Chapter 7: Monday (cont'd)

"Mmmmm..." I moaned around Jody's tongue as she explored my mouth eagerly.

She'd kind of surprised me in the small kitchen of the trailer she lived in, talking one minute and pushing me against the counter the next. Jody's hands were on my shoulders at first, when I thought I might ask her what she was doing, but her mouth found mine quickly, like she was desperate for me. I didn't have to ask after that! She tilted her face and her tongue kinda forced its way past my lips, and there wasn't anything I could do or even wanted to do, except kiss her back.

My brand new friend hadn't kept her plans much of a secret. I wasn't dumb; I knew when I was getting into her car that Jody wanted to make out with me. But I won't pretend I knew what I was doing. Maybe it was because I'd gotten kicked out of school, like I was a rebel or something. Like an Ace Bad Girl, you know? Maybe I was just in a mood to do something kinda crazy. Or maybe it was just one of those things that happens when you're fifteen and trying to grow up whether you want to or not.

Jody's hand found my left breast through my sweater and she was really squeezing it hard. Her other hand went down my back to my waist and she held me, not really pulling me against her so much as pulling herself against me. I had no place to go even if I wanted to get away and I didn't. I was kissing her back, wiggling my tongue against Jody's and both of my hands were on her waist, squeezing her and letting her know I liked it.

"Fuck!" she breathed after a minute and we were both sucking air and licking our lips.

"That was kind of a real kiss," I giggled.

"I love you," she told me and I rolled my eyes.

"You don't even know me yet," I told her, still holding her hips and feeling her hand massaging my tit through my clothes.

"I don't have to know you to know that," Jody said and then she was kissing me again.

She was a lot different than Angela. Jody was a lot more aggressive, you know? Like it was nice kissing her, but she wasn't really gentle like Angie. Jody was hard. Her kisses were hard and her hands where they grabbed me, they squeezed me hard. She just wasn't patient or something and I didn't know if I liked that part of it. I mean, I'd only been in her house for like three minutes, long enough to take off my coat and ... Wham! She was making out with me.

It was weird.

Jody was wearing a pair of jeans, so old they were almost white and really thin, very soft too. She wore them loose, like they kept wanting to fall down her narrow hips and show her pink panties. I thought she must have been wearing a thong or something, since the waistband was really thin and stretchy. Her top was a baby blue halter, kind of too small, but it showed off her nice tits and the bottom of her tummy.

"Ummphhh..." I twisted and reached Jody's hand as it went under my sweater and even my t-shirt. She was going for my boobs and I felt her fingers on my bare skin, her thumb finding my puffy nipple and mashing down on it just before I grabbed her wrist and pulled her hand back down.

"What?" Jody pulled her mouth from my and blinked at me.

"We gotta slow down a little," I breathed, looking at her and sorta tugging my clothes back down. I smiled, but she thought I was mad.

"Oh," she swallowed hard and looked down. "Sorry. I just ... I didn't mean to..."

"It's alright," I told her. "It's just really fast, okay? I just wanna hang out for a while first."

"Yeah," she nodded and stepped back from me, reaching up to scratch her shaggy auburn hair. "You want something to drink? You want a beer or something?"

"A beer?" I grinned at that idea. "Um ... No. That's okay."

"Yeah," she giggled nervously. "It's kind of early for that, huh?"

"Like six years too early!" I laughed. "You got like a soda or something?"

"Ummm..." Jody was looking through her refrigerator. "Not really. I can make some juice maybe."

"Sure," I shrugged and Jody was just going to make some grape Kool-Aid. "Where's your mom?"

"I dunno," Jody said as she was digging through the cabinets. "The ocean someplace."

"The ocean?" I wondered and I decided to just take my sweater off, since it seemed really warm in there and I was sweating.

"She works on one of those big fish factory ships," she told me and I shrugged at that. "They just float around and make cans of sardines and tuna. Stuff like that."

"They put it in cans on the ship?" I asked, pulling my sweater over my head.

"Yeah," Jody nodded, grinning at me as I fixed my t-shirt. "I guess so. My mom chops up the fish or something. I don't know."

"How about your dad?"

"He's on a ship too," Jody laughed. "Weird, huh? He used to be in the Navy, but now he works for some company. He makes a lot of money anyway. My dad lives in Thailand mostly, I think."

