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Candice

by R. E. Bounds

Copyright© 2026 by R. E. Bounds

BDSM Story: As John listens, Candy unravels the story of her youth and the years she spent in a women’s hospital. From a first love to a life trapped in a cruel system, she bears the weight of secrets that could destroy lives. Now, years later, Candy must face the difficult choice between justice and mercy, all while striving to preserve the fragile life she’s built and protect the next generation from the shadows of the past. A story best experienced following The Clerk - Chapter 17: Make Sure She’s Okay.

Caution: This BDSM Story contains strong sexual content, including Fa/Fa   Consensual   Romantic   Lesbian   Shemale   Fiction   True Story   BDSM   Light Bond   Slow   AI Generated   .

“You know who it was,” I said quietly.

I wasn’t trying to be hurtful. I just ... couldn’t ignore it anymore. Not the way I had for the past month. Not after what had happened earlier.

She held my gaze, her eyes glassy, but she didn’t say anything.

I drew in a shaky breath. “Candy ... we both saw the gasoline. You saw it,” I said. “They meant to use it.”

Her eyes dropped to the floor.

The silence stretched—thick, unbearable—the truth sitting between us like something alive. I knew she’d heard me. I knew she understood. She just didn’t have the strength yet to say it out loud.

“And calling the police—that’s not what stopped them,” I went on, my voice barely more than a whisper now. “Those pigs were already here.”

I paused, swallowing hard. “What stopped them was the Ithaca.”

Her breath hitched.

“They ... they were starting to walk upstairs,” she said, her voice trembling. Tears spilled over as the words left her mouth. I think that was when it finally hit her. “The girls were up there. I—I don’t know how much they saw.”

Her voice broke completely. “I—I think Anne ... I think she might have seen them. I think she knows who it was. What really happened. What they were doing.” She shook her head, barely able to go on. “I think she knows more than she’s telling me.”

That was when she broke.

Her shoulders collapsed inward, and a sob tore from her chest. Without thinking, I reached for her and pulled her against me as she cried. I just wanted to hold her—to let her feel safe.

“They didn’t,” I said firmly, holding her tighter, refusing to let her fall apart alone. “They’re safe. Susan’s at our place—she’s with Andrew.”

I swallowed, steadying myself. “She was reading when I left. He was sitting on the floor beside her, playing one of his video games. And the place is locked down tight. People know better than going there uninvited. Even those fucking pigs.”

Her breathing was ragged, uneven.

“And Anne’s at work,” I said gently.

I’d taken her earlier tonight. I’d been taking her for some time now. I didn’t want Candy driving in the dark—not alone. Not yet. I didn’t want her pulled over by one of those fucking animals.

During the day, it was different. I just told her to stay in public places—always. Only drive on the main roads. Never take the side streets.

I knew how people in this community talked. I knew the Sheriff’s Department did, too. And I knew that if anyone tried anything, someone would speak up.

It may have been overkill, but I wanted her—and the girls—to be safe after what I’d seen that night. I no longer trusted the judgment of the local law enforcement. They had made it clear they answered to someone else. Not the community. Not the people they had sworn to protect.

She nodded against me. I could feel her tears soaking through my shirt. My own eyes burned as she struggled to speak.

“Thanks for taking her,” she said between sobs, trying to catch her breath. A small, broken laugh slipped out, only to collapse into more tears. “She’s not even old enough to work. She lied about her age so she could get the job. She wanted to help me.” Her voice wavered. “She’s so afraid I’m going to lose the store.”

Her voice softened, fractured. “She just ... looks so much older than she is. Acts like it, too.” She shook her head slowly. “She’s wearing my heels. She asked if she could wear my pantyhose and one of my skirts to work tonight. She wanted to look put-together—thought it might help her sell more.”

“Is that why she was dressed like that?” I asked.

She nodded. Her breath caught as she went on. “She’s there right now, dressed like a grown woman. A pencil skirt. Hose. Four-inch heels.” Her hands tightened. “Holding herself the way she thinks she’s supposed to.”

Her voice broke. “She should be doing teenage things. Not working. Not dressing herself into someone older just to be taken seriously.” She shook her head again, tears slipping free. “She’s had to grow up so fast.”

