Chapter 66

Jan .27th, 2021

Hello Everyone,

I received notice that I had won my Soc. Security hearing. Yay! That takes a lot of stress off of my family and I.

I will be getting back payments and regular monthly payments. So I feel good about winning, but a bit negative about what was in my therapist’s paperwork.

According to her, I suffer from delusions of grandeur (She obviously doesn’t understand how important I am ;), paranoia, generalized anxiety disorder, an instant willingness to become violent when presented with aggression. Don’t get me wrong I won because of her, but Damn delusions of grandeur? That stung.

The judge in the paperwork said I was so unstable that someone was needed to manage my money for me. That sent my paranoia through the roof. A stranger controlling MY money? Such a person would not love me as much as I do. Since they have no ties to me that would insure at least a decent expectation of loyalty I have no reason to trust them.

I have no problems with being paranoid. It has kept my bacon out of the fire many times. Repeat after me: “Paranoia is your friend.”

My lawyer said it shouldn’t be hard to convince the necessary people that I can handle my own money or at least have my wife do it.

In other news, all writing other than my updates here are on hold indefinitely. Not only I am still doing my personal inventory, My symptoms have made it very hard to write fiction. My writing comes back online whenever it comes back. I can’t control it.

So there we are.

Cheers,