Chapter 4

Being more exhausted than we thought, all three of us fell asleep in each other’s arms while watching the Walking Dead. I had some truly strange dreams as a result, but at least in my dreams I got a chance to fuck Lori, and then Andrea. That was nice enough. I even ended up screwing Maggie, surprising as that was to me. I woke up just as I was about to have to kill Shane, though ... but why did I have to do that again?

I never got the answer in that dream, as I awoke to a phone call from my boss, Nina, of all people. Why was she calling me at this early hour ... wait, what hour was it? Did I dream the threesome with Rick and Jessica, and if so, why did I watch the Walking Dead last night? I went to the john, washed my hands, and then answered Nina’s third attempt to reach me. Why didn’t she text me?

“Hello,” I answered very slowly and cautiously.

“Um ... Bruno ... there’s a ... situation. I’m ... pregnant. And I don’t know if it’s his ... or yours. I’ve been fucking both of you often enough that either of you could be the Daddy. He doesn’t know, you know. He really has no fucking clue that I’m stepping out on him like this. It’s just full-on cheating on my part.

“Here’s the problem ... I don’t want to leave Matt. Sorry, I just don’t, so if you had fantasies of me leaving him for you ... it won’t happen. I like having my cake and eating it, too, trust me. I know you well enough to know that you’re not faithful to me, so spare me any protestations, please. I never asked you to be faithful, and it would be a very odd request to make of an adulterous lover.

“What I want from you is ... a DNA swab, please. I need to know. I have to know, because this determines ... possibly the fate of my marriage, my unborn child, all of that jazz. Most of all, I have to know in case he or she ever needs a perfect match for organs and blood, you know. I can’t keep a secret this big from him ... if it’s not his baby.

“The baby’s not far enough along yet to test its results via, but at least I can store the data for comparison later. I’m not even gonna tell him about the pregnancy until I’m sure. I’m not ruling out an abortion, so let’s be clear. That IS an option that I have considered in case it’s necessary to save my marriage. I’ll do anything to save it ... except be faithful. It’s not possible to be faithful. It just isn’t an option for me. It’s hard to explain,” Nina told me rather bluntly.

“Well, that sounds like me. I never did fidelity very well at all, as you might have guessed by now. So I can relate. Is that why? A similar promiscuous or at least polyamorous bent? You can’t bear to swear off others and limit your options, or is it something else?” I wondered now.

“To be honest, it’s the same reason that I got with Matt in the first place, the same reason that I cheated on my last boyfriend with him ... and left him for Matt. The same reason why I accepted Matt’s proposal of marriage, and then married him basically when he was good and ready. The same reason that I broke a thousand rules just to be your lover. Well, one of your lovers. I ... I have a specific weakness, and in some ways, perhaps, it can make me ... polyamorous or whatever.

“But here it goes. I can’t refuse an aggressive man. A guy gets rough and ready with me, pushes my limits, takes charge ... I’m putty in his hands. I’m such a bitch most of the time, but when a guy makes me HIS bitch, I tend to surrender. I can’t be faithful to Matt because whether we stay together or not, and I hope that we do, I’ll always be ready to bend over for the next aggressive, assertive, forceful man who takes me how you did ... and how Matt did.

“I know why it doesn’t bother you that I’m cheating on him. You can’t stand him, so your empathy for him is lower than for most guys. You have no scruples about putting horns on a man who you consider to be a jerk or a prick. And frankly, at times, you’re right. He can be like that. He certainly had no hang-ups about taking me off Steve, I can tell you that. Oh, Steve was pissed, too, but Matt got him to leave me alone and that guaranteed that I was Matt’s bitch.

“Now, I’m YOUR bitch, too! But I’m still Matt’s ... bitch ... and his wife. That’s just how it is. I won’t stop putting out for you ... or for him. He wants me, he can have me. You want me. You can have me. If Steve came back aggressively and wanted me, he could have me, too. That’s how he got me in the first place. He’s ugly as sin, but he was assertive, domineering, pushy, and that’s what I need in my men.

