Chapter 385: D-Cup's Initial Orders

Monday, July 2, 2007 (Continued)

I carried Nevaeh out to the spa pool beside our swimming pool. It was landscaped and shielded for privacy, but Nevaeh showed no hint of modesty about being outside, not even in proximity. Julia, Ava and I were also naked, as would Carol be when she arrived after getting the drinks, but Nevaeh's acceptance was still impressive. The Nevaeh of twelve hours ago would've fought tooth and nail to avoid it. I complimented her, "We're outside and you're naked, Nevaeh. You've got a much healthier attitude to your body now."

"I trust you. No, that's not a good answer. I do trust you, but even better is that I can SEE that you're right. You've all got wonderful attitudes to bodies. I like being naked with all of you because it feels better emotionally. I feel safe and closer to you, and I can tell that it's the right thing to do."

"Exactly right. You're trusting us by showing us your body, and we're trusting you by showing you ours, and unsurprisingly, that builds trust. That's a VERY good basis to grow a friendship from. You're very sensitive to it now so it's having a large impact on you. After a while you'll get used to being naked with us and the emotional impact won't be so obvious, but it will always be a good thing. Clothes are an emotional barrier as well as being a physical one."

"You're VERY wise."

"Not really. It's just that I've spent HUNDREDS of hours working out good-sounding excuses for why pretty girls should take their clothes off around me."

"Haha, {groan}. I wish you weren't so funny."

#31: <She's unusual, because people hardly ever wish for that.>

Once we were settled into the pool, with Nevaeh cuddled on my lap, I resumed, "The next item on the agenda was something I called 'Initial Orders'. Those are orders that I want to give you immediately, Nevaeh."

"Oh."

"I'll start with one I know you understand fully already: 'I order you to live those parts of your life that don't overlap with my life as you would have had you not met me.' That means still going to church, not getting angry there, and things like that."

"I understand. I should be fine."

"I agree. I'll use that order to illustrate a couple of things though. I'm not a lawyer so I don't want to make all of my orders to you into some sort of long-winded, cover-every-possibility instruction. Apart from anything else, you'd never remember them. I'm relying on you to be sensible about understanding what I mean, and then doing your best to comply."

"I was assuming that anyway. Anything else wouldn't work."

"Good. I'm glad you're so sensible as well as gorgeous."

Nevaeh smiled happily.

Julia instructed, "Give him a thank-you kiss, sweetie."

Nevaeh was VERY happy to do so, not needing any more prompting.

After our passionate kiss, when Nevaeh's attention returned to normal, Julia added, "An important part of your serving Mark doesn't require him to give you specific orders. Your job includes making him happy. Try to do nice things for him. If you're sitting on his lap and he compliments you, giving him a kiss is an easy example. I'm sure you haven't, but let's say you had a bikini at home that was as sexy as the one that's lying on floor inside. You'd wear it next time you came here, to give Mark a nice surprise. I'm assuming you're smart enough to have noticed that Mark likes seeing you in sexy bikinis."

"Haha, oww! You're all too cruel! I was smart enough to notice that, but not smart enough not to laugh."

"I'm glad you're smart. Being nice to Mark is very important for you, otherwise you won't be in his life for long."

"I think I want to be in his life forever. It's scary because I've got a feeling that it's going to be a very big life, but I think it would make me happier than anything else that could ever happen to me. It's okay for me to say that, isn't it? I'm not trying to be jealous or take him away from you; I just want to be here too."

"We understand, sweetie. We all want to be in his life forever. Mark is so wonderful that everybody who gets to know him wants that..."

#5: <Julia's rose-tinted glasses in action again.>

" ... It's fine for you to want it and say it. It's even better if you try to make it true, by being as good as you possibly can for him."

"I WILL! This is the most important thing that's ever happened to me..."

"Or ever will," corrected Julia.

"I'll say! I was sitting right beside Mark when he was arguing with God. With GOD! And ABOUT ME! Nothing as huge as that is ever going to happen in the rest of my life. I know he doesn't want me to, but I'd give up everything else in my life just to spend my life around him, trying to do everything I could for him."

