Chapter 130: Katelin's Prize is Delivered

Tuesday, April 26, 2005 (Continued)

Julia hung around long enough to say, "I think I should leave you to it for this one. Besides, I need to keep an eye on Andrew to stop him trying to sneak back in, haha," which Julia said loud enough for Andrew to hear. "I'll talk with Katelin too. Just send Ava down when you've finished, and I'll send Katelin up. Be quick, as we're running late."

The last instruction was silly, as by now Ava had pushed me onto my back, undone my pants, pulled them and my shorts down, straddled me, pulled her panties to the side, and had slid herself down onto me. My cock had been waving in the air before Prof's back was out of sight through the doorway, so I don't know how much quicker Julia wanted me to be. Technically I hadn't actually done anything more than allowed myself to be pushed flat, but I'd done it REALLY quickly.

Ava must have assumed Julia's "be quick" instruction applied to her too, because she didn't just sit around. One hand held her panties to the side, and the other frigged her clit, while she rocked and rolled all over my rod.

Two minutes of lying motionless on my back later, Ava had her orgasm, and I congratulated myself for yet another satisfied customer. I really was getting very good at this sex stuff.

After a few seconds Ava asked, "Can we do it again?"

I wasn't sure there was much "we" involved, but my opinion was still, "Sure, sweetie. If you're fairly quick. By the way, you don't have to muffle your voice when you cum. This room's soundproof, so you can scream as loud as you want."

Ava just nodded, as she was bent forward to look at her pussy and my cock, while she raised and lowered herself on me.

She was less frenetic this time, so I finally did something to help, reaching up and caressing her breasts through her dress.

"Oh yes!"

My doing so reminded me of the breast rubbing sex game, and there was certainly no reason not to talk with her about it, especially as it certainly hadn't reduced her arousal last time! I was very curious to untangle several things: whether or not Ava was bisexual, whether Carol could play games with her (which I was very eager to happen, provided both girls did), and more about her attitude about incest. I asked, "Would you like it if Julia was behind you, rubbing your breasts?"

"Oh yes. I like you rubbing them too. That's wonderful."

It was also not where I wanted to be going with this conversation. "Good. I'm very happy that you like sex with me. I REALLY like it with you. But what..."

"You like sex with me?"

I nearly said she was my third favorite, as Julia had done, but feared that she'd ask me for the names of numbers one and two. It was way too early for that! Instead I said, "Ava, you are one of the very best. You're GREAT at sex!"

"Goody. I'm glad you like me. But I'm not as good as you; you're SUPER!"

"I'd MUCH RATHER have sex with you than with myself." Ava giggled at that. I congratulated myself because when a girl is impaled on your cock is an EXCELLENT time to make her giggle, especially because it's already an excellent time even before she giggles.

^-- I got back to my thread. Having established that Ava would like Julia rubbing her, I needed to check it applied to other girls rather than just Julia, "Would you like it if Carol was behind you, rubbing your breasts?"

"I'd rather have you do it."

I don't know whether you've noticed this or not, but sometimes it's not easy talking to girls. I tried again, "I mean do you think having Carol rubbing you is sexy?" I was also curious to see whether Ava would comment on the incestuousness of the situation, but suspected she wouldn't.

"It would be now. I'm very turned on." I haven't been describing it, but there was plenty more of the rocking and rolling going on. We were having a great time!

"What about any other girl? Would you like other girls to be rubbing your breasts and pinching your nipples. Maybe a different girl on each side. Maybe even their leaning down and sucking your naked nipples."

I had extended the question, beyond the first specific image because I could see the answer: Ava thought it was an excellent idea. To make absolutely sure that Ava didn't have Julia in her imagination, I picked a couple of names that Ava would know, and said, "How would you like it if I got Lily and Pat to suck on your nipples? They would, if I asked them to."

"Oh yes! I'd LOVE that! I wish they were here now." Her hips sped up considerably, provided an excellent confirmation.

I was starting to have the first inklings of a suspicion that Ava might, just possibly, be a little bit bisexual. So why had she denied it?

"So you are into girls?"

