Chapter 1

When I was 10 my parents separated and then divorced. My mother lived in my hometown until I was 13 and then she got a job in Seattle and we moved there. My brother who is 7 years older than me was stationed there in the navy. My mother is a nurse and got a job in a good hospital. Her shift was from 6pm to 6am which didn't bother me because I was a sleep most of the time she was gone.

My brother kept some of his stuff with us and there was a bedroom for him if he wanted to sleep off base. I would often sneak into his room and look thru his Playboy and Penthouse collections and read the forms. That was how I learned a lot about sex and I liked looking at the naked bodies wondering when mine would be like that. I was an A cup at 12 and a B when I turned 14. My waist was small but my hips spread some so I had a shape but not D cups like my mom. I have always looked older than I really was. I could pass for 17 when I was 14 with a little makeup I could pass for 21 when I was 18.

One night I was reading a penthouse story and got horny. I had masturbated buy rubbing my nipples and clit but I was still whole. I masturbated and came to the picture of the centerfold wondering what it would be like to be that pretty and sexy and a different man every night. I got lonely and went into my mothers room and jumped into her bed. My hand hit something under her pillow. It was a dilldo! I was shocked and excited at the same time. My mom got herself off with a fake dick. She never dated so it would make sense. It was about 8" long and circumcised and looked real. I ran my fingers up and down the shaft. My heart was racing. My pussy was wet from masturbating earlier. I took the tip and stuck it to my lips and sucked in the head. Then I pulled it out and sucked it in again a little farther. I tried to deep throat it but started to gag. My eyes watered as I remembered a story from a woman telling how it happened to her when she was with her boyfriend. I tried it a couple more times and soon I was giving it good head.