"Good girl," agreed Julia.

I gave Nevaeh an encouraging squeeze (you should show appreciation when girls have that attitude to you) while I resumed, "I was saying that I won't phrase my orders like a lawyer. It's important to me that you run your life well, so I'll give another example based on my first order. I ordered you to live your life as if I hadn't come along. Next Sunday you would normally go to church, but let's say you're still far too emotional and you know that if you went you'd be certain to explode in some way." Nevaeh was about to object, which I cut off with a squeeze and by saying, "It's just an example. I don't believe it'll happen either." She subsided.

^-- "If you followed my order literally, you'd force yourself to go to church because that's what you would've done if you hadn't met me. But I certainly wouldn't want you to go there if there's a danger of your exploding. Obviously I'd want you to find some excuse not to go. To say you were sick, or something, even though that's not what you would've done if you hadn't met me."

"I understand. The only thing that worries me is that God may think I've disobeyed one of your orders if I do it a way that I think is best?"

"That's a smart question. I hadn't thought of it before but it's very easy to answer. You've got NOTHING to worry about because God is VERY understanding. He created mankind, for goodness sake, so He understands us very, very well. I'm sure He won't even mind if you fail to carry out one of my orders, just so long as you tried to the best of your ability."

"He won't? Are you sure?"

"I'm positive, sweetie. I've dealt with Him long enough to understand that very clearly. He's not like religious people paint Him, as some sort of dictatorial, must-be-instantly-obeyed, judgmental authority from on-high. That's what priests want to be themselves, so they lie by saying that's what God is. You saw the text message He sent to make you lose your fear of Him..."

"Oh yeah. I forgot about that."

"He's an easy-going, relaxed, good guy. He lets mankind do its thing without interfering at all, the way Archangel Michael described."

"I don't know what the Archangel said. Mom and Dad wouldn't let us watch TV whenever he came on."

"OF COURSE they wouldn't, he was ONLY an Archangel from GOD! Good grief! The close-mindedness of some people constantly amazes me. We've got copies of CNN's tapes here, sweetie. If not this visit, then next time I'll take you through them and show you all the important parts."

#13: <We'd better skip the bits that talk about there not being a Heaven or Hell in case it makes her oath ineffective, unless we can think of some other equally simple-minded, unbelievable, carrot and stick.>

"Thank you. I'm sorry my parents are such bad people..."

"I wouldn't go that far. They were given wrong information, and I imagine they grew up going to church so they've been brainwashed into having wrong ideas. They're victims, just like you were heading toward being. You were very proud of remaining a virgin, for example. The worst you can accuse them of is being fooled, and the church has had hundreds of years' practice at fooling people."

"Thank you, Mark. I feel much better about them now."

"You're welcome. They made you, so there has to be a great deal of good in them too."

"Time for another kiss," declared Julia. Nevaeh was on it.

When I got my mouth back, "Okay, so you understand the order-giving process now, and I've given you the one about living your life normally. The next order is easy, 'Nevaeh, I order you to obey Julia, Carol and Ava as if they were me.' Do you understand what that means?"

"I have to do what they say too?"

"Very much. If they order you to do something, it's the same as me ordering you. I know it scares you, but I'll even point out that if you disobeyed them, then I would have to punish you, or God would."

"Oh. Now I've got to obey four people? I've got four owners?"

"Yep." I put on a stern voice, "So - young lady - if Julia orders you to kiss me again, you'll have to obey."

"I think I'd do that anyway."

"I think you would too. I was just making you relax. I've given my girls authority over you because they understand me and what's going on around me pretty well. It's possible that something might happen that requires that you be given an order when I'm not around. It might even be an emergency, so I want all of my girls to be able to force you to do what they know is the right thing."

"That's a good idea. Thank you."

"It's not entirely for your benefit, sweetie. My girls are putting a lot of effort into helping you as much as possible - which I'm VERY appreciative of, thank you Julia, Carol and Ava..."

"You're welcome," (or the equivalent) x 3.

" ... But here's something else for you to think about, Nevaeh. They can give you orders for other things too. You are very beautiful and all of my girls like having sex with girls, so they can order you to have sex with them."