“It’s not rape, but it is aggression. Dominance. Forcefulness. It’s what it takes to get a good Assyrian girl like me to go against my ... upbringing. Religious, traditional, conservative, etc. It takes a man who will just take charge, fuck me, and make me wet for him. If a guy asks nicely, I’m gonna turn him down. That’s just how it is. If he just takes me out back and does me, as you did, I’m going to give up the pussy, the booty, everything.

“I’m not to be had for the asking, but I am to be had for the taking. It’s just something about that factor that makes me wet and makes me weak for a man. I have such a bitchy personality in many ways that many guys would never guess that fact. But I think that ... somehow, it’s a test. Once a guy starts just ... grabbing me and using me, I can’t resist. It’s just not in me to resist.

“Which is why I can never be faithful to any man. Because as soon as another man starts fucking me, I let him. I cannot refuse that kind of forceful advance, you know. It’s like ... wow. Men like that, like you, and Matt ... and Steve to a lesser extent, men who just take me ... those men, you guys, you’re my Kryptonite. I completely cave when a man just has his way with me,” Nina finally confessed her true nature, and it actually made sense.

“It’s the absolution effect, isn’t it? I get it. I’m Catholic,” Jessica broke into our convo, since I had turned on speaker, “sorry, I overheard. I’m Jessica. The other married woman who’s sleeping with Bruno. Oh, and my husband, Rick, is sleeping with him, too. You know that he’s banging his cousin, too, right? Yeah, it’s kinda clear that he is. I was born at night, but I wasn’t born last night. I’ve seen how she behaves around him. Hands all over him and eyes unable to tear themselves away from him. Besides, he confirmed it hours ago ... after a threesome with Rick and me. Face it ... we’re sharing a pretty hot stud and we just need to get used to it, right?”

“True, but by ‘absolution effect,’ you mean that because he’s the aggressor, I feel relieved of guilt and responsibility? I suppose that’s true enough. I was brought up in a fairly strict Assyrian household. I got seriously lectured about a number of things growing up, to say nothing of other, nastier punishments. I was also pampered like crazy whenever they were happy with me. When Papa died ... a lot of that went away. I guess that I’ve always been drawn to strong, aggressive men ever since,” Nina admitted now.

“Well, that has been a boon to Uncle Vito’s company, which is why you’re my boss. I pulled strings. I knew that Aunt Lisa would never allow me to be promoted to that spot, but you, on the other hand, you would do. Uncle Vito’s gonna leave the firm to me when he dies, since they have no kids, but by then, Aunt Lisa won’t be able to stop me. And in the meantime, you’re the bitchy boss who helps keep the workers in line, you know. Uncle Vito’s super pleased with you, just so you know,” I confessed my role in getting Nina her job with my uncle’s firm.

“Wait, Vito is your uncle? I had no clue! I thought he might be related to you, there was a good chance with both of you being Italian, but I didn’t know that he was your uncle at all. What’s Aunt Lisa’s beef with you, by the way, the one that got me this job? Not that I resent the position, but I’m curious,” Nina asked me now, even as Rick stirred and started sucking my cock.

“Well, it’s two, maybe three things. One, I’m very irreverent, irreligious, that sort of thing. She’s a rather pious Catholic and hates that I seldom go to Mass. She also doesn’t like that I’m a lecher. To her, I’m the poster boy for every stereotype about Italian guys. I’m a rebellious type, not to mention very aggressive with ladies. That sort of thing.

“The funny thing is that Uncle Vito cheats on her and she knows it. She puts up with it, looks the other way, no doubt citing the fact that divorce and remarriage are mortal sins in the eyes of the Church. But she’s also in love with the guy. Madly so. And resentful that they still don’t have kids. Sure, she gets jealous, but she also loves and enjoys him. So she takes her anger and bitterness out on me,” I explained while Jessica began sucking Rick’s dick and he kept giving me a rather intense blowjob.

“And she’s attracted to you. Clearly, if you’re two peas in a pod and she’s turned-on by him, even while resenting him, she feels that same pull toward you and is angry about that. I’ve seen how she looks at you, so it’s not just a theory. She stares at your butt when she doesn’t think that anyone’s watching her. She’s even ogled your package now and then. You know, your fine cock! Trust me, your auntie on some level wants to ride that prick of yours,” Nina shocked me with her insight into Aunt Lisa.