Chapter 1

Hello it's me Sarah I am now 15, not sure if you all remember me but if not I am the one who murdered her friend and got sentenced to 20 years in prison. Well I've been inside for just 6months but it feels like a lifetime already. This is a new journey with some new and old faces, so this is the story of a con and what happens behind those bars hope you enjoy.

So here I am sat inside a prison in the six months here I've been beaten abused and traded and that's just by the screws here, see their favorite thing to do get a few screws together (usually 2 or 3) then they take a girl down to solitary where she is fucked and forced to suck them one after another. Then you're usually beaten by them and left in solitary for a week or two depending how bad they beat you. When you come out they will trade you to other prisoners for various things e.g. drugs, sex or just for the prisoner to have fun with while they usually watch.

The things is I've got another three years here in juvenile then I get moved to the big prison, and the rumors I've heard from screws is that it is a whole lot worse there. But it wasn't great here the food was horrible the screws never stop anything that happened I've been beaten in the yard by a gang of girls just for fun while the screws watched, in the six months no one has been to see me so I am all alone here. Until one day with rumors of a female screw starting (most was male.) everyone was saying she was a real hard ass and just as bad as the male screws. So I was sat in my cell and heard "well if it isn't the little bitch. Best place for you though." I looked up and there was Mrs. Smith the wife of my school teacher, my jaw dropped and I looked at the floor.

She walks in and shuts the door and grabs my hair pulling my face up and said "look at me when I am talking bitch, I am the new screw on this wing and I accept some respect from you little tramps. You understand ho?" I nodded. "Good girl. Now I've got a few jobs for you first is cleaning out the shower room its disgusting." So I went to the shower room and was forced to scrub the whole floor and every shower it took me hours. After I finished she said "now you can clean the toilet in your cell before dinner." We went back to my cell and I had to clean the whole toilet with my tooth brush inside and outside.

After I was let out for my dinner, the whole time she was watching me until we all went out in to the yard three of the main girls here took me round the corner were we couldn't be seen. The biggest one who was called Charlotte said "hey girls this little bitch is a fucking snake seems like her and the new guard are very close. Lets show her what we do to snakes." I tried to reason with them but two held me back while Charlotte beat the crap out of me. My face was all bust: my nose, my mouth I had two black eyes and a broken arm by the time they had finished. They told one of the screws that I started on them and I knew if I said it was the other way round I would get beat again tomorrow. So I said I did start it.

Three screws dragged me down to solitary and raped me; I was in to much pain to struggle so I just laid there. Once they finished with me I was hosed down with ice cold water, then after that they left on my own for at least a week before I was put back with the rest. As I walked back in my cell Mrs. Smith was there waiting, she look at me and said "looks like someone's getting all they deserve." She laughed and walked out and said "see you later bitch."

If being in jail wasn't bad enough I was facing weekly beatings from Charlotte and her friends. But things only got worse when I was moved to the same cell as all of them by orders of the governor; he thought all we needed to do is bond more. How wrong he was...