Ava shook her head, although that could have had a different cause since she was getting very aroused by now. She managed to answer, "No."

I was stumped for a second, or five. One of my minds grasped at a straw, "What about if Andrew and Robert - Julia's two brothers - were sucking on your breasts now?"

"OH GOD YES!"

I didn't try to think of any more questions. Ava wasn't going to be answering any more until she'd finished. I wouldn't be waiting long.

#2: <What're the odds that she forgets that image and never mentions it to us in the future?>

#3: <Oops, I didn't think of that. It just seemed to be a logical question.>

#2: <I was particularly impressed by how logically Ava responded.>

#1: <I'll be logical for a second. Ava's obviously much more turned on by guys than girls, that being a piece of information that does us no good at all!, other than our having to be careful about her and other guys when we're in a parent role... >

#2: <Something I think her real parents know already.>

#1: <Yeah. I wonder whether we should order her not to have sex with any other guys. She was worryingly quick to offer herself to Andrew, but - on the other hand - Vanessa made a big deal about her heart being under her control, so we should give her the freedom. I don't really want her to be sleeping around either. That may be selfish of me, but I still don't want it.>

#3: <Vanessa said her HEART was her own. I am very sure she wasn't thinking of her heart when she offered herself to Andrew. How about we order her not to have sex with any other guys, but that if she likes a guy, she can come to talk with us about it? We make sure she knows it's only sex that's off the agenda, and that liking other guys is fine. We don't mind that at all, do we?>

#2: <It even sounds good. Unlikely, given how eager she is on us, but good. The timing for ordering her to forget about having sex with other guys is a little off right now though. She's about thirty seconds from an orgasm, doubtless thinking of Andrew and Robert sucking on her tits while she's fucking us.>

#1: <Agreed she's into boys, as if we didn't know that already! How about her bisexuality though? She's obviously not unhappy about having sex with girls. Not nearly as much as guys, but she still enjoys it. She even gets hot thinking about it.>

#3: <When we ask her about girls, she usually says something like, "I'd like that, I'm very turned on." I think she's into girls if she's already turned on, but not when she's not.>

#1: <But she got turned on by Julia, Carol and her rubbing breasts. That started right after she arrived at that meeting, and there'd been no time to rev her up first.>

#2: <You're forgetting something. She watched us from a distance for a while. Remember she arrived on time, but Julia had to make her wait until the earlier meeting was ready for her?>

#1: <Sure, but what's that got to do with it?>

#2: <I know this doesn't apply to any of you guys, but I look DAMNED SEXY when I'm dressed in our new clothes. Remember that was our first day dressed like that, and Ava even included it in her list of sexy things for that day a few minutes ago. Just seeing me turned her on!>

#3: <Haha. Good point. I think she also said she was very excited by the phone calls the previous night, and that she hadn't slept well. I can guess why! I think she was probably worked up even before she saw the incredibly sexy #2. I think Ava is NOT 'bisexual', but that she is 'sexual'. And when she gets sufficiently turned on, she doesn't care where the stimulation comes from.>

#1: <Yeah. And "sufficiently turned on" isn't hard to achieve. "Doesn't care where it comes from" isn't good wording though. She obviously prefers guys, so she does care. Our conclusion is, "When she's sufficiently turned on she also enjoys sex with girls.">

#3: <What about her wanting Julia?>

#1: <I bet there's a lot of non-sexual emotion in that: respect, thankfulness, non-sexual need, etc. We've already noticed that "sufficiently turned on" doesn't require a lot. I figure she has so much affection for Julia that she's pretty much there all the time. Ava obviously doesn't think of Julia sexually because when they're together their hands aren't all over each other, but Ava is obviously happy to express her feeling for Julia physically sometimes.>

#2: <Do you think Ava will ever feel that way about Carol?>

#1: <Do you think Julia will try her best - and you all know what that means - to make sure Ava does? Julia's already been building Carol up to Ava. Or, to put it another way: "Yes.">

#2: <Goody! I'm going to enjoy living in our new house. Whatever house it is.>

#1: <Have we finished with her basic sexuality? Because I've been saving something to say to her before it's too late, and it's getting close.>

#3: <What?>

#1: <You'll enjoy it more if you don't know in advance, haha.>

I said, "One day, very soon Ava, I'm going to fuck you in front of other people at school."

