I can't tell how it is to be a boy growing up but being a girl, well, it's great and it's awful.
It's really something that I never even thought about until I was about eight or nine. It was just fun and nice to be alive in a family with a mom and dad, I was the only child, and to have grandmothers and grandfathers and aunts and uncles along with some cousins.
I did fine in school, we lived in a nice house, even had an in-ground pool, I had a number of girlfriends and a dog, Rex, and a cat, Mister Mouser, or MM, he was called.
And then I started to become more aware that I was a girl. That I was a female and was different in some key aspects from boys or males in general.
I discovered my pussy for one. How nice it could feel when I gave it a little attention. It was purely by accident but as soon as it happened, I knew I was on to something. So, it became part of my life, I rubbed myself to sleep most every night.
It took a while to put something inside, I think it was my finger at first just seeing how it was up inside myself then rubbing inside, well, that was nice, very nice.
Then, I remember the day I took my electric toothbrush and held the base to my pussy lips as I turned it on. Oh, it turned me on even more.
I hate to confess it here, for you to read, but I even fashioned a small zucchini onto my toothbrush once and fucked myself with it. While I know now that it was a poor substitute for the real thing, it was pretty good and I should get pretty good marks for designing and producing my own vibrator. Give me some credit, please.
Any way, I was a girl, like most, who was discovering how good I could make myself feel between my legs. It just seemed like such a magical spot, hidden away, secret and dark, usually quiet and subdued, it was such a gift for just being a girl, it really made it worthwhile.
But there was something that I began to hear from my girlfriends ... orgasms. I asked several of them about it and got raves about how stellar they were, then tried and tried on my own and while it always felt good, sometimes, very good, I was not having the same breathtaking experiences some of my friends were. One even showed me on her brother's computer on a porn site that he had gotten to. It looked awesome but evaded my fingers when I tried on my own.
I didn't get much interest from boys, they mostly seemed interested in playing games and I don't mean sex games. No, they all seemed to be into paintball, or videogames, stuff like that, games and the like.
The one male I really went for in a big way, well, get ready for this ... it was my uncle, my Uncle David.
Okay, yes, he's my mom's younger brother, I know all about that, but you should see him. He's so good looking and he's single and he's thirty-four and I think he kind of likes me.
Now, I didn't mean that in a normal way but more like I think he liked me as a girl, as a woman. Well, not a woman yet, but you get my idea, right? He'd give me hugs that were so nice, tell me how pretty I looked, put his arm around me, you know.
And I loved to sit in his lap so we could cuddle together.
And, yes, yes, I realized that there was a kind of, well, sexy, aspect to my cuddling in his lap, I was just turned thirteen when I became aware that I was feeling something other than his lap in his lap, it was his penis and it was hard, excited from me sitting on his lap. Well, that got me pretty excited, I'll tell you.
My uncle came over a lot, he lived less than a mile from us and he even sat with me at times when my parents had plans for the evening. So, he was around a lot, not like some aunts and uncles that live far away and only visit now and then.
I knew from my own rubbing that my grinding around a bit on his lap was making it happen and, to tell the truth, it thrilled me no end. I was beginning to feel the power of my girly sexuality, the power that I could have over males with the new body I was developing. It just made me want to do it more.
Then, my uncle began turning my kisses away, giving me his cheek to kiss rather than his lips and he began getting up when I wanted to sit in his lap. He, all of a sudden, had other things he'd have to do.
I really began to feel rejected; after all, he was pushing me away.
Then, one day, when my uncle was coming over for a visit, my mother asked me, "You seem kind of grumpy and out of it, what's wrong?"
"Oh, nothing," I grumbled.
"Come on, Chrissa, I know better than that. What is it?"
So, I told her, "It just seems that Uncle David doesn't want me around any more. He seems to avoid me. If I want my cuddle with him, now he's always got something else he has to do."
"Oh, honey, it's all right. It's just that you're growing up and, well, I guess he's feeling uncomfortable about it and thinks it's now inappropriate at your age. You are changing, you know, you're not a little girl any more."
"Well, it's just not fair."