"Oh."

"I think I probably will," said Carol, very intelligently.

"Oh boy."

#5: <No boys involved this time.>

Nevaeh gave her lips a small lick while looking at Carol.

#22: <That's a promising sight.>

#8: <I think she's recalling the memory of Carol sitting on her face. What's far better is the small tinge of lust in her proximity.>

I said, "Carol, you'll be pleased to know that Nevaeh is feeling some lust toward you at the moment."

Nevaeh twitched, then turned to look me in the face.

Carol said, "Good. In that case I will DEFINITELY be having sex with you soon, Nevaeh."

Nevaeh had turned back to look at Carol, and her lust had jumped fivefold by the time Carol finished speaking.

Ava added, "I think I'll have sex with you too. You're very beautiful."

Julia saying, "Goody. Lots more good sex for all of us."

"Oh boy! 'Specially 'more sex' for me. I never had any before, and now with four of you. My life is changing so much I can't believe it!"

^-- Nevaeh turned to me, saying, "When you said I was feeling lust for Carol, you knew, didn't you?"

"Yep, and that when Carol said that she'd definitely be having sex with you soon, your lust jumped much higher. It's not strong lust yet, but it's the first time you've consciously felt lust for a girl since you've been here, so it's an important step toward your rediscovering your bisexuality."

"How can you tell things like that?"

"I'm just extremely good at reading people. It's a skill that some people are better at than others, like professional poker players, for example." I watched a Texas Hold'em poker tournament on TV a year ago, amused by the idea of my playing it, and it wouldn't have been my opponents' emotions that I would have been reading. "There are many skills that people have that I can do extraordinarily well, such as swimming..."

"And sex," added Ava. My other girls heartily endorsing the addition.

" ... Swimming, sex and reading people. I can even read that Carol is the only one of my girls that you have any lust for, and..."

"Umm. I'm sorry Julia and Ava. I think you're..."

Julia interrupted, "Nevaeh, you've got nothing to apologize for. We'd never blame you for what your honest feelings are."

I added, "You also don't need to apologize because I know it's only temporary. You're reacting to Carol first only because she sat on your face first - 'sat on your face' is an expression that means she offered you her pussy to lick. You'll soon be finding Julia and Ava sexually attractive too, as well as other girls. We have a great deal of sex around here. It depends on how often you can visit, but you're bound to be involved in quite a lot of it."

"Oh boy. Um, what about other boys? Will you make me have sex with your friends?"

#4: <Not that it matters, but she's feeling some lust at that idea.>

"I'm sorry to disappoint you, but there won't be any other boys."

#14: <I agree. We could easily order her to share, and God knows the guys would cut off their right balls to get the rest of their anatomy into use with her, but we don't want to share her, do we?>

#All: <No.>

"I'm not disappointed Mark. I was worried that..."

"Nevaeh, you keep forgetting that I can tell what you're feeling. You felt some lust at the idea of my making you have sex with other boys."

"Argh, I did too. I don't mean to lie, it's just..."

"It's a reflex for you to deny things that don't make you seem squeaky clean, and I've a feeling that most of the denial is aimed at yourself because you've been taught that you shouldn't have lust for boys. You're saying those denials without thinking, just out of a bad habit. Amusingly, a bad habit to avoid seeming bad." No one else thought it was very amusing, but artists are often not appreciated during their lifetimes. "Have I described it correctly?"

"Better than I would have. It must be amazing to see right through people the way you can. How can you put up with all the bad people?"

"First, my reading people doesn't work that way. I can sense your lust, but that's not saying anything about your being good or bad. If you were a 50-year old man lusting after a 5-year old boy, then I'd be worried, but even then it's not a bad thing if it's never acted on..."

"But that's SICK!"

#6: <We can use this as an intro into inappropriate lust inside the family, to see what her feelings are about that.>

"We're getting into an area of morality that I'm not knowledgeable about so I could easily give you wrong answers. I'm VERY busy learning the lessons I need to learn in my life, and fortunately my life doesn't have those sorts of problems in it. I've never read any books on the issues of sexual morality, have never talked to professionals in the field, and it's never come up between me and the angel or God," I couldn't resist ending, "because they obviously don't have ANYTHING to do with my sex-life."