I nodded back, unsure what to say. She was dressed up, and with the makeup, she could easily pass for a woman in her mid-twenties. Candy was right—Anne looked older than she really was, and she carried herself that way too.

But it was more than that. She wasn’t naïve. She knew exactly what she was doing—how she was dressed tonight would attract attention. And that was probably the point. She seemed to understand what men wanted. I think she also knew they’d be more willing to buy something if she was all dressed up.

It wasn’t fair. It’s not how things should be. But it was the reality of things.

Yeah. Candy was right—but Anne was also wiser than she should have been. It wasn’t just her looks, or the way she dressed or acted. It was something deeper: awareness, understanding, control.

So, I wasn’t worried. I’d never let a daughter dress like that at her age. But Anne—she could handle herself. I knew she wouldn’t let herself get into a dangerous situation.

And I knew things were different with Anne, anyway. At least, I suspected they were. Candy never said anything outright, but I had a feeling Anne was like her. She didn’t like men—not in that way, anyway.

That knowledge weighed on me, because somewhere along the way, I had fallen in love with Candy. I’d always known our relationship would stay emotional, never crossing that line. Somehow, though, I had made my peace with it.

Loving her like this was still better than not having her, or the girls, in my life at all.

I helped her ease back down and pressed a few tissues into her hand.

“Let me get the coffee,” I said quietly, making sure she was okay before I left her.

I went into the kitchen and poured two mugs. She’d started a pot earlier, expecting a long night—at least until we had to pick Anne up at ten.

For the past three weeks, I’d been spending my evenings here after closing up the shop, helping her piece the bookstore back together. Or trying to.

The place was still a mess. There were no words for the damage.

The front windows were still boarded up. I’d managed to barter some leatherwork in exchange for replacements, but it would be a few more weeks before they could be installed.

Inside, the damage was worse. The bookcases had all been knocked over—and given how old and heavy they were, many had broken apart when they hit the wood floor. Most of them were beyond saving.

We worked our way through the wreckage slowly. Books that could still be sold were stacked carefully. Shelves that might be repaired were set aside. The rest went into a separate pile—pieces we hoped could be cannibalized to fix the others. Maybe the wood could be stripped down and reused. I honestly didn’t know. I knew leather, not wood.

I planned to reach out to some of the local woodworking folks in town, hoping they might be willing to barter—repairs in exchange for something I could offer. I just hadn’t figured out how to approach it. Or what I had that anyone would want.

There were only two carpenters. Which made things worse. One was an attorney who did it in his spare time. The other built furniture for the wealthier families. They had money. I didn’t. And that was the problem.

But at least I was doing something. And by being here, I could keep an eye on Candy and the girls. Selfishly, I admit, I could be with Candy too.

But in the end, I couldn’t be home with Andrew—no matter how exhausted I was after a full day’s work—and know that Candy and the girls were living like this. I just couldn’t.

When Maurice left, things got bad. Worse than I’d expected. I told myself I’d get used to the loneliness. That I’d learn to live with the whispers, the snide remarks about how she’d left me for someone younger. Someone more exciting. And the way she made it so public—putting our lives on display for everyone to judge.

What I hadn’t expected was what it would do to Andrew.

He didn’t understand.

If I’m being honest, neither did I.

I knew I wasn’t easy to get along with. I could be rough around the edges. So, sure, maybe I deserved it. But I never thought she’d abandon her own—that she wouldn’t even fight for him to go with her. That she’d just leave Andrew behind.

What kind of mother does that? Abandon her own son. And I think that’s why I fell in love with Candy—she took in her nieces without hesitation. There was never a question about it. None.

And Candy was there for us. She never offered anything but kindness. Never asked for anything in return. Not once. She and the girls would walk food over—meals they’d made—because I was in no condition to cook. Or, at the time, even to really know how.

They weren’t well off. Candy barely held things together herself. But she shared what little they had with us anyway.

You don’t turn your back on that.

She also let Susan come over to spend time with Andrew, so he’d have a friend. Someone who didn’t ridicule him.