"Be that as it may, he's a man and you're well along your way to being a woman; a rather pretty and, well, sexy, young woman. He's just trying to do what's right, is all."
We talked a bit more and then went our separate ways. I went up to my bathroom (It has a lock, my bedroom doesn't) and masturbated while I thought of my uncle naked with me sitting on his lap, also naked. It was my first orgasm, yes, it finally happened and it was the image of my uncle that did it, I was just sure.
That started me purposefully lusting after my Uncle David. Before that, it had been mostly unintended, kind of girlish, now, I wanted him, I wanted him sexually. I was fifteen.
So, when he would visit, I would dress just for him. I wasn't too obvious about it, I didn't want Mom to catch on but I made it so each time he would get to see just a little that he hadn't seen before.
I could usually get away without wearing a bra if I kept some sense about it. When I did go 'top-commando, ' I would always check myself out over and over in my full length mirror bending and turning, making sure that only just the right twist or turn would show my newly-developing charms.
Then, it would be for my Uncle David that I gave him a peek.
I had been letting him get glimpses of my boobs for several months when I finally decided, right before he was due for a visit that he was going to get a 'panty-shot' that afternoon. I had a pair of thongs that I had bought that my mother didn't know about, always hand washing them in secret and letting them dry hanging in the back of my closet.
I had on a short skirt that wasn't so short as to raise my mom's concern and after a while when Mom went to get some soft drinks and stuff from the kitchen, I plopped down across from him as he began asking me about school, grades, the usual.
So, I was jabbering on about my exciting life as a teen when I just absent-mindedly lifted my right leg up onto the sofa. I knew immediately that his eyes dropped down, I was looking right at him, he was looking right at me, as well, right at my just-barely-covered pussy.
I was shaving down there just like every other girl my age I knew and I could feel the bottom of the thong barely covering my slit. I didn't stay that way very long, after all, I wanted it to appear innocent though I was far from being innocent when I did it.
When Mom came back with the tray and put it down, my uncle shifted to pick up a glass and that's when I first really felt the raw power of my body. He had a huge erection that just couldn't be hidden. It made me wonder just how large his penis was. I'd seen some big ones on the internet, of course, several of us have gathered at Daisy Blum's house to use her brother's computer and it's so easy to search for 'big cock' and the like and see it all. There were some whoppers.
Well, I couldn't tell how big my uncle's was but I knew it wasn't dinky, that's for sure. I sat there trying to imagine just what it would look and feel like as I unzipped his pants and pulled it out. God, was I wet. I knew I would need to wash out my thong for sure.
Now, I'd never really felt a penis, soft or hard. And, the more I sat there and thought about it, the more I wanted to see one, hold one, yes, kiss and suck on one. I knew so many friends who went on and on about sucking off their boyfriends all the time, swallowing loads of their hot cum, I was ready for my own experience.
So, when Mom got up and went back to the kitchen, I got up and went over and plopped myself in his lap telling him, "I've missed seeing my favorite uncle. Do I get a cuddle?" I swiveled my butt on him and, yes, there it was for sure, no question about it, it was big, hard cock.
"Um, Chrissa, honey, let me see if your mom needs some help in the kitchen," and he moved me off his lap and stood up and went into the kitchen. But I did see, oh, yes, he had a whopper in there.
I knew that he was looking at me and that he was interested, he sure never looked away when I showed him a peek at my body. It just made me want him even more. All my girlfriends always talked about the boys they thought were cute, the ones they wanted sex with and for me, it was my uncle but I never told them that, it was my secret.
Then, about a week later, my mother told me that in two weeks they were going to fly to a nephew's wedding in Seattle and that my Uncle David would be staying with me from Friday morning to Sunday afternoon. Mom just explained in such a calm, everyday manner but my heart was racing and my pussy was drenched. I would have my uncle at last, I just knew I would.
Right after she told me I ran upstairs and closed my door. Standing in front of my full-length mirror, I stripped my clothes off and ran my hands up and down my bare skin looking at the body I was ready to offer to my Uncle David.
I softly pinched my nipples making them feel sexy and nice, then rubbed along the wet furrow between my legs, widening my stance so I could rub under me where it felt so good. I closed my eyes and dreamed it was my Uncle David rubbing me there. Then, I just barely touched my slit imagining his tongue there.