Nevaeh didn't notice my joke, but all three of my girls did and then tried to stifle their reactions, and Nevaeh noticed their efforts. She looked at them with curiosity.

Julia answered, "Ha-ha Mark. They got Nevaeh for you!"

"So they did. I'm EXTREMELY embarrassed by this confession, Nevaeh, and PLEASE don't tell any other boys that I said this, and I BEG you to forgive me, but most of the time I'm thinking of you, I'm not thinking about sex. There! I've said it. I feel so ASHAMED." I even hung my head with shame, to prove it.

The girls, Nevaeh included, laughed. In Nevaeh case, she added a small groan when her stomach muscles hurt her.

I added, "It's ridiculous to think that God and the angel pushed Nevaeh into my life just so I can have sex with her. Obviously I will, especially once she's had a few days to recover. HUGE amounts of sex! Over and over again! In all the bedrooms, in the living room, in the kitchen, in the shower, and ALL over the house! In the spa pool, in the swimming pool, on the ground BETWEEN the spa and swimming pools. In all the private areas around our property, on the back of every one of Donna's horses, in the greenhouse among the smells of so many flowers. Even sliding down the zip-line although I'll have to be much faster than normal. And if the angel cooperates, three thousand feet in the air above our home, like we did last night."

"Wow! That'd be incredible."

I hadn't planned on her interrupting, but I could use that, "I think so too, but please don't interrupt me when I'm in the middle of explaining why I don't often think about having sex with you."

Nevaeh was too busy being ready to apologize, but my girls - who knew me a GREAT deal better - started laughing. Nevaeh quickly joined in.

I protested over top of their laughs, "But I'm only HALFWAY through my answer! You have to wait to hear ALL of it first. I'm pure! HONEST I am!"

When they calmed down, I said, "Okay, I'll admit that the thought of having sex with Nevaeh MIGHT'VE crossed my mind ONCE or TWICE, but mainly I've been wondering why she is in my life. In all seriousness - for a change - I'm very responsible for Nevaeh now, so I have to spend time thinking about what the right thing to do with her is. Apart from all the sex, I mean; that's a VERY right thing! Yippee!"

I got some more kisses from Nevaeh. She must've thought I'd complimented her.

I said, "Back before I was accused of having a one-track mind - which, by the way, is entirely incorrect. I've got at least THREE tracks. I've got my three favorite girlfriends here, and I'm thinking of having sex with all of you."

#15: <Very clever. All four girls know they were included in the three.>

#21: <Plus Julia is impressed by our ability to be sneaky.>

#23: <Plus Nevaeh is very excited.>

"Am I REALLY one of your favorites Mark? But you've had DOZENS of girlfriends, and I didn't know how to do anything.

^-- I was just about to open my mouth to answer, when Nevaeh thought of more. She cut me off to add, "And you only met me a few hours ago. You didn't even know me yesterday. I'm only sixteen and I'm very inexperienced. You must've met lots of girls much more sophisticated than me."

#7: <What would you rather snuggle up with: sophistication, or D-Cup's perfect D-cups?>

#9: <Can I pick two out of three?>

"I've had dozens of LOVERS, Nevaeh, but far fewer girlfriends, but that's off the topic. I read people very quickly, so even though I haven't known you long, I bet I know you better than Peter Harrison does."

"Peter who? {Giggle}."

#2: <Can you imagine Peter's situation. He spent several lustful years with Nevaeh as she matured into the goddess she is now. He sees her stripped naked one day, then {poof}, she's out of his life. The poor bastard.>

#9: <If I wasn't so busy being gloriously happy, I'd feel sorry for him.>

"I think you just complimented me, so I'd better give you a kiss before Julia tells me." Nevaeh was on it. She was overly eager to spend as much time as possible on our kisses without consideration for her making my other girls wait for the conversation to resume, but there are worse faults big-titted girls could have, such as not letting me own them, so I forgave her for now. We'd fine-tune her awareness of group politeness on another occasion.