"Thailand? That's weird. So..." I looked around, " ... who lives here?"

"Me and my brother, and his girlfriend mostly," Jody nodded, stirring Kool-Aide into a plastic pitcher. "My boyfriend too, but he doesn't count. He just hangs around all the time."

"Oh."

"Don't worry about him," Jody smiled at me. "I'm gonna dump him."

"You are?"

"Yeah!" she stuck her tongue out at me. "I don't need him anymore. Right?"

"Ummm..." I just shrugged, thinking she sorta sounded like my mom. I thought Jody meant it a different way though, or at least I hoped she did. "Where's your brother?"

"Working," Jody said, lifting the spoon out of the pitcher and sipping from it. "He's a cable guy."

"He is?"

"Yeah. You know, he hooks up cable for people?" Jody grinned at me. "You need cable? He can give you all the channels for free."

"We already got all the channels, I think."

"Even the dirty ones?"

"Uh ... I don't know," I giggled. "Probably not those."

"Oh! They're awesome!" she laughed. "You wanna watch some? They got a whole channel with just lesbian stuff on it. I watch it all the time."

"You do?" I'd never even heard of a lesbian cable channel. I'd never heard of a girl who'd want to watch it either.

"Better than the Discovery Channel," she said. "Grab some glasses. Up there. We'll check it out."

"Okay." I wasn't really sure I was very interested in watching some dirty lesbian movie, but Jody seemed pretty happy about it and it was her house.

Jody's mobile home, I should say. It was one of those double-wide trailers planted in the middle of an old, run down trailer park near the highway. There wasn't much around it except warehouses and stuff like that, and the place wasn't very much like my neighborhood at all. Her house wasn't much like mine either, being kind of long and narrow. The living room was at the front, the kitchen in the middle sorta, and I guessed the bathroom and bedrooms and stuff were at the other end. I hadn't really gotten a tour or anything.

It was clean enough, I suppose, but just really cluttered mostly. Like nothing ever got thrown away, you know? There were old magazines everywhere, tools lying around, a desk with a computer on it and stacks of CDs and DVDs and computer books. There was a huge TV, one of those new flat screen ones, mounted on the wall and all kinds of stereo stuff. A big couch and a big recliner chair thing, like big enough for me and Jody both. The windows had drapes over them and the walls were fake wood paneling or something, so it was kinda dark and Jody turned on some table lamps.

"That's a pretty big TV," I said, sorta wondering why they'd have expensive stuff like that. I mean, like the computer and Jody's car, which was kinda old, but nice too. Why would they have that stuff and still live in a trailer park?

"My dad got it for us," Jody shrugged. "That's him..." there were pictures on the wall and Jody pointed at some fat guy with long, scraggly hair and a brown beard, " ... He gave me my car for my birthday. He thinks he's Santa Claus or something."

"Except younger," I giggled, thinking she meant how he looked. Her dad was smiling though, standing on a ship, I guessed, since there wasn't nothing but the ocean behind him.

"Heh!" Jody laughed too. "He just shows up like once a year and gives us something really cool and then takes off again. He's pretty abnormal."

"I guess so," I said. "Sounds like my uncles."

"Your uncles?"

"That's what I used to call my mom's boyfriends," I said. "Except they just buy stuff for my mom mostly."

"Oh yeah?"

"Yeah. Like my mom got a boob job from the last one."

"Really?"

"She shoulda asked him for a computer," I shrugged. "We don't even have one."

"It's all just junk," Jody shrugged too. "I hate him. Where's your dad at?"

"In the army," I said. "Is this your mom?"

"Yeah," Jody nodded as we looked at a picture of some woman who didn't really look like her daughter at all. She had red hair and a nice smile anyway. "She's okay, I guess. I hardly ever see her anyway, so that's cool."

"Your brother must be pretty cool."

"Kurt? Yeah. He's okay," Jody sat down on the sofa and was picking up a remote control. "He doesn't really hassle me or anything. Sit down over here. What kinda music do you like?"

"I dunno," I shrugged. "Whatever."

"We got like every song ever made," Jody grinned at me. "Shelly's a hacker."

"She is?" I sat down next to her and Jody was pushing buttons and the television came to life. "Who's Shelly?"

"Kurt's girlfriend," she said. "She works at Microsoft, so she knows how to steal everything from the internet ... How about Black Eyed Peas?"