Andrew was different. Not like the other boys. He was unbelievably shy—awkward. Not odd, exactly, just socially awkward. And at fourteen, he was already six-two. He was good-looking too, which only made things worse. Girls noticed him, but because of the way he was, he became a target. Bullied, despite his size and his looks.

Susan stood up for him at school—mostly against the girls who were always stirring trouble. It was the only time she ever spoke up. Otherwise, she was just as socially awkward as Andrew. Standing up for him only caused problems with the other girls. And then Anne would step in to protect her sister—which, in turn, just caused problems for her, too.

But I think that’s why Susan and Andrew gravitated toward each other. Why they got along so well. They understood one another in a way no one else did. And in the same way she protected him, he became fiercely protective of her.

So, I couldn’t turn my back on Candy and the girls. I wouldn’t. And I found myself just as fiercely protective of them as ever.

After what happened, I felt better being here. Not because I thought they’d come back—they wouldn’t.

Everyone in town knew the police report was bullshit. They knew what really happened, even if it wasn’t written down that way. They knew I was here every night—hauling debris, fixing what I could, standing watch while the lights stayed on late.

They also knew my being here was a message. There was no confusion.

If any of them came back—if anyone thought they could finish what they’d started—there wouldn’t be hesitation. I wouldn’t ask questions. I wouldn’t wait.

Candy. The girls. That line was drawn.

And everyone knew it. Some in the community whispered about it. That there was something between me and Candy. But I didn’t care. Fuck them.

I set the mugs down on the coffee table and sat across from her, letting out a long breath.

She’d stopped sobbing, but she was still shaken from earlier.

While we were cleaning, I’d come across an envelope. I’d only had a moment to glance at the contents and found what looked like typed letters—notes, reports, maybe. Hospital paperwork, official-looking. Among them, there might have been a birth certificate, though I couldn’t be sure.

When she saw what I was holding, she got upset. Not angry. Not at me, I don’t think, but at everything—at everyone. And that’s how the conversation started. The one we’d never had about what happened that night.

As we talked, her grief cracked something open, and the truth spilled out. I didn’t help matters by holding nothing back. I couldn’t. She needed to face what had happened. She needed to hear it said out loud. That’s how we ended up back upstairs instead of cleaning the store.

But she was in no condition to continue, anyway. Even if we had stayed downstairs and tried, it wouldn’t have mattered. She needed to grieve. She needed to begin healing.

“They were looking for something, weren’t they?” I asked.

She nodded.

“That envelope,” I said, not finishing the thought. I didn’t need to.

She nodded again.

“What’s in it?” I asked gently.

She didn’t answer.

“I know you’ve been talking to people, Candy. That there’s some documentary, or something like it, about the hospital. About this town, maybe.” I kept my voice even. “It’s not a secret. Folks know. Which means the sheriff certainly does—and the people who seem to tell him what to do.”

I hesitated, then pressed on. “The things in that envelope ... there’s information in there about those two—those two fucking monsters, isn’t there?”

She nodded slowly, staring down into her coffee, still saying nothing.

I sighed and let the silence take over.

We’d all heard the stories about what happened. She never spoke about it to anyone, I think. Not me, anyway. But I remembered how Candy was before she went in—and how she was when she came out. She was still Candy. The same sweet smile. The same warmth.

But the spark she’d once had in her eyes, that fire, was gone. There was something else there instead. A quiet sadness that clung to her, like something vital had been taken and never given back. Like part of her had been stripped away, leaving her whole but not quite herself. You could see it if you looked closely—in the way she moved, in the pauses in her voice, in the small moments where she let herself disappear for just a second.

I don’t know how long we sat there in silence before she finally began to speak—began to tell me, in the only way she could, what was in that envelope. Without actually saying it.

“Things are fuzzy now,” she said. “I forget a lot of things,” she added, looking up at me. “I think it was the electricity,” she said. “You know, the therapy ... to help me stop being like I was.”

She paused, thinking for a moment. “But...” she sighed. “It might have been the drugs,” she admitted. “You ... you had to take them every day,” she explained. “And you couldn’t not take them,” she continued. “They would check and...” She looked down at the mug she was holding. “They’d punish you ... she’d punish you.”