I backed up to my bed and sat down, opening wide to guide two fingers up into me and masturbate while I had images of my uncle down between my thighs licking me.
It was wonderful, one of the longest and best orgasms since I had my first one just a few months before. I was dripping and so, so happy. A whole weekend alone with my Uncle David. Oh, yeah.
So, my uncle arrived on Friday morning, my parents left on their trip and as soon as they had left, he asked me, "Well, Chrissa, what are you up to this morning? I'm going to put my things in the guest room," and I told him that I was going to go swimming since the weather was so nice.
We both headed upstairs, me to change and him to put his suitcase in the spare bedroom.
I had a bikini that I'd kept from when I was between thirteen and fourteen that now just barely covered my nipples and my pussy lips. I had shaved extra close that morning and as I put on the suit I was transfixed by the image in the mirror.
I had a back-up bikini if this one didn't work but it was stunning. I looked naked, there's no other way to put it. It was a bikini, a swimsuit, but it was tiny. I've looked at myself for hours in my mirror but this was all new. I looked like pure sex, wait until he sees this, I thought as I ran down and dove in the pool.
As I came up, I had to feel for the top wondering if it had come off but, no, there it was barely covering my boobs. I stayed in the water until he came out and sat down on a lounge chair. He had changed into a tee and a pair of shorts so I decided to let him see his new niece. I pulled myself up the ladder and walked right over to him.
"You should come in the water, it's really nice," I told him with my sweetest voice.
"Um, yeah, maybe later," he managed to get out. I knew he was taking in everything he saw.
"Well, what do you think, Uncle David? Your little niece is growing up, huh?" I said as I walked over to him.
"Um, you are, you have grown a lot lately, Chrissa."
"You like how I look?" I asked as I swiveled my hips and struck a pose.
"I'd say you've become quite an attractive woman, Chrissa."
A woman, that's what he said. It was the first time I'd ever been called a woman and the first time i'd ever really thought of myself as a woman.
"So, you like?" I asked him saucily as I put my hip askew.
"Any man would like," he replied.
I then took a few steps forward, turned and sat in his lap.
"I've missed my cuddles with my Uncle David," and turned my head and kissed him on the lips. It was not a light peck, no, I kissed him like he was my boyfriend and I twisted around some on his lap. Yes, I knew what I was doing, I was sixteen.
He did have his arms around me as I moved on his lap. It was there all right, I could easily feel the large hard object in his shorts under me. I took his hand and pressed it to my breast as I leaned to kiss him again.
He pulled his head back to say, "Chrissa, we shouldn't be doing this, it's not right, we're related, I'm your uncle," as he pulled his hand back.
"I know you're my uncle, silly, and I'm not saying I want us to get married or anything. That shouldn't mean we can't have some fun together," I told him as I pulled my bikini top down and put his hand back on me, turned and kissed him again as I squirmed back and forth on his lap.
"God, girl, quit twisting around on my lap, you're driving me crazy."
"Good, I want you crazy," I told him then got up and pulled off my bikini top and bottom both and stood there in front of him.
"I'm gonna be like this the whole weekend until you give me what I want," I told him. I looked down and there was a huge bulge in his shorts.
"Chrissa, why are you doing this?"
"Why do you think? You're my favorite uncle and I love you and I want you to be the first one to make love to me. What's so hard to understand about that?"
"You can't expect me to do that. You need someone closer to your own age, some guy you go to school with."
"I need my Uncle David. I want my first time with someone I love and trust, that's you."
"But I'm too old, Chrissie, you need someone younger."
"If you're too old for sex, then maybe I agree," I told him knowing he was only in his thirties and far from being too old.
"Well, no, I'm not like that but..."
I went back to him and sat back down in his lap and put my arms around him as I ground my pussy down on the large, very hard lump in his shorts.
I kissed him once again and felt his hand softly squeeze my left breast. It was wonderful and now I was so excited.
"Can we go up to my room now?" I asked him. I got up and took his hand and he got up and followed me into the house and up to my bedroom.