"Yeah. They're cool," I agreed. "I thought you wanted to watch a movie?"

"Yeah," Jody grinned at me. "But porn music sucks."

"Oh." I giggled at that because I'd never watched porn in my life.

"Here we go. Yeah," Jody found what she was looking for. The music was cool and the television came to life, suddenly filled with some blonde girl making out with a Chinese girl in pig tails.

They were both amazingly cute, the blonde girl especially and she looked like she wasn't any older than me. She was lying on a bed, on a pillow and the other girl was on top of her and they were really going at it! Nothing but a lot of tongue and it was all like close-up, you know? God! They were both beautiful and I felt myself blushing even though the TV wasn't showing anything else. I didn't even know if they were naked or what, but that kissing was really intense. I mean, I wanted to look at it, but I sorta didn't want to look like I was totally interested either.

I'd never seen a porn movie before in my life and watching one with Jody, a girl I barely knew ... I was just suddenly nervous. Like what would she think about me if I was into that stuff? I mean, she knew I was gay and everything. We'd kissed in her kitchen and probably we were gonna kiss again, but ... I don't know. I guess it just didn't seem really normal, you know? I was uncomfortable right away with it and I sorta wished Jody would turn it off, except I didn't want to say that because then what would she think? And maybe I liked watching those two girls kiss anyway, because I sorta did, in a guilty, dirty way.

"You like it?" Jody asked me after a couple minutes and we hadn't been saying anything, which was really weird too. Like sitting silently, watching porn and drinking Kool-Aid? Yeah right!

"I don't know," I giggled nervously. "Um ... Maybe. Do you like it?"

"Yeah," she smiled at me. "But I'd rather do it, you know?"

"Oh, yeah," I nodded and then she laughed, which made my face get red.

"It's just a movie, Sam." Jody turned sideways on the couch, and reached for me, sorta tugging at me so I'd move closer. She put our glasses on a little end table under the lamp.

"Do they just kiss?" I wondered, because those girls had been kissing for like three minutes.

"Maybe," she shrugged as I sorta turned around so that I was leaning up against her with my legs stretched out on the sofa.

Jody had spread her legs around me, with her knees up, and it was comfortable to sorta put my arms around her thighs. My back was against her tummy and against her tits, my head just below her shoulder. Jody was only an inch or two taller than me, and not much heavier or anything. She put her arms around me, down my shoulders and across my breasts so that her hands were on my tummy. It was really comfortable and the TV was to our left, so I was looking that way.

"Oh!" I sorta laughed when the video changed, like the camera moved so we could see the two girls were naked. The Chinese girl was kneeling between the open legs of the blonde, and her pussy and butt and everything was right there. The other girl was grabbing the Chinese girl's ass with both hands, pulling her cheeks apart and I swallowed hard and blushed again. She had kind of a sexy butt, except I wasn't sure I needed to see her little pink butthole, and her oriental pussy looked fat, sorta puffy around her really tight slit.

That was about the time Jody's hands started moving a little higher and I was watching her fingers more than the movie. She was working them up and down slowly, kind of bunching my t-shirt up so her fingers could touch my bare tummy. I didn't stop her, I just licked my lips as my t-shirt went higher and higher. Jody wasn't going to stop either and it took a couple minutes, but finally the bottom of my tits were uncovered and Jody was touching them.

She cupped my breasts, gently this time, not grabbing my tits like she had in the kitchen, and that was better for me. I'd grown hot anyway, mostly from feeling sorta embarrassed watching that movie, but I was excited too. My boobs were tender and Jody's hands felt pretty great as she rubbed my skin and breathed in my ear. We didn't talk at all, just listened to the music and I didn't think she was watching the movie either.

Jody pulled her hands up, over my tits so that my t-shirt came up with them and my puffy nipples were exposed completely. I giggled and bit my lip as they felt icy cold for a second and then really hot when Jody started to rub them with her thumbs. She didn't do it hard either, just soft and slow, moving her thumbs around and around and I shifted a little, feeling the warmth in my pussy and I just had to move. I was relaxed and tense at the same time.

I looked at the television and those two girls were still making out. Maybe that's what the whole movie was about, I had no idea. They sure looked like they were in love though and the Chinese girl was rubbing her pussy against the blonde's whose pussy didn't have any hair at all on it. Their mounds would rub, maybe even their clits, I couldn't tell, but it looked really sexy and reminded me of Angie. We'd sorta done that, except we'd had our clothes on.

