My first masturbation was when I was 12 years old and it was done to me by my aunty (my father's cousin sister)

Her name is Sellamma. She was about 35 years then. She was married for nearly 15 years but did not have any child. It was said she had several miscarriages. Her husband was not employed but was well do to with income from ancestral property. He had some chronic disease and though he was taking treatment he did not get well and died later. I had heard her many times speaking ill of him to my father and mother.

{ It was told that Sellamma was duped to marry him after hiding true aspects of his health from her family. Only after marriage truth came to light but in those days (i.e. about 40 years back) none will think of divorce. They will blame it on their fate and the wife will reconcile herself to live her life with such a husband. }

They were living in Trichy and I had gone to their house for spending school holidays. At that time she and her husband had to go to Madurai for consultation on his treatment. As I had not seen that place earlier, I also went with them.

In Madurai we stayed in one of his relative's house. In the morning we went to the very famous and big Meenakshi Temple there. In the afternoon they went to the hospital. In the evening we again went to the Temple and spent a lot of time there and also did some purchases. In the night we three were to sleep in the first floor of the house. A coir-rope plaited cot was there where he slept. Me and aunty slept on a mat laid in the floor.

We went to bed around 10 PM. After a few minutes he called aunty to come to him. Aunty got up to go to him but he said to aunty "you remain there itself —see and tell me whether that boy has slept".

I immediately closed my eyes feigning I was asleep. So aunty told him that I was asleep. Then he told her "this is old cot and the coir ropes are worn out — it will not take two peoples weight — you lie down and I will come there".

I slightly opened my eyes and through the slit I saw aunty removing her sari. She then removed her blouse also. She was not wearing any bodice and I saw her naked tits. It was my first time to see a woman's tits and I felt a stirring in my groin. Though I used to get sexually excited yet I was very raw and I did not have any idea of sex. So the sight of aunty's tits very much excited me. Aunty gathered and lifted her petticoat above her hips and she then lied on the mat. I got a fleeting glimpse of her buttocks which excited me more.

Uncle came to her and he removed his dhoti and underwear. I could see his cock jumping like a pole. He spread her legs and knelt in between. I tried to see what he did but I was afraid to open my eyes fully and could not see his action very clearly. He also lied on her and catching hold of her balls he squeezed them and at the sametime he steadily rocked on her. After a few minutes he just fell on her with a loud moan and then remained quite for sometime. Later he got up and wearing his underwear and dhoti he went to the cot and lied on it. After sometime I could hear his steady loud snoring.

Aunty got up and wore her blouse and sari. She went to the bathroom at the rear and later returned. By this time what I had seen had very much excited me and I inserted my hand into my trousers and I was slowly rubbing my cock which gave me a very pleasant feeling.

When aunty returned I quickly took out my hand and closed my eyes to look as if I was sleeping. Aunty lied by my side and after a few minutes she softly asked me "dear — have you not slept?". I murmured "I am sleeping". My naïve answer made her to giggle and I felt shame for my silly reply. She again asked in very low voice "did you see it all?" I replied "no — I did not see anything" and again my stupid reply made her to titter.

I felt some fear that uncle may wake up with our talk and so I lifted my head and saw his sleeping form. Aunty told me softly "don't worry — that buffalo will not wake up till morning".

Then slowly her hand came and rested on my trousers touching my cock underneath. I felt an electrical jolt and my penis became harder. I did not know how to react and I remained frozen. Inside my trousers my penis grew fully stiff and started to dance.

Aunty slowly rubbed my penis and my penis became even stiffer with powerful beats. I was lying on my back. Aunty told me to lie on my side facing her. I did so. Now we were lying side by side facing each other.

I was only wearing an old trousers with buttons instead of zip. She undid my trouser buttons. She pulled out my penis and when it became free it stiffened even more and beat faster. Her fingers slowly caressed my shaft and it was wonderful. I closed my eyes and the pleasurable sensation I felt was so much that I have no words to describe it. I can only say that it gave me immense happiness.