Chapter 35

Over the next two week, I noticed some small changes. The first was that Brenda and I seemed closer than before and although we did not stay with each other, I found that I could feel her and Jimmy’s presence through the day. When I thought about it, I concentrated on Doris and Dad and found that I could feel them as well. Twice, Dad and I slipped into the Off World and each time he filled my mouth and my slit with his seed. The second time it was so much that I feared it would travel back with me!

Mike took no notice of me and seemed to have affections only for a girl who was new to our school and not at all shy. I did over hear him asking Mrs. Connor to help him with his math homework and knew that, unknowingly, he was obeying my instructions.

I also noticed a new awareness of the people around me. I seemed to sense their passions – as if their most private desires were a perfume about their person. Doris explained that I was discovering the auras of the people around and perceiving it as scent. She schooled me to pay close attention to these scents but not to act on them except with my sisters or others I knew well. It was difficult for their passions awoke passions in me and many times a day, I found myself in the restroom releasing my pent-up frustrations.