^-- "A while ago, Nevaeh asked me how I can put up with all the bad people, and I was explaining that most people's emotions aren't bad or good, they're just emotions which are often not acted on. For some reason lust was the first example that came to mind and I talked about a 50-year old man lusting after a 5-year old boy, which Nevaeh said was sick and I absolutely agree with her. I was explaining how I don't have any knowledge about judging people's sexual morality, but what I do have is a great deal of experience at reading people. To carry on using lust as my example, I've been in many public locations where I've sensed people feeling what I'll call 'inappropriate lust'. You were right to condemn the example I gave, but the trouble is that every time I go out into the public I see a very large number of other lusts that should be condemned too.

^-- "If a pretty 10- or 11-year old girl, dressed in a short skirt and tight top walks down the street in the middle of town, a lot of the guys notice and feel lust. Usually not much of it, but they do feel some, especially because some girls that age wear clothes that'd be sexy on teenage girls. Women sometimes feel lust for young boys, and there's often same-sex lust too. You'd be surprised how much of that there is. When you walk down a street Nevaeh, at least 15% of the women who see you will feel lust for you."

"Really? That's a LOT!"

"I'm assuming you're wearing your normal clothes. If you wore one of Carol's nicer outfits, then about 40% of the women would lust after you."

"WOW! I had no idea so many women were like that."

#16: <Nor did I. Good job, whoever's talking.>

"AND if we dressed you in VERY sexy clothes, we could probably get the result up to 60%. Many of the passive 40% might be in bad moods or have other reasons not to desire anyone at the moment, so the 60% who would lust after you is actually understated. Bisexual attraction is FAR more common than you think because nearly all of those people refuse to act on their feelings. They repress them, sometimes so well they refuse to be consciously aware of them, just like happened to you. So there is a sadly large number of people who are cutting themselves off from experiences they would enjoy, just because the church has made everyone swallow a bunch of lies about how evil different types of sex are."

"That's horrible!"

"Yes it is. The church hierarchy plays their power-games to control people, and they don't care about the unhappiness and harm they cause. That's mostly because they believe they're right, but it's still very wrong of them to impose their opinions of morality onto other people.

^-- "Girls your age VERY commonly have bisexual interest. Probably about 75 or 80% of girls would enjoy have a sexual relationship with a girlfriend. Unfortunately only about 25% of girls do..."

"25%! That's a lot more than I thought. I thought maybe 1%."

"Girls have to keep it secret because there'd be too much social condemnation. You think 25% is high, but I think it's terribly low. It should be 80%! Girls your age would benefit considerably from being able to freely and openly have bisexual relationships. It'd help them learn a lot more about their bodies, relationships, how to make friendships richer and deeper, and lots of other good aspects. It'd also let them have sexual relationships which weren't totally one-sided, with the guy pushing for more and more sex all the time, and the girl trying to fend him off."

"That's what Peter was like. His hands were ALWAYS wandering and he kept begging me for more. He was getting to be a big nuisance."

#25: <No wonder! He must've been jacking himself raw after every date with Nevaeh. Can you imagine how frustrating dates to the Aquatic Center must've been for the poor bastard.>

#21: <He should send us a "Thank You" note for making his life easier.>

"You and EVERY other pretty girl have that problem. But if two girls were in a relationship there wouldn't be any of that unending aggressiveness. They could relax and be themselves far easier. It'd be much easier for the girls to find deep friendship with each other because all their time together wouldn't be a sexual combat."

"Wow. You're right. I never thought about it in that way. You make me want to have a girlfriend."

"MORE girlfriends! Aren't these three enough for you already?"

"I forgot! Are you really going to be my girlfriends?"

"If you're Mark's girlfriend then you're our girlfriend," answered Julia. "You've already seen that. We share when we're in bed, and we share when we're out of bed, like the four of us going on shopping trips together."

"I'm going to LOVE being with you!"