"I wanna do that with you," Jody whispered and I realized she was watching the movie too. "Do you like it?"

"Yeah," I breathed, trying to push Angie out of my head and Jody was holding my smallish tits in her hands, covering them completely and squeezing me.

We shouldn't have been doing that and I knew it. I mean, I was okay with being a lesbian, if that's what I was, but making out with Jody and letting her play with my tits? That was really fast and I didn't want to be like a slut or something, you know? I didn't want to just have sex with a girl five minutes after I met her and that's what this kinda felt like. I felt like Jody was a boy, kinda, and I was a girl and...

"Take this off," she suggested, tugging at my t-shirt. Jody wanted me to sit up so she could pull it over my head, but I put my hands on hers instead.

"Should we, um..." I turned my head so I could look at her, " ... go to your room or something?"

"Why?" Jody scrunched up her nose with a little smile. "This is cool, right? We can watch the movie and hang out here. Just take this off, okay?"

"But..." I sighed as she started pulling at my t-shirt again, " ... Jody, I just don't wanna go too fast, you know?"

"I know," she nodded and then kissed me on the mouth. "You're so pretty. It's okay, please? Just for a little bit," she whispered, kissing me again and her tongue licked between my lips. "Just take this off. It'll be better, alright?"

I wanted to say no, kinda, but I liked the way she kissed me. I'd never kissed anybody until Saturday and this was only Monday, but I liked it. Why couldn't we just kiss and stuff? Taking off my clothes right away seemed like too much, but Jody was doing it. She was smiling and telling me it was okay, and my shirt was over my tits already. Did it really make any difference if I took it all the way off?

Jody pulled my t-shirt up and I lifted my arms, sitting forward a little and then I was naked from the waist up. She tossed it behind her head and I shivered nervously when Jody's hands went to my naked breasts. She cupped them and pulled me back so she could hold me and kiss me some more. It wasn't so bad, I told myself, it was just my boobs and Jody was rubbing them nice for me.

"See?" she whispered a minute or two later. "You're beautiful. I love your tits, Sam."

We kissed some more and I was getting into it. I wasn't nervous after a few minutes, I was warm all over and I bit Jody's bottom lip, the way Angie liked to do it with me. I giggled and nibbled Jody's mouth and we were both breathing hard. Her hands were all over me and I held her legs tightly, moving my hands up and down and squeezing her through the soft denim.

I barely noticed when her right hand went lower, down to my soft tummy, and I liked that too. I felt her finger playing with my belly button and it made me giggle, breaking our kiss and panting for air. Jody was sucking at her bottom lip, the one I'd been chewing, and smiling at me. The movie was still playing and we watched it for a couple minutes while she rubbed my tits with one hand and played with my tummy with the other.

That was comfortable. I mean, I felt okay then, like I'd just had to get used to it or whatever. My skin tingled and my tummy was tight in a nice way, in the good way that meant I was really feeling like I wanted more. Kissing was so much fun and being told I was beautiful? I liked that too. I didn't think I would, you know? Like before, when someone would say stuff like that, I didn't care. But now I liked hearing it from Jody.

"You didn't really think I was a boy before..." I turned my head to see her eyes, " ... Did you?"

"Yeah!" she grinned at me. "I never looked at you before though. You were just some guy in an army jacket."

"Really?" I giggled.

"School just started last month anyway," Jody stuck her tongue out at me. "I woulda figured it out."

"Yeah," I sighed. "Everybody always does."

"Cause you're so hot!"

"Yeah right!" I laughed, but inside I kinda wanted to believe her. "I'm like anti-hot!"

"Fuck!" Jody rolled her eyes. "You just gotta get better clothes..."

"What's wrong with my clothes?"

" ... and like a little makeup?" Jody nodded her head. "You'd be the hottest girl in school."

"Shut-up!" I looked down at myself and watched her fingers playing with my nipple. "My boobs are too little, huh?"

"No!" Jody giggled. "God! Who told you that?"

"Nobody," I frowned and she brought her other hand up from my tummy so she could hold both of my tits, squeezing them and making me sigh because it did feel really good.

"I love your boobs," she whispered. "I wanna fuck your boobs."

