Chapter 2

When we reached home we were silent I got into my room and sprawled on the bed and started thinking what aunty told whether he has any relation with outsider, he hardly goes out other than shop from shop he never stops in between to house except any shopping he hardly that also, either servants or we people do it. Then the only chance he has is when he is out of station that too mainly Bangalore where he goes frequently, and every time he is eager to go or is he impotent. If he got married any one early or had relation with anyone there, what to do? If yes, I should find her out. And suppose if he is impotent then lot of medicines are available and we can see what we can only after knowing exact problem. Thinking this I don't know when I dosed off. Sis awakened me for food, somehow I managed to eat, but aunty didn't come out of her room. Days were passing and I was watching my jiju and sister on close observation I too felt like sister was not as charming as charming as she was before, her many of smiles felt artificial sometimes even her talks. I never observed jiju eyeing any girl where I used to see girls just out of curiously but at least casually. Whereas jiju did not even, like that also. I was waiting for him to go for purchasing so that I wanted to fallow him in pretext of learning purchasing. When I found jiju looking for stocks inventory I felt that in couple of days he may leave I informed aunty that jiju is going Bangalore and I want go along with him. Aunty said fine idea and I myself would ask him to take you along with him and teach you and can stay one day extra and go for sightseeing. As planned aunty sent me along with jiju, but this trip was utter failure as we came back the next day by noon by intercity train, jiju had no possibility of meeting anybody other business, jiju said he is not feeling well and we rushed back. But within a week, he planned again this time it was essential, as we had not completed purchases so again same trick was played by aunty. Somehow, we went and started purchases somehow I was not satisfied the way he did as most of the times they said rates as usual we made payment and placed order and left absolutely there was no bargaining. As if our visit was to make payment and I felt that jiju was in hurry to finish of the deals and wanted to spare his time for something else. I was reluctant to follow him though he said we had to move lot of places and it would be tiresome to roam around the city. And promised if I take rest in lodge, he will pick me up in the evening and will take me to some places and some enjoyment. My purpose of visit was specific so I didn't yield to his words and argued that if I am with his business sooner or later I have come alone for the purpose and need to learn the art of buying to make contacts with our dealers, thus I never gave him any privacy. So, minute by minute, he was getting frustrated, but he never came to knew that I was doing this deliberately. Somehow, two days passed but evenings he took me to some of the places worth seeing that including M.G road discotheque where he met couple of his male friends, he introduced me to them. On third day, he again tried to avoid me but was in vain. Till night, we went on seeing dealers or some other places. But night he was totally frustrated, he was not in a position to show it but I could guess by his gestures. Again in the night he said, he is going to meet some his buddy but I was not ready to leave him alone. I was following him like VIKRAM AND BETHAL (ghost, a story from Panchatantra). That worked really he called his friends over the phone and pretended as if they are busy or out of station. At last, he asked me whether I take drinks, I said I don't drink but if you are interested you can go ahead and have whatever you want. Jiju decided to go a dance bar and I accompanied him there he took few drinks and I was enjoying the dances. Again, two of his friends met and jiju introduced me as his brother-in-law so within few minutes they left. About his friends, I felt very strange about them when they had come to our table one sat my side and another beside jiju. The one sitting near me had placed his hand on my thigh I was astonished the one, who knows hardly keeps his hand on my thigh and tries to massage my thigh, and their dress and body language was very different. I held they might be GAY. After three four drinks jiju said, shall we move? I said ok though I was enjoying semi nude dancers. But I got up along with him and we headed to some restaurant, which was very nice and had good dinner. While going to room jiju said shall we take some drinks to room, I said ok and as u please. But he insisted to give company so at last thinking that let me booze him to his throat and shall try to open him up. So, I asked him to buy beer, as I don't drink hot beer also very rare. We collected bottles, once inside room, slowly he opened his scotch, and me my beer and I encouraged him to have more and more, as he felt kick we started talking on various matters. He was losing his balance now somehow the topic came to sex. Now I played a trick and enquired him whether the friends we met at dance bar were GAY jiju was astonished to hear my comment.

HE-how do you say

ME -he was caressing my thigh.

