Chapter 62

As we enjoyed lying in bed, cuddling with a bit of lazy time thrown in, it hit me that the girls had some kind of news they hadn't shared. Their lack of anxiety about getting back to Branson, combined with the obvious comfort zone we'd created as a threesome, made it obvious there was something hanging out there, unsaid.

I guessed correctly that they would want to have a talk before they left our bed. "Brian," Rebecca said, kissing my jaw and running her tongue over it and up into my mouth. "I'm closing the office as soon as I get back to Branson. I've transferred all my patients to another practice and forwarded files to patients that wish to choose someone else.

"You made me rich, Brian - so rich I never have to even think about working again. So I'm not. We need to have a long heart-to-heart talk about where we three see this going," she spread her arms to include me and Colleen.

"Colleen already knows that I'm retiring. If you still want to make the boat trip, and you are open to company, I want to travel with you, and maybe Colleen does too. We don't want to crowd you. You left Branson to be alone, but since we got here, you seem to feel different about that.

Maybe you've worked through a lot that haunted you since Beth died, and having us around wouldn't be such a bad thing.

"But if you still need to be alone, I will not force myself into your life. I care about you very much, and now that my great affair has gone up in flames, I realize that the intensity of it was all mine. He didn't feel the things I felt, and I now know I forced myself to think it was mutual.

"If you can stand me for a little while, I'd to find out what there is between us and what could come from being together.

"What do you think?" She put into words my hope for the three of us. We needed time and space to be together - apart from other pressures - so we could be, say, think, or behave as we want and need.

I took my time and thought about what she was proposing. Colleen was keenly interested in my response and waited bravely, but maybe just touch afraid of how I was going to answer. They really did love me. It wasn't all one sided after all.

"I love you both dearly. If you two are sure you want to be with me. If you are committed to finding out the breadth and depth of our feelings for each other and to seeing if we can build something long term, then I am all for it. I care how you feel, and I still worry that you might just cut yourselves off from me again.

"I need to go to Sweden and see this through for Jennifer. I'll never father a child, so Jennifer is as close to a real daughter as I will ever know. I NEED to be there and see that she has a chance. When I'm satisfied that I did everything that was possible, I'll be back with bells on, because I want us to be together, as three people who love each other completely.

"When you are in my arms," I said to Rebecca, "naked and cumming like an out of control freight train, I want to stay just like that forever."

Turning to Colleen I said, "When you undressed and laid your entire body on top of me, I wanted to put my arms around you and never let you get up. When you touch me, skin on skin, I almost come just from knowing we are naked together.

"When you two made love, I was amazed at how erotic you are together, I wanted it to go on for hours and hours. I could have watched you two find all the special spots on each other for the rest of my life.

"We're good together. I didn't know three people could become 'a couple' like we've done, and I can't wait to see where it takes us.

"Sherrie likes to play house with me, but not for love, just for sex. I can live without her without regrets. It's not that I don't like making love with her. It's just that I don't feel love for her, and neither does she feel love towards me.

"Is that the kind of couple we three are going to be? I've never done this before. I don't know the rules, or even if there are rules – but I'm want to try my best to make it something special. Is that what we're talking about?"

As the girls thought about what I'd just said, Rebecca suddenly had that sneaky smile. "You know, we might like to include another woman from time to time, right Colleen? I'm not talking about a third woman in our relationship, just another woman joining us in bed once in a while. And only if we all three feel attracted to her and all three agree.

"When we were in college, Colleen and I discovered we liked to do things together. One night we were feeling ... playful, when Colleen's roommate walked in and said something that made us think she wasn't offended, but maybe a little envious. So Colleen threw off the sheet, exposing us both, and invited Laurie to give it a try.

"We had a wonderful time showing Laurie how wonderful a woman can make another woman feel. There was no hint that we wanted to be girlfriends with her, just friends that enjoyed more than a hug now and then.

"It might be fun to discover if Sherrie feels like Laurie..." I said that softly, prepared to take it back instantly if I got a bad reaction.

The two girls were quiet, thinking about what I'd just said. Rebecca shared a sneaky smile with Colleen again, and before I knew it, they had me pinned beneath them. Colleen mashed her pussy against my mouth, while Rebecca dragged her wet pussy over my hardening dick.

I took that as a 'yes' and surrendered to their naughty plan.

Our playtime lasted well over an hour, and when we finally showed up for breakfast, Mr. and Mrs. Bell were patiently waiting for us at the dining table. We came out of the bedroom arm in arm-in-arm and smiling like carefree kids on summer vacation.

As we settled around the table, Mrs. Bell sternly looked at Colleen and said, "Well?"

Now Colleen smiled the same sneaky smile Rebecca used just before they attacked me and said,

"Yes, Mother. When Brian comes home from Sweden, we are joining him on the boat for the rest of his trip."

Mr. Bell and I exchanged a look that said, 'How did she know Colleen and Rebecca were going to talk that out with me?' Colleen answered before either of us could ask. "Before we went to dinner last night, Mommy, Rebecca, and I talked for hours about what we were going to say. Daddy, Mother knows as much as we do about our feelings for Brian. And now you and Brian know, too.

"Don't be disappointed in me, Daddy? Until now, I haven't had someone love me like you love Mommy, and so me and Rebecca are going to give this a go and see where it takes us. We know that it isn't 'normal, ' or typical, and that we could all get hurt if it doesn't work out.

"You've seen the men in Branson and how they treat me. Rebecca was treated even worse. Mommy knows; she'll tell you about it later. We love Brian, just like you and Mommy love Brian. It's just we have different expectations about how we want to love Brian.

"Please don't be disappointed in me. I love you too much to have to live with that." She was being transparently sincere. It really did scare her that Mr. Bell would disagree with her choice. I wasn't worried. There was no rebuke in his eyes. Something was in his eyes, but it wasn't disappointment.