiled against her lover’s small breast and began to ever so lightly roll the nipple between her teeth. Katie groaned again and using both hands on the back of Cynthia’s head, pressed her face down against her tit.