"What?" I gasped and laughed and turned red. "You're so weird, Jody!"

"Yeah," she shrugged. "That's what everybody says."

"Me too," I sighed. "Everybody says I'm weird."

"You should really freak them out."

"How?"

"Wear a dress," Jody giggled. "Get like a little mini-skirt thing and some stockings or whatever..."

"Oh God!"

" ... some high heels and a really sexy top," she was teasing me and I laughed at her. "Make yourself really hot and show them you're not afraid of anything."

"I'm not afraid."

"Yeah you are!"

"I am not!" I frowned at her. "I'm just ... me."

"You're a girl though."

"So? My girlfriend likes the way I look anyway," I told Jody. "She calls me her boyfriend."

"Yeah, but..." Jody was frowning too, " ... I'm just saying you can be my girlfriend and still be a girl, you know?"

"I don't want to be a girl," I sighed, but maybe I was just saying that because Jody had made me kinda mad. "I'm not hiding either."

"Sorry," Jody let go of my tits, or maybe she already had and I just hadn't noticed. "I just thought..."

"Thought what?" I asked, trying not to be mad because I wasn't even sure what we were arguing about. Probably I just wanted to be mad because she made me feel like a girl, you know? Jody kinda made me feel like I wanted to be a girl. Sorta. That was brand new for me and I wasn't sure what it meant.

"I thought you were like me," she shrugged. "Like tired of being somebody else all the time."

"What does that mean?"

"Nothing," she sighed. "Forget it."

"I don't even know what you're talking about," I pouted and I was really confused right then. She'd made me mad, you know? And I didn't even know why. Josh did the same thing to me sometimes and I hated it. I didn't want to be mad at her. I didn't know what I wanted, that's why I was mad.

We didn't say anything and that stupid movie was still on the TV, those two hot girls making out like a big asteroid was coming. The Chinese girl was sucking the blonde's puffy tits and they were touching each other all over. Jody held me, sorta, her hands were on my tummy, but that's all. I kinda wanted to get up and find my shirt, but I didn't want to make it seem like I totally hated her or whatever. I didn't. I liked Jody, I just didn't understand what she was saying.

Or maybe I just didn't want to. I was trying to find a really good reason for being a boy. Like the best reason in the world so I could make Jody understand, but all my reasons seemed kinda dumb. There wasn't any reason, except I was just trying to be me, but I was a girl, so I wasn't even trying to be me ... Was I? God! That sounded stupid and I just sat there not saying anything, letting Jody hold me and trying to figure out what we were doing.

"Are you mad?" I asked her after five minutes or something.

"Kinda," she said. "Are you?"

"Yeah. Kinda."

I'd turned my head so I could look at her and when Jody started to smile, I started smiling too. I didn't want to be mad and neither did she.

"I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry too," Jody told me and for a second we just looked at each other and then she kissed me.

She kissed me again after that one and I opened my mouth for her tongue. It was like we wanted to prove we weren't mad anymore and we were making out seriously again. Even more seriously than we'd been before, you know? Jody's hands found my tits again and I moaned into her mouth, kinda arching my back so she'd really grab them hard.

I'd calmed down a lot while we'd talked. While we'd been mad, but as soon as I felt Jody's fingers digging into my aching breasts, it was like it never happened. I got a super rush all of a sudden and I wanted her so bad. I shouldn't have gotten mad. Kissing Jody was so nice. God! I licked inside her mouth and she sorta sucked my tongue and I was instantly hot all over.

She kissed better than Angie did, I swear. I mean, Angie kissed nice and she knew how to do it, but Jody was like an expert! I can't describe it, but probably you know what I mean if you've ever kissed somebody like that. Like her tongue knew right where to go and her lips were perfect for kissing! She'd tickle and tease me and I was trying to do it too. Sometimes she'd kiss me rough, like she had at first. Aggressive, you know? But she could slow it down too, being gentle and soft and making me melt. Jody could do anything she wanted and it was all good for me.

"God, Jody!" I giggled and caught my breath. "You kiss really good, I just want you to know that."

"Heh!" she laughed and nodded. "I had a lot of practice."

"With who?"

"My boyfriends," she shrugged.

"Oh." I'd kinda forgotten she even had one of those. "Boyfriends? How many do you have?"

"Just one," Jody told me, sliding her hands down to my tummy nice and slow. "But I had some before him."