“I didn’t know she was married,” she said then, her voice soft, her smile mixed with sadness. “I wouldn’t have...” She trailed off, leaving the thought unfinished.

“She was so pretty,” she added quietly. “She didn’t wear her wedding ring.”

“She’s the one?” I asked gently. “The one—”

She nodded, I think, so I didn’t have to finish the thought. Candy had gotten involved with someone. Another woman. And she was married to someone important—or someone who knew someone important. That was the rumor, anyway.

And that’s what got her committed to the hospital. How she ended up there. It wasn’t because she was a lesbian, or because of how she dressed. It was because she had gotten involved with the wrong person.

“She called. She wanted to go out,” Candy explained. “So, I got all dolled up and drove to the usual place I met her.” She smiled. “Should have known. All the clues were there. She said she lived in an apartment, but I never picked her up there. Should’ve known something wasn’t right.”

She sighed, a soft weight in her chest. “We ended up driving to a town over. She got us a hotel room. Paid cash.” Her eyes flicked down, and she nodded at me slowly. “Yeah ... I know. I guess I didn’t want to see it. There was a lot I didn’t want to see, I think.”

“She had brought this black canvas bag when I picked her up. Said it was a surprise.” Her eyes widened slightly, combined with a quiet sadness. “And it was ... but I didn’t care. I really liked her. I guess I was hoping she wanted to take things to the next level. We’d been out a few times, and maybe she wanted to get more serious.”

“What was in the bag?” I asked quietly.

“Bondage stuff,” she said, shrugging lightly, her voice soft. She was embarrassed just to say it. “The kind you see in movies sometimes.”

“It was for you?” I asked.

She nodded, a faint melancholy in her smile. “Yeah ... she said it was needed. That she had to tell me something ... something no one else knew. Which was a lie, because she was married. Her husband knew. She was just afraid to tell me—afraid it might scare me off. She thought that if I was ... you know ... bound, I couldn’t leave.”

“So, you let her tie you up?” I asked.

She nodded again, quietly, almost sadly.

“She’d brought lingerie too. Had me change in the bathroom. It was a really nice hotel—she’d gotten us a suite. Another hint, right?” she said, with a bittersweet smile.

“Anyway,” she continued, her voice low and a little wistful, “I put it all on. Garter, stockings, some really high heels. I mean ... you saw what Anne wore tonight—way higher than that. And a black baby doll. Silk. Expensive. I thought maybe she’d gotten it for me. I realized later that her husband had bought it for her. Same with the heels. The hosiery.”

She gave me a small smile, one that didn’t quite reach her eyes. “Anyway,” she said again, almost softly, “I came out, and she had all the bondage stuff on the bed. Said she was going to gently put me in all of it ... and then make love to me. Share that secret with me.”

“So, what happened?” I asked.

“I let her,” she said, shrugging and raising her eyebrows, just the slightest smirk playing on her lips. “I remember she put me in handcuffs—behind my back. Said she needed my hands secured so I couldn’t use them while she got me into some of the other stuff first. But she promised she’d take them off afterward.”

“Other stuff?” I asked.

“A gag,” she replied, eyes locking onto mine. “A harness gag, she called it. A ball, with straps that go around your head and holds the ball in your mouth. She pushed it behind my teeth—it was big. I had to open my jaw wider than usual to get it in, and my mouth closed naturally around it ... as much as it could.” She smiled, a barely noticeable glint in her eyes. “The straps weren’t really needed. That ball wasn’t coming out just by pushing with my tongue. But she tightened the straps around my head and locked it all in place with tiny padlocks.”

“She then put me in a collar. It was tall, holding my neck straight and tipping my head slightly upward. I couldn’t turn or look from side to side. Not without turning my shoulders, too.”

She shrugged. “She called it a posture collar. Said she didn’t want me turning my head and looking around tonight—that she felt self-conscious, and this would help.”

“I didn’t understand it then,” she said. “Not until later, anyway. But I realized why she had cuffed me first.”

“I had been struggling, reaching, trying to interfere. She must have anticipated that. She knew I would try to stop her if I had the chance—and she wasn’t wrong.”

I just looked at her, unsure what to say.

