Make a plan and see it screwed up easily.
I should have posted by now but I got the chapter almost finished just a few paragraphs to finish and I put it down for a couple of days for real life reasons... mainly doctor appointments and those tend to wear me down so much I need to nap.
My napping time time is at the same time I can write.
But when I read what I had written, I was disgusted.
I don't claim to be a great writer but damn I think I can put a couple of thoughts together coherently. But after reading that draft... .
So I had to restart the chapter. Now the ideas were there but the execution should have been put to death. That's it 30 lashes with a wet noodle for yours truly.
One other problem for this weekend is it's my birthday this weekend and I really hope I have enough friends to keep me away from my laptop for the weekend. I went to the bank and got a lot of singles for visiting a local facility for single men who wish to help young ladies with their higher education by tipping them generously based on their state of undress and gyrating ability.
But I figure there might be a couple of hours this weekend when I'll be forced to do some writing since G Younger is gonna break SOL with the last chapter of Stupid Boy's - Sophomore year.
But I digress. I am trying to settle my ear drums by listening to some of what the kids these days are calling music in preparation of my yearly bacchanalia.
Usually takes a couple of days to recover... it's not the alcohol that cause trouble it's the ear drums begging me to listen to something else.
So to recap, I know I am late with the next chapter of "Mayhem" but don't worry I have not given up. In fact I am starting to think I care too much about the story because I still can't believe I killed the whole chapter.
Ugh. Sellers remorse.