MaryS: Blog

Merry Christmas everybody. For those of you living in the North and Northeast stay warm.

Thank you for your kind words and support. There are times you guys are better than a therapist in listening to me.

The medicine I'm on is good as I can function fine throughout the day. The problem is that it depresses my libido and makes it hard to write anything. But I'm going to press on.

Have a safe Christmas day and be safe shoveling that snow and no heart attacks or strained backs please.

Mary

Hello everyone.

Sorry for the last four or five months as I went “dark”. Some new chapters in different story lines have been completed but need to be edited and cleaned up.

I’m on new meds that affect my enthusiasm for writing. I have all these crazy ideas floating around in my head but it takes too much effort to pull them out and put them on the screen for all to enjoy.

This fall was very busy in retail with sales, black Friday and such. That took time from writing. The store had a nice Christmas party the other day.

Lots of doctors visits for my mom and dad which take time. I thought about bringing along a tablet to type on but I’m not used to the on screen keyboard.

A reader has volunteered to edit my stories and I think I will take him up on the offer. With his help my writing should be easier to read.

I can’t say that I’ll be more engaged on SOL and post stories regularly, but I will keep plugging away.

Love you all, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.

Mary

Hello everybody,

Well I’m back sort of. It has been a bad start to the year. My parents medical issues, my medical issues, work, being in a funk, hiding in the dark, not surfing 3d and 2d porn sites. I do better with pictures than video. I use pictures for inspiration as my editor E knows. Thanks E.

I do have stories to share. I will post one today titled Ninth Grade Teacher. It was finished last fall. It will be a six chapter story line. In fact, coming out of one my bouts with depression last fall, I wrote the whole thing and then figured out where chapters start and end. I need to edit the next five chapters.

Strange thing with depression and me, I get all these crazy ideas about story lines when it passes and I have a burst of writing over a period of a month or so. One of those crazy ideas is I’m going to create a Castration series with different chapters that aren’t connected to one another.

I know castration is not a fan topic, but I find it sexy and so I masturbate to it. I have finished several chapters but will post later as they still have to be edited. The topics covered in the series will be the military, high school, high society, and one dystopian future. There are other ideas for chapters popping around in my head but I’ll grab those later.

Where I work my health care provides for three mental therapy online visits a month. These help a lot. But what I really want to tell my therapist is that I want to get back to writing because I get pleasure from it. And of course she would ask what I write about.

I have masturbated to the fantasy that I tell her the type of story lines I write about and she asks me if she can help me with editing.

So you all are my writing therapists.

I’m rambling now, so I will end and post the story.

Love
Mary

Happy New Year!

Work has been getting in the way of writing. I have a lot of stories lined up, some I’m trying to finish others are new story lines.

Fighting depression, trying to stay focused, concentrating on one story at a time is difficult for me.

Didn’t do much for New Years, had some champagne with my parents. Thought about going to the local bar five blocks over, but not by myself. Just asking for trouble if I did that. So I surfed porn sites getting ideas for stories. I like slow motion blow job videos where the cock shoots the cum into the mouth or the mouth is open and the cock drips its cum into it.

I have rearranged the basement. I have a walk-in closet and attached five piece bath to the bedroom. I moved my bed to a different part of the bedroom, changed out the bathroom towels, throw rug, and shower curtain to a new color scheme. I moved the furniture around and moved the flat screen to a different wall. The light for the stairs had a way of shining in my eyes when it was turned on. Deep cleaned the carpet, dusted, and rearranged pictures on the wall. Kind of a new start to the year.

Anyway, I’m plodding along with the story lines.

Love you all

Mary

SOL update December 20, 2021

Under the humiliation tab, chapters 8 and 9 have been posted.

Under the Christmas Stories tab, chapters 3 and 4 have been posted.

Under the Cooking with Pee tab, chapter 2 has been posted.

I have four stories lined up, ready to be posted:

New mother and son storyline:

Prologue to Zealot Island

Zealot Island Chapter 1

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Mouth for Rent Chapter 1

Ninth Grade Teacher Chapter 1

I might be adding the odd Christmas story or two over the next week or so.

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!

Love Mary