A Binding Relationship

wake before the alarm and sit in the darkness of the morning. The sun is just breaking over the roof of the house next to me. I see Nick's body lying next to me. He sleeps so peacefully. I slip out of the bed and go into the kitchen and make come coffee. I slip back into the bedroom. I look at Nick again. I could test my plan out right now and see if he trusts me enough to let me tie him to the bed. I would hate to set out a plan to kidnap him and find out he doesn't even like it. I slip over to the side of the bed and slowly pull open up the bottom drawer. I look down at the rope in the black bag that I have my stuff hidden in. I start to reach down and I see Nick turn in the bed. My heart starts to race. I jump back and close the drawer and retreat to the bathroom. I am almost hyperventilating. I catch my breath and decide I am not ready for that yet. I don't have the guts to do it. I jump when I hear Nick knocking on the door. "You okay in there honey?" "Yes, I'm fine." Suddenly I realize he called me honey. I open the door and lay a big kiss on his lips. He kisses me back and holds me close. "Do you trust me?" I ask. "Yes I trust you." He says looking a bit confused. "Do you love me Nick?" I ask. "I have been waiting to tell you that for a while. Yes I love you Darling." Nick and I fall into the bed. "Lets call in sick today." He says. "I would love to, but year end reports are due. I know Shelly can handle it, but I have to be there for her." I stop and review what I just said. I trust Shelly to be in the office alone, but need to be there for her. When did that all change. Nick lets out a sigh. "Okay, Soon thought we need to take a vacation from work together and go someplace." I nod and grab his arm and drag him to the shower. I finally push him out of the shower and tell him I need to finish shaving and don't need his help or hindrance. He pouts at me and leaves when I point at the shower door.