Every summer, we had a pool party blast. Family, friends, and neighbors attended. My girlfriend and her kids lived with me. Her daughter, Jay, had just turned fifteen, and I couldn’t wait to see her in a bikini this summer. Unbeknownst to her mother, I had been molesting Jay since she was fourteen. I had her to the point where she let me go down on her and make her cum, but she was still afraid of my cock. The temptation today, I was sure, would be a test of my willpower.

Guests started to arrive, and the party was underway. Jay came upstairs as her friends started to show up. She was in that bikini that I knew would make me crazy. Her firm C-cup tits and the thick, tight young ass cheeks out. My dick started getting hard, and I predicted it would be hard all day. I grabbed her before she got lost with her friends.

“Just so you know, my dick is hard now looking at your sexy little ass,” I told her.

She looked at my crotch and smiled. “I see. Mom will be watching too.” She laughed and ran away.

I was getting the grill ready when I heard the voice of someone I wasn’t looking forward to seeing. It was Lou. Lou was my girlfriend’s step-dad and Jay’s step-grandfather. He’s a step because he never married Sue, who was my girlfriend’s mother.

Lou is a guy who was easy not to like. He didn’t work; he had some disability, he said. He walked with a cane that I thought was a prop. He was supposed to be getting surgery and might not make it. I never asked; I just overheard. He was fat, 300+ pounds, hairy, and dirty-looking. He always wore big, baggy shorts and beaters. His big belly drooped over his waist. He knew everything; no matter what the topic, he would interject and claim to know all about it. Not my brand of guy,

My neighbor Tom was on the grill. He claimed to know all about grilling and took over every year. I hated cooking at parties like this, so he got no argument from me. This year, I could focus on drinking and watching the pretty blooming flower, Jay.

Jay loved the pool. She was the most developed of all her friends there. She played volleyball in the pool, and I just sat watching her goodies bounce as she jumped. She was a pretty girl. Her mother would kill me if she knew what I had been doing to her oldest daughter.

I was 45. Her mother was sleeping when I went down to her room and molested her for the first time. I had been so-called playing games with her. All games that involved touch. Tag, wrestling, football. Anything that would give me an opportunity to touch her breast or her ass. An opportunity to get near her pussy, all under the guise of play. Of course, this play was not in her mother’s presence.

That day we were playing hide-and-seek with her younger brother and sister at my suggestion. Her mother was out shopping, which usually took hours. Jay was home, so she was comfortable, wearing a t-shirt and no bra, as she often did. The only difference now was that her breasts were bigger, and I was on the borderline of being a pedophile or a horny pervert. She must have been in heat because my dick had never been that hard. I wanted to fuck. I wanted to fuck a fourteen-year-old girl.

We were innocently playing, as far as the kids were concerned, and having fun. It was her sister’s turn to seek. We were looking for a place to hide, and I told Jay to come with me in the big hall closet. We went in and closed the door. She was quietly laughing as we heard her sister looking for us. I had Jay stand with her back to me. I put my right arm around her waist and pulled her to me. I whispered to her that we should move behind the hanging clothes so that her sister wouldn’t see us if she opened the door.

Jay laughed, and I started stepping back. I slid my hand under her shirt as I pulled her to me. My dick was rock hard. I slid my hand under her shirt and up to her young braless breasts. I started gently rubbing her tit. I took her nipples between my fingers and caressed them.

“Shhhhhhhhhhh ... relax, it’s ok ... Shhhhhhhhh ... stay calm and relax ... It’s ok ... Shhhhhhh, it’s alright,” I said.

Jay moved and something fell, and her sister opened the closet and found us. As she left the closet, she was looking back at me. She was different now. No smile. Play was over for today, and she told her siblings it was enough, then went to watch TV.

I would have fucked her right in that closet. I would have raped her if necessary, if no one else was home. My dick was so hard, I went in the bathroom and jerked off. I closed my eyes with my cock in my fist, dreaming of fucking a fourteen-year-old girl.

I didn’t know how she felt about me touching her like that. I probably traumatized her. I was more hoping she didn’t say anything to anyone about it, for me. Her feelings were secondary, to be honest.

That night I waited till everyone was asleep. I carefully got out of bed and went down to Jay’s room. I opened the door and peeked in to find her under her blankets. My dick started getting hard. I went in and stood by her bed. I pulled out my cock and started rubbing it as I looked at her. I knelt next to her bed and got close to her so I could smell her. She was fourteen. She was probably ovulating, and like a male animal, I could pick up the smell. I needed to get close to her pussy, to smell her. I was in such a state that I was likely to do something that would get me into a lot of trouble.