#14: <I don't think we need to put any more effort into encouraging her bisexuality.>

#All: <Agreed.>

#15: <There's still brother-sister sex to check out yet.>

I said, "I've a very good feeling that we're going to enjoy your company too, Nevaeh, although I must admit that I'm getting very worried about how much Julia is going to enjoy it.

^-- "I was trying to list inappropriate lusts that I've seen in public and we somehow got diverted into bisexuality, so I'll go back to other lusts I've seen. As far as I can tell, boys between about twelve and sixteen feel lust for EVERYTHING, nearly all of which is inappropriate. But I'm sure you don't need to be told what young teenage boys are like."

"Haha, no. They're all over me, even the boys at church, who should know better."

#12: <Don't waste time correcting that. She's already converted to our attitude, she just can't break the habits yet and that mistake doesn't matter to us.>

#All: <Agreed.>

"Then there are unusual lust situations like mothers who're breast-feeding their babies. It's quite common for them to feel some sexual stimulation from that. Pregnant women are another source of inappropriate lust because quite a few guys get turned on by pregnant woman, and some pregnant women feel surges of lust for all sorts of people because their hormones are all over the place.

^-- "Inside families is another place society considers inappropriate for lust. There are two people I know who're in their 30s and who're brother and sister. They have so much lust for each other that I'm sure they must have discovered it. I can tell they're not lovers though, which is a huge pity because their feelings for each other are so strong." I'd made that up to see if Nevaeh felt revulsion. Happily she didn't.

^-- "There are sibling pairs like that at every age. Usually not with the strong emotions of the two I'm thinking of, but still with some of what society would consider inappropriate lust. Is there anything at all wrong with two siblings in their 40s being lovers? What about if they were in their 20s? Or teenage siblings lovers?" There was no sign of a negative emotional reaction from Nevaeh, which was great.

^-- "You know Donna's been talking about maybe having sex with me when she's eighteen. Everyone inside our two families knows about it, and even a few people outside, although not many because society thinks it's 'inappropriate'. But anyone who knows Donna and me would have to be insane to think there was anything wrong in the love we have for each other."

#4: <That's nice, Nevaeh's feeling some pride. Presumably for our being so loving toward Donna.>

"You saw Carol and me in bed and having sex with Julia and Ava in various combinations. Most people would condemn that, but you didn't see anything bad, did you?"

"I think you're WONDERFUL together. I've never seen any family where there's so much love between the kids. You keep referring to Carol, Julia and Ava as 'my girls.' You don't treat Carol as less than your girlfriends. When you were having sex, you never tried to hurry Carol up or intrude on what she was doing. You and she share perfectly, even during sex, which you're right about society being upset about. It was wonderful to see. I'm glad you let me lie on the bed and watch. Thank you for that."

"You're welcome."

"You're trusting me a lot. My parents think you're evil because you have sex with two girls at once. I'd NEVER tell them, but if they knew Carol was having sex with you - not WITH you, but you know what I mean don't you?"

"Sure: what you saw us doing."

"Yeah. If my parents knew about that, they'd be denouncing you in church with terrible language. They'd call Child Protective Services and all the people at church would be demanding your arrest. They'd be Crusading for it."

A couple of years ago we'd all been extremely scared of Carol and me being found out. [[The parents hadn't been so worried. They'd oversold the need for caution to us kids. Apparently they'd thought that teenagers might have trouble controlling their sexual activities.]] These days we're considerably less worried about it. I'd only been resurrected for a month now and we'd not had a serious discussion about the issue, but I was sure no one was worried. It'd be best if news of Carol and my relationship didn't get out, but if it did we had an unlimited legal budget and a Guardian Angel. People would find it a GREAT deal harder to cause us trouble than they would have a couple of years ago. Trying to separate Carol and me would be downright dangerous for them, and after a very painful warning or two, I'm sure people would stop trying.

The important point from the recent conversation was that I hadn't detected any negative reaction from Nevaeh to the thought of my being sexual with Donna or Carol. I hadn't confronted the issue head-on with her, but I was comfortable enough not to need to investigate much further. I'd discuss it with my girls after Nevaeh left, but my feeling is that Nevaeh thought it was impossible for us to do anything that was morally wrong or unloving.