HE- bloody rascal he muttered to himself whenever he finds young boys he tries to seduce them but the speech was almost audible and I sensed something is fishy hear and I continued with small hint that he was fondling my penis (a white lie just to pull his leg) is it? Bastard he said this was loud enough. The other day who had met at the discotheque also seemed me same. Now jiju asked me how do judge, I can sense by their gestures. Now jiju was becoming cool. Jiju asked me whether you have any experience. Now jiju shifted to my side of the coach where I was sitting and had another stiff shot of drinks and forced me to take some more beer as I was going very slowly. Again he asked me have experienced gay activities, I said no. Then how come you know about it. Few of my friends are at it. And by chance, I have seen couple of gay DVDs. He again asked have enjoyed at least girls. However, I had no such experience, I was not that interested in sex, and I was more concerned about carrier building than wasting time on such things. But wanted to continue I said. Not completely but I have kissed couple of girls and fondled their boobs. How did you felt and why did not complete the course. Girls did not cooperate for further and circumstance was nit favorable. Now he kept his hand on my thigh. And continue to talk. Suddenly I asked a direct question just to trap him while he was boozed enough. What is the difference you felt in gay and straight, as you have experienced bisexuals. This trick paid the biggest dividend and without thinking for what I was asking or realising under influence of alcohol he opened his mouth. I like more of gay than straight and particularly, being banged (now he realized what he committed but damage was already done).

Suddenly he became silent and emptied the glass he held. He wanted to close the chapter but I was not ready but for me also it was very hard to digest the fact that my own juju is a gay. But I wanted to take more information, so I asked him how you entered into gay circle he was silent and avoiding the subject shall we sleep it's already late and on persistence, he opened his mouth. It all started when I was in residential school my seniors were after me as was one of most attractive among the lot, then they seduced my with all their tricks and somehow I submitted to them and thus the my gay life started and still continued, at last he confessed. Even today, I came here to get my bunghole screwed.

ME-why all the way here, there must be many cocks in your hometown?

HE- See. It's question of prestige I can't go and ask someone to screw me, I need to maintain secrecy, and family prestige is more imp. I have thought about it hundred times either to leave this habit or look there someone but looking into pros and cons, I left the idea. Here I have some good old friends of mine who are very clean and healthy, they too not indulge into others than our own company. We are worried of the diseases. Then how about the your wife I asked JIJU-see if I get what I want I will be able to perform in house better or I can't get it up at all. This was another shock for me. So, all of a sudden he touched my cock before I could know his hand entered in my bermuda and directly he hold my cock. I was astonished by his act.

ME- what is this why you are touching like this are you over drunk and leave me alone. Now all of a sudden he started crying I can't live without cock, in last visit, also you did not allow me to go anywhere, and this time you are torturing me, what else can do now and started screaming hysterically. Now in return I had cooled him. At last, he said if you become my partner I shall be the luckiest person. But how I have never liked this kind of act, and I can't be a part in this. See if provide me your cock I need not come here, there itself if I can have it will be fantastic he replied between the sobs. It may be for you but what about sister, have you thought about it, I was not sure about my so I had requested my parents but they were bent upon my marriage. At least I performed for few months but I could satisfy neither my wife nor myself. Then I noticed at myself still he was holding my penis and by his mere touch it had grown it its fullest because it was the first time anybody holding me other than myself. I used to masturbate occasionally or else I touched while bathing. He followed my eyes to my lund and exclaimed beautiful and he asked himself loudly. Then he again urged me to fuck him, I was feeling some funny sensation and I started liking his touch. When he tried to remove my bermuda, I opposed and said no. I don't want to be gay like you and in future, I don't want to trouble my wife like my sis. He assured me things won't be like that because I was used as scapegoat by my seniors but u will be loved and I was always molested by them where as u won't. I will not going to force you to be fucked but you had to fuck me periodically and I will never force you to be fucked. No was my answer again. At last, he played a trick whether you want your sister to be happy or not, if yes then follow my instruction and if no it's your sister and your fate. Actually, I was ready to do anything for pleasure and life of my sis. If you keep me satisfied, I will see that your sister and you will be happy ever after. If you desire you can be my 50% partner in my business. And if you wish, I can provide any beautiful girl you want you can ask for cine artist also I can bring them with my contacts. But please don't say no and fuck me.