#2: <Wow. Look at her go!>

#3: <Haha. She's loud when she lets loose, isn't she?>

We waited until Ava finished, largely because we couldn't hear ourselves think. She was deliberately celebrating loudly, which I thought was such a good idea that I joined right in. I'd recently decided that life is VERY good. Ava collapsed on top of me, and I waited until she caught her breath, as she'd been moving very vigorously for a while there. I asked, "Feeling better now, sweetie?"

"Very. Thank you. You're very good."

I had to chuckle to that. She'd done 99% of the work. All I'd done was lay on my back and reach up to squeeze her breasts. I was pretty sure most guys could do that successfully. After my chuckle, I said, "Nice of you to say so, but I didn't do anything. I just provided the cock and you did the rest."

"You talked dirty at just the right times. Thinking about Julia's brothers sucking on my tits while I was riding you was REALLY hot. And just before the end you made me think of lots of people watching us fucking. That was super-hot too. I hope we can do those things for real! They're SO sexy!"

#2: <As I feared.>

"Ahh, honey. I have some good news and some bad news. The good news is that we can do one of those things. The bad news, sorry, is that we won't be doing the other. There will only ever be one boy at a time."

#3: <Do we need to tell her who it'll be? I'd hate for us to miss out because she thought we meant Andrew or Robert, haha.>

I added, "On the topic of other guys, sweetie, would you mind if I gave you an order not to have sex with any other guys? Even if you wanted to."

#1: <Could you have put that any lamer?>

Ava answered, "Sure. No problem."

"You understand that it's an ORDER. You absolutely cannot do it, even if you're very horny."

"Sure. When I get horny I'll just come looking for you or Julia. Or Carol too, I guess. If I'm horny, it'll probably be because I'm with you anyway."

#1: <I liked that "or Carol too" addition. We want to encourage that attitude.>

#2: <Let's stick to the guys issue for the moment.>

"You say 'Sure' very quickly, but I saw how quick you were to proposition Andrew, so I'm a little worried you might get that horny again and proposition some other guy."

"Tonight has been VERY special, Mark. Very, very special! You've promised I can be with you - and Julia too - for YEARS! As your lover, friend, and {giggle} your 'daughter' too. So I was super-super-happy. With all the sex talk, I got super-horny too. I wanted you very, very badly, but Julia had said I had to wait until you'd finished with Katelin. I thought about asking Julia to help me, but I wanted a guy that I could pretend was you. Besides Julia was talking so much. I like Julia a LOT, but sometimes she talks too much." I gave a small, careful nod. That seemed best. "Besides, everyone had told me that I could ask my new brothers for favors, and everyone's so open and easy-going about sex, so I thought it'd be okay to ask. It was okay, wasn't it? He got a LOT of teasing."

#1: <She's not anti-incest, that's for sure.>

"It was more than okay, sweetie, it was wonderful. Julia's family love teasing each other; it's one of the ways they show their love. It's not cruel. You saw how they were all laughing. Even Andrew laughed after he got over the shock. It was also wonderful because it showed everyone how strong your need was. That's why they left the room so quickly, so we could have some quick sex to make you feel better. You DID tell Julia you were horny, and she did keep on talking, so it's not your fault. Especially because I am so incredibly sexy."

I meant the last comment as a joke, to lift the mood, but Ava simply agreed, "I'll say!"

^-- We paused for a couple of seconds, then Ava added, "I won't have sex with any other guys, Mark. I don't want to. I haven't had sex for months; not since Mom was diagnosed. Not until the last few days with you and Julia and Carol. I just want to be with you and Julia now. I love you very, very much. And Julia too, sort of. That's very different."

Ava was struggling to explain, but there was no point, so I said, "I'm sure it is different. It could hardly be the same, could it?"

"Haha. No, I guess not."

I held her for a while as she seemed thoughtful and sentimental. After a few seconds I said, "I ordered you not to have sex with another guy, but you are still free to like them, or love them. Remember that you have control over your heart. If you find another guy that you feel that way about, please..."

