Chapter 71

April 13th, 2022

Hello Everyone,

I guess I’m adapting to my situation. At least, I’m not driving myself crazy over it. It is what it is. I’ve gotten down to 241.2 in weight. Yay me! As far as I know, my BP and such is doing fine.

I also have a very tiny exercise program with free weights. I’m also walking some. It’s just around the block. I can go by myself as long as I tell someone and take my phone. A few years ago I wasn’t allowed to leave my yard by myself. So I think around the block is awesome.

Also my relationship with my wife has improved a lot. A big part of that is the calming effect getting my blood sugar under control has had on me.

It’s weird in that my daily level of awareness is higher, but when I have an episode they tend to be worse. I had one that lasted for more than a week and it sucked. I’m glad I have a counselor because it can be hard to cope with.

My memory lapses are more pronounced now. By pronounced I mean more often and more noticeable. My wife told me that while she feels I’m safe I’m also still erratic when I’m having a spell.

I’m still allowed to drive which is good. I still write, but it takes longer as planning is a bitch as well as finding motivation. I tend to be lethargic. I’m working on that.

that sums it up,

Cheers