I turned and put my arms around him, pulled him tight and we kissed rather more passionately than ever before as his hands rubbed up and down my butt.
"You know we can never tell anyone, I mean anyone, that we're together like this, Chrissa. Promise me."
"Of course, silly. Now can we get you out of these clothes? I want to see my favorite uncle, see what I've been feeling when I cuddle on your lap."
He pulled off his shirt, then tugged down his shorts and stood there in his briefs, all bulged out in front. I couldn't wait. It would be the first penis I'd ever seen.
"You're really sure you want to do this, Chrissa? There's no going back, you know."
"I want this more than anything," I told him as he took hold of the waistband and pulled them down and off.
There it was, incredible, big, really huge, at least to me. It was long and thick around and kind of wavered there standing straight out pointing at me.
"Is this the first one you've seen, Chrissa?" he asked me.
"Yes, it's bigger than I was expecting. I mean, I've sat on it so I knew it wasn't small but, well, that's really big. Is it like ten inches, like that?"
He laughed and said, "No, nothing like that, seven inches, just about average, I guess, maybe slightly above."
I looked right at him as I reached out and took it in my hand. Warm, soft, yet hard, I could feel that it was alive, pulsing in my grip.
"I can't believe I'm really holding your penis. I've dreamed about this for so long now. Is this how I make it feel good?" I asked as I began moving my hand back and forth.
"That feels lovely, Chrissa, let's get in bed, we're not in any rush after all, we have all weekend together," he told me as I felt my pussy get even more wet.
I pulled the covers back and we got into bed together, my uncle and me, I was so excited. Finally, I was naked with my Uncle David holding his big penis in my hand.
He leaned over me and kissed me as his hand went to my breast and gently squeezed while his tongue fucked my mouth.
Then he asked me, "Tell me what you've done before, Chrissa. What have you done with boys so far?"
"Nothing, really, your's is the first, um, penis I've ever touched and I've never done anything else really."
He bent down and took a nipple in his mouth and began to suck as his hand slid down my belly onto my pussy. I opened widely for him as his fingers began tracing up and down along my wet slit, oh, it all felt wonderful. I was in heaven, at last.
Every stroke of his rubbing sent shocks of ecstasy all through me, then his middle finger began pressing inward working itself inside as he began moving it back and forth as he sucked my boob.
The only finger to ever be in my pussy before this was my own. This was so better and he knew just where to go and where to rub to make me feel so, so good. I also loved him sucking my boob, his were the first lips to ever suck my nipples. I've seen pictures on the internet of women sucking their own but my boobs aren't that large and stretchable for me to do it. The first time I ever saw that I tried it myself and all I got was a sore neck from trying.
But I had hold of his dick and wasn't letting go of it for anything. I'd dreamed of this for too long, I was just so excited to finally be getting what I've wanted for so long.
He lifted up from my breast and began kissing me on my stomach, tonguing my belly button, then kissing and licking his way down. I knew where he was headed and all the talk among my friends at school about getting eaten out came flooding back to me now that he was headed downward. I was so excited.
I opened widely for him as his finger came out and he moved to position himself down between my legs. He looked up at me, smiling, then dipped down as I felt his lips kiss my pussy's lips so softly then he began licking all around my pussy. It was incredible.
"Oh, omigod, that feels so good, mmm, oh, I love you, Uncle David, I love you so much, you make me feel so good," I gasped as wave after wave of the most delicious feelings swept over me. I was totally overcome by a huge orgasm, far stronger, longer and more erotic than any I'd ever experienced before. I shook and trembled and groaned, oh, I was in heaven.
He didn't stop, he just kept licking and using his tongue to try to get inside me. He even used his fingers to ease me open then tongued me up inside which set off another orgasm. I saw all kinds of brilliant lights flashing as I was swamped with the most gorgeous feelings as he licked on. It was the first time anyone ever gave me oral sex and I was finding out that it was something I was to dearly loved, from then on it always gave me the best orgasms, often more than one. Later on, my uncle gave me seven in a row when we were at his house one afternoon. But that's the future. This was now.
He finally raised up, his face wet with my juices, smiling at me, asking me if I liked what he had done.