"{Raspberry}..."

#1: <I make it about thirty minutes from the ceremony until we got our first raspberry from our new girl. Is there anywhere we can apply for a prize for getting one so quickly?>

#2: <If we get anything, I suggest we get 'used to it', haha. It's going to be happening even more from now on. What puzzles me is that we don't talk nearly as much as Julia does, but we get far, far more raspberries. There's something wrong with that.>

" ... Mark. I LOVE you. My heart's not moving. I'm NEVER going to meet anyone as amazing as you."

I started opening my mouth, but, #3: <Don't bother arguing with her. You don't really expect to make any headway, do you?>

I closed my mouth. Then used it just to say, "Thank you."

We shared another moment for mutual, silent hugs.

Ava asked, "Is Carol really as nice as Julia says?"

"Ava, sweetie. I love Carol very, very much. I think she's the most wonderful person I've ever met." I thought that might be a very good thing to establish so strongly. Any sexual stuff that we tell Ava could be introduced as part of Carol's and my wonderful love, rather than something tawdry. Love provided a wonderful justification for sticking my cock into her.

"Even more than you love Julia?"

"Yes. Julia knows that. Julia loves Carol too, remember."

"Wow. That's beautiful. Carol's very lucky."

"I'M very lucky."

"Oh yeah. {Giggle}. You're BOTH very lucky. Julia too, to be involved with both of you."

"Yes. It works very well. There's a lot of love."

"Wow." Ava thought about it briefly, then added, "I'm looking forward to getting to know Carol better. Apart from having sex with her, I mean."

For at least two reasons, I said, "Good."

Ava had a little think, then said, "Carol's very beautiful."

"Yes, she is."

I had been tempted to ask about Ava's attitude to having sex with Carol, but I could see that this conversation was going in an even better direction: Carol and me having sex.

Ava continued her list, "And she's got a wonderful figure."

"Yes she has."

"The sort of figure guys go for."

"Yes." I was adopting a massively understated style of answering.

#2: <What sort of "wonderful figure" would NOT be the sort that "guys really go for"? I'm REALLY trying to imagine a "wonderful figure" that fails the second description, and I can't.>

#1: <There's no rule against girls being redundant.>

#2: <That's CERTAINLY true. Have you seen how many pairs of shoes Julia has?>

#3: <You can't talk, you've got THREE belts!>

"And she must love you incredibly too."

"She does, but why must she?"

In the flat tone of voice that people use for stating an inarguable fact ("the world is round", or "fish live in water") Ava explained, "Because you're you."

"Oh yeah." I nearly said, "Oh yeah, I forgot," but cut it off for being too silly. I added, "Thanks." If Ava knew how many of me I was, she'd be very surprised.

Breath held, fingers crossed, wood touched.

"{Sigh}."

#1: <What does that mean?>

#2: <I don't know. Let's just give her time.>

Ava added, with REAL feeling, "It's SO sad."

#2: <That's not what I expected her to say.>

#3: <You expect girls to say what you expect? Where have you been?>

I asked, "What's so sad, sweetie?"

Ava morosely answered, "That you and Carol love each other SO MUCH, but you can NEVER make love to each other. I think that's very, very sad."

#3: <Wow, she said that with such conviction. Like there's no possibility of it whatsoever. That kind of makes it hard to discuss the possibility, doesn't it? It's like it's a dead topic now.>

#2: <I'm a little confused though. Ava seemed so completely unconcerned about incest before, so how come it suddenly deserves a "NEVER"?>

#1: <She must know that society would "NEVER" allow it. Or, remember she said her indifference was because she'd never had any siblings. Maybe she assumes that because we grew up and brother and sister, then we wouldn't feel any desire for each other?>

#3: <I don't think your last idea is right, because if we didn't feel the desire, then it wouldn't be sad at all. We wouldn't care.>

#2: <I agree that she's probably assuming we'd adhere to society's norms, especially on something as major as incest, but I suggest we actually ask her why she's so sure. I don't know much about girls, but one thing I do know is that they often latch on to some completely irrelevant minutiae, completely missing the obvious.>

"Sweetie. I'm curious about why you think we never could?"

