DFL Runner: Blog

In the interest of kicking myself in the ass to get back to posting this story, I have bypassed jetson63 and gone directly to posting this chapter. Jetson, my friend, I promise to bring you back in the loop for the next chapter, but I didn't want to come from out of the ether to interrupt your holiday.

When I posted Chapter 29, I prefaced it with a trigger warning because it featured (spoiler alert) Lisa having a mental-health episode. I have prefaced Chapter 30 with a similar trigger warning as it discusses the aftermath of Chapter 29. In some respects, it was harder to write than Chapter 29 because it mirrors the aftermath of a similar episode in my own mental-health journey, except mine didn't end well.

I don't want it to be equally challenging for you to read it, so I am asking you to please take care of yourself and not read it if you are not in a safe place.

My fellow denizens of the Cheap Seats will appreciate one thing I did with my time away. The Harry Chapin Band (Steve, Big John Wallace, and Howie Fields) did a brief tour in late October and early November. I was able to go see them, and got to fulfill a nearly-lifelong dream: meeting Big John. And seeing him perform "Last Stand." He also alternated singing verses of "Cat's In the Cradle" with Steve. The man may be 80, but his vocal chops are still fully intact.

On the less-pleasant side of the ledger, I lost a family member rather unexpectedly. I expect that to be an ongoing headache for the next few months, but I'm determined to go into the new year kicking my depression's ass a little more than it kicks mine for a change, so I will try not to let another four-month hiatus pass before posting the next chapter.

Enjoy, keep the comments coming, and I will talk to you all again soon.

DFLR

Some of you may recall me recently blogging about an issue with my wrist. I had surgery on it earlier this week but will resume the story as soon as I am able to use both hands to type again. I had also started putting pen to paper regarding another story idea and may start posting that as well.

Thank you for your patience. -- DFLR

Chapter 29 has been submitted for posting. Full disclosure, the chapter features a character experiencing a mental-health episode. It was a bit arduous for me to write, having been through some similar episodes over my 30-year mental-health journey. I don't want it to be equally challenging for you to read it. I am asking you to please take care of yourself and not read it if you are not in a safe place.

Thank you as always for reading. Thank you as always to jetson63 for his editing assistance. See you in two weeks!

I had my knee replaced about a year ago; it was one of the things that contributed to my extended hiatus. Shortly before the surgery, I fell in the shower and landed on my wrist. I was diagnosed with a sprain at the time, and I was just grateful for a diagnosis that wasn't going to risk delaying my knee surgery, so I didn't ask too many questions about it.

A year later, the wrist still hurts (also a factor in my disappearance) and it has recently started swelling, so I went to a hand specialist (recommended by my childhood orthopedist's protege, who is named Dr. Milstein in this story). The doctor x-rayed my wrist, compared it to the x-rays taken last year, and informed me that a small piece of a bone in my wrist is physically gone. Something appears to have eaten away at the end of the bone. Further followup will be done in the coming week and we will see what happens.

In happier news, last weekend I got to see "Kim" for the first time in close to two years - she and a few other members of our running group did a 5K and I was part of the race crew. I even ended up walking part of the way back from my position along the course before the pickup vehicle found me, so I feel like my body is finally telling me it's ready to start working toward the next start line.

I have put the Chapter 28 in queue to be posted tomorrow (Saturday) morning. It is a shorter chapter than most, but matters in Lisa's life will be coming to a head in Chapter 29, presently scheduled to post in two weeks. See you then!

I am, as always, grateful to jetson63 for his editing assistance. Enjoy!