“After I was in the gag and collar, she took the cuffs off and put me in mittens. Leather ones. Told me to make fists and they went over. They were tight. I couldn’t open my hands,” she explained, glancing at me with more embarrassment.

“It’s okay, Candy,” I told her. I sighed and shook my head. “It’s okay,” I repeated.

She smiled at me. She knew I wasn’t judging her—not really. I had my own views on things, sure, but she and the girls were off-limits. There was a lot she could have judged me for—and never did.

She shrugged again. “Then she attached them—the mitts—to the ends of the bed. But I think she was worried I could pull my hands out of them, even though the straps were really tight around my wrists. So, she undid it all and just slipped the cuffs over my wrists—over the mitts—and then took another pair of cuffs and attached those to the bed frame.”

She paused, a small, shy smile tugging at her lips. “So, I had to lie there, my hands over my head, stretched to the bed.”

“And you were okay with this?” I asked quietly.

“No,” she replied. “Not really. I mean, I wasn’t in pain, but ... it’s not exactly how you want your first time with someone to feel.” She hesitated, then added softly, “But I really liked her ... and she was so worried I’d leave...” Her voice trailed off.

“She fastened my ankles into leather cuffs and secured them to the headboard,” she said, choosing her words carefully. “Pulled back tight enough that my knees were drawn up and I couldn’t close my legs.”

She glanced at me, color rising in her face. “You know ... so she could...” Her voice trailed off, and she looked down, clearly embarrassed by what she was implying.

“Anyway,” she added quickly, “she leaned down, kissed my nose like it was nothing at all, told me she’d be right back—and then she disappeared into the bathroom, leaving me there alone with my thoughts.”

“What happened then?” I asked.

“She came out ... all dressed up. Super high heels, stockings, a garter, and a baby doll—like the one she’d asked me to wear, but shorter than mine.”

“Did she tell you what the secret was?” I asked gently, unsure how to even phrase it.

She nodded slowly. “She didn’t have to tell me. I could see it ... though not very clearly. The collar kept my head tilted straight up, which I think was exactly what she intended. It was what she meant earlier—about not wanting me to have the freedom to look around. But even so, I could see it.”

I looked at her, confused.

“She had a penis,” she said, just looking at me. She just said it.

“I ... I don’t understand,” I replied. “What do you mean she had a penis? How is that even possible?”

“She ... she did,” she replied, smiling at me, still embarrassed. “She was ... I guess she was born a boy. But when she was young, she got really sick. The doctors said if she didn’t take certain medications—hormones, I think—she wouldn’t survive. They were meant to lower her testosterone to slow the cancer. That’s how she explained it to me. The medicine made her develop like a woman—you know ... breasts, everything. But she still had a penis. I guess that doesn’t change. You need surgery to get a ... well, you know.”

I just stared at her, dumbfounded.

“This happened during puberty. So ... she just developed like a woman. She said she was ... well, a woman with a man’s part. That’s how she explained it. She didn’t really have a word for it.”

“Then what happened?” I asked.

“We talked a little more. Well, she talked—I just lay there and listened,” Candy said. “She said she’d tried to like men, but she didn’t. She was attracted to girls. That never changed. Even though her body changed, her attraction didn’t. I mean, she said she felt like a girl—she was a girl. That’s all she knows. But she still wanted to be with girls.”

I nodded.

“She said she loved me. Wanted to be with me. And that she could actually be with me in that way ... like a man would be.”

“What did you say?”

“Nothing,” she replied, a faint blush on her cheeks. “I couldn’t. Not in that gag. I tried to talk, but it came out all muffled, like my words were trapped behind a thick wall.”

“And she had me tied down,” she added quietly, her eyes flicking away, still embarrassed.

I looked down, embarrassed myself—that she was telling me all this. But I knew she felt safe with me, so I listened. I loved her.

“She ... she was intense,” Candy said softly. “Like ... I’d never experienced anything like it before. It felt ... different. But then, I’ve never been with a man.”

I just looked at her, unsure what to say.

“I didn’t know what to expect,” she continued. “She tried to be gentle, really gentle, but it was overwhelming. I hadn’t experienced anything like that before ... and it was confusing, exciting, and ... a lot to take in all at once.”

 
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