Continuing her very sad tone of voice, Ava quoted a line often heard around school these days, "Because she's a lesbian, dummy."

I couldn't help a chuckle escaping me. I cut it off as quickly as I could, but she'd noticed. Ava looked up, into my eyes, and incredulously asked, "It's funny?"

I could hardly deny it, since I'd just laughed. The best I could quickly come up with was, "Yes. I'm sorry, but I'd forgotten all about that. You caught me by surprise." I thought it was a good idea to add, "I thought you were going to tell me it was because society is against brothers and sisters having sex."

"Oh pffft. Society can go jump off a cliff if it thinks you and Carol shouldn't make love. Society would never know what goes on in your bedroom anyway. I just think it's very sad that Carol's a lesbian. I don't understand why you laughed though. Don't you think it's sad?"

#1: <Let's end this. By NOT telling her, I mean. It would have been okay if she'd walked right into the right answer, but our telling her outright is different. We should at least talk with Julia and Carol before we do that, and maybe Vanessa wouldn't be a bad idea either.>

"I have a VERY good relationship with Carol, sweetie. It brings us both a great deal of happiness, so it's hard to feel sad when I think of Carol. Pretty much impossible, actually, because she makes me feel very good. I don't spend any time thinking about her being a lesbian, but I do worry about people thinking about incest because Carol and I are quite affectionate in public. You just surprised me, and I laughed at how stupid I was to forget the obvious.

^-- "Changing the subject a little, I was also surprised you knew the, 'She's a lesbian, dummy' line. I thought that was just a 10th grade thing?"

"Oh no, you and Carol are famous for that. Everyone's heard about your sticking up for her so wonderfully. Maybe not the boys, but all the girls know. I've been asked about you many times, because people know I know you. Wow! - I just realized. What do I say about you and me now? It's very complicated."

It certainly was, but it occurred to me that there was nothing wrong with the truth. That required Ava's going public with her parents' illnesses. That needed her parents' permission, which would be too hard to seek before the dinner party. I said, "I suggest you say what you've been saying already, until we have dinner with your parents. If, after that dinner, your parents consent to your telling people of their illness, then I think you can tell everyone the complete truth about everything. We'd definitely want to check that with Julia and Vanessa, but that's what I think."

"Wow. That's very unusual - telling everyone that you're going to be my father, lover and friend. And Julia too, except 'mother'. That's going to amaze people."

Linking "father" and "lover" is also going to do something a lot worse than "amaze" them. We definitely need a better way of describing our new relationship than that, and quickly, before Ava got into the habit of "father, lover and friend". It already rolled off her tongue too easily. The best thing to do was for both of us to go downstairs. The Williamses and Ava had to get over to my family soon as that was already running very late, I needed to quickly tell Julia my thoughts about Ava's sexual orientation, her "very, very sad" attitude to Carol and my being together, and the "father/lover" problem. Plus the less urgent "What Ava tells everyone" issue. I said, "It'd probably be a very good idea not to talk of me as your 'father' and 'lover'. I'm already worried about people thinking dirty thoughts about Carol and me, and that wouldn't help. But just say nothing about it to anyone for a while. I think we need to get downstairs, sweetie. Let's move."

It didn't take Ava long, she just stood up. Usually, at this stage, I take off my rubber and clean myself, so my not finding a rubber was a bit of a shock. I hadn't cum as they'd been so quick, so it wasn't TOO bad. It was too late for anything other than asking Julia what she thought about it, and being prepared to duck if she objected badly.

There were some other issues I hadn't finished with:

• I would have liked to hear more about Carol and my being famous around school. Not for ego reasons; just to understand. (Okay, maybe some ego too).

• I never got to finding out whether Ava wanted to play sex games with Carol or not. It was in a "Maybe, maybe not" category.

• I was curious why Ava had never had any prior experience with girls. Julia had established that 'failure' very early on in her dealings with Ava.