"And you never liked them?" I asked and for some reason I felt kinda jealous. Maybe. Like I wished she'd never had a boyfriend in her life.

"I liked them," she said. "I just never really liked kissing them and stuff."

"So why'd you do it?"

"Cause everybody told me that's what girls do," Jody giggled. "I wanted to be normal or something."

"Yeah," I nodded. "I think that's kinda like me."

"This feels normal though," she decided, kissing me again just to prove it and I wasn't gonna disagree! I didn't feel bad about kissing a girl at all, at least not while I was doing it.

Jody's hands went lower and her fingers were sliding under the waistband of my pants, and I didn't stop her. Maybe because we were making out and everything, but no, I wanted her to do it. I got that funny feeling in my tummy, like I was scared, but I wasn't. Her hands felt good everywhere they went and I just wanted more.

"Ohhh uh..." I giggled as Jody's fingers started to undo the button at the top of my cargo pants.

"I never did it with a girl," she giggled too.

"Me neither," I said, looking down as Jody unzipped me. "Um ... Not like that, I mean."

"What do you do with your girlfriend?"

"Just kiss and stuff," I told her, lifting my butt and Jody leaned into my back as she pushed my pants down my thighs.

She couldn't reach all the way, so I sort of brought my knees up and kicked my feet a little and finally got my pants over my socks. I pushed them off the sofa and onto the floor and I wasn't totally sure I should have been doing this. I mean, I wanted to. I thought Jody was seriously cute, but it was like ten o'clock in the morning or something and I'd known her for like two hours maybe, and I was watching some porn movie and getting naked, and...

"Take off everything," she told me, laughing softly and pushing my boxers down my hips. "Lift up again."

"Oh! I don't know, um..." I was going to chicken out.

I hadn't even gotten naked with Angie! Jody was kissing my ear, blowing into it and that tickled, but it felt good too. I wasn't laughing or anything either. I was hot all over and breathing hard. Her thumbs were in the waistband of my shorts and I was lifting my butt again, feeling that weird thrill of being scared and nervous and excited all at once. I wanted to have sex with her; I was just frightened of it for some reason.

"It's okay," she whispered. "You're beautiful. I love you."

"Do you?" I asked her, biting my lip and my boxers went down quickly, easily, and I was lifting my knees again to help her.

"God, yeah!" Jody kissed my cheek and then my mouth. "I just want to show you."

"I'm scared," I whispered back and then smiled, giggling nervously and blushing because I sounded like a little girl or something.

"Me too," she breathed, stretching her arms out and pushing my underwear down far enough that I could kick them off. I held her legs the whole time, nestled tightly between Jody's thighs. I only let her go so that I could get my socks off, since they looked pretty silly all by themselves and then I was totally naked.

My pussy was naked and Jody could reach it too, and she did. I turned my face because I really wanted to kiss her all of a sudden. My heart was pounding and I was trembling with nervous energy. I could barely breathe and she was holding me and I just needed to be kissed. Like that would make it okay, you know? God! I was nervous and I really hoped I knew what I was doing, because I knew I didn't.

I reached up with my left hand, digging my fingers into her thick, auburn hair and holding Jody's mouth to mine. It was awkward and kind of uncomfortable turning my head that way, and I'd been doing it a lot, but it was so nice when my tongue went into her mouth. I found Jody's tongue and licked it, flicked at it sorta, and just touched her all over inside. A few seconds later she chased my tongue into my mouth and we did it there, back and forth and in between.

Her hand was on my pussy too. The whole time we kissed, Jody was touching my bare naked pussy and nobody had ever done that before. She rubbed the soft part at the top, the little swell where all my pubic hair was, and I didn't even think about it when her hand went lower. I opened my legs and my clit thrummed and throbbed and burned. She was rubbing it for me, moving her fingertips around the top of my slit, and massaging my clit so nice that my hips were moving by themselves.

"Mmmph..." I groaned softly and broke our kiss when I felt one of her fingers split my small pussy lips.

"You're really little," Jody breathed and I didn't think she knew that she was touching my hymen.

"Stop for a second," I said, kinda panting the words. "You're gonna break it."

"What?" She kissed my neck as I looked down to see her hand. Jody's fingers were just sort of rubbing around my pussy, but not really in it or anything. She was making me shiver because it felt so good.