• Not specific to Ava, but I'd never found out what was wrong with my "private sleeping with Mark schedule" idea. I wasn't so stupid as to suggest it again, but I was still curious. With something as important as Vanessa had said this problem was, we definitely needed to make sure we had a very good prevention or solution in place.

We went downstairs via the upstairs bathroom, as Ava had said, "I don't want your parents' first impression of me to be my smell, haha."

During the walk Ava said, "Aww, we never finished our discussion. I wanted to find out why you, me and Julia's two brothers can't have sex all together. That'd be GREAT!"

I chuckled at my failure to leave that off my list of unresolved issues. I added:

• Convince Ava never bring up sex with multiple males again.

From the bottom of the stairs we could hear voices from the kitchen, so I led the way, all of half a dozen steps. The "away party" (Vanessa, Prof and Julia) were there, as well as Katelin. I immediately felt guilty for walking in with Ava, having kept one girl waiting far too long for her promised boink because I was boinking another girl (actually she'd boinked me, but my guilt didn't care). I started gushing VERY non-specific apologies to Katelin for keeping her waiting so long.

Katelin waved my apologies away, saying, "Don't worry Mark. Everyone's already apologized to me. Everything's been explained."

I doubted very much that "everything" had been explained. I was curious to know what Katelin thought "everything" was, but I wasn't going to risk asking. Katelin wasn't angry, so I left that miracle alone.

Julia introduced Katelin and Ava. I hadn't realized they hadn't met, remembering too late that Ava hadn't been at the bowling date/party.

Katelin said, "I saw you at lunch today. Nice to meet you, Ava. You're very lucky."

Julia immediately explained, "Katelin knows that Ava's just become a long-term girlfriend for Mark and me."

Ava agreed, "I AM so lucky. Tonight's been the most amazing night of my life."

"I wish I was Mark's girlfriend," wished Katelin.

#2: <No reference to being Julia's girlfriend. It sounds like Katelin will be spending some time tonight on the edge of the bed or in the study.>

^

I'll digress to discuss an internal issue, to give you a better idea of how my multiple minds functioned.

#2 was the only one paying much attention to what was going on. We'd just done the changeover, so #3 was busy bringing #4 up to date and #1 was now on duty. #4 had been on duty beyond the usual time because there'd been too much important stuff going on. Swapping who's on duty takes only an instant, but we want all our active minds able to participate fully in "important stuff". Losing one knowledgeable mind in exchange for a non-current mind would reduce our ability to participate intelligently.

There'd been a LOT of talk while #4 was on duty, and talk (as opposed to action) requires the most effort to catch up on, so it was going to take a while to bring #4 up to speed. It's quicker than you could describe it verbally, but it still takes a while. Action is much quicker because the on-duty mind still experiences everything that happens, he just doesn't think about it. Not thinking about actions still creates enough of a memory to help with the catching up process. Because words aren't memorized well without conscious effort - it's like staring at a page without reading it - they're lost, making the catching up process longer. Actions are also even easier to communicate now that we can send images to each other - that increasingly becomes a major part of our internal 'conversations'.

We'd previously discussed our centering options several times:

• Remain centered virtually all the time (we do this).

• Remain centered except for important times (discussed below).

• Remain uncentered, becoming centered only when it was needed to use an ability. This was so obviously a bad choice that we didn't need to discuss it. There was something very, very important involved in being centered, so we were going to practice it.

The middle option was somewhat tempting. It would be good to have all four minds able to participate in important events, and not have to repeatedly bring one of them up to date afterward. There were some problems though. One major problem is that there are a lot of "important times", as so much keeps happening to us. The definition of what qualifies as an "important time" is problematic, as every situation is different. Stopping the bar creeping downward over time would be another problem, as it was too easy to imagine our wanting to spending more and more of the interesting times uncentered. Then there's the problem that sometimes we didn't know something was important until we were well into it, which is often a terrible time to be distracted by having to bring the previously on-duty mind up to date.

Almost invariably, being centered isn't important, as we don't need to be able to immediately create TK-fingertips, blobs, or to proximity sense. If a need arises, it takes less than half a second to center ourself. The extra 'grace' we feel when centered is of no practical use either. But despite those points, we want to remain centered as much as we can so we can practice three things: