My wife and I have 3 very beautiful daughters (10, 12 and 14), which are still pretty young at the time of writing. My wife knows I have a thing for younger girls and especially our 14 year old. She accepts that I have the fantasy, but she’d never agree to doing such thing.

First of she really wants our family to stick together forever, she doesn’t want to have any risk of it falling apart because of my fantasy and second of, she simply considers it cheating – which is a no go to start with.

The fantasy really turns me on and my wife doesn’t care about it, as long as I keep my hands where they belong. She’s fine with it that I help our daughter picking clothes, taking a shower together and my wife even buys her things like mini skirts and very thin shirts for inside the house. She just knows that when I’m turned on, all the action will be solely for her.

We both use an anonymous text messaging app, so that when I’m at work we do sometimes talk about my fantasy. How I want to look at our daughter, feel her skin, touch her everywhere and how I want to fuck her while she’s watching. My wife does play along sometimes, but I know (at least I thought... ) It would never happen.

At one point we were talking about my fantasy and I told my wife that I’d really love to actually do it, instead of only talking about it. My wife said she knows, but she cant let it happen because it’ll carry the risk that it’ll make our family fall apart sooner or later. It’s also too late to go from a normal way of raising, to suddenly a very open lifestyle, I mean – they already know what “feeling ashamed” means. My wife said; I love you, maybe it’ll happen someday.

This is something that she’d never said before, so I had no idea what that even meant. After that my wife suddenly stopped texting me and basically I just continued work as usual and we never really picked up on the topic anymore.

A few weeks later we were texting about it again and I was just extremely excited at one point. At the end of the conversation I told my wife, you know what I’ll do? I’ll go to the doctor today, and I’ll get a prescription for sleeping pills. If at one point you think I’ve deserved it, just wave at me with the sleeping pills. I told her, if she’s in dreamland with that, she’ll never know anything and it wont let our family fall apart. My wife said; I wont allow it to happen, you know that.

I kept that in mind, but I made an appointment with the doctor anyway. I got my prescription and picked up the pills immediately after. When I arrived home, my wife saw the shopping bag, looked me in the eyes and smiled while she shook her head, as to say: ugh, I told you no! But in a way sort of like making fun of me.

3 Or 4 months later, I totally forgot I got these pills. It was a Saturday and my wife had to work, but I was free. The kids were out and I basically had the house all for myself. The kids would come back around 7ish, and my wife would finish around 4. I figured I’d be real nice for her for once. I hired a cleaner (not a real one, but ... At least somebody who can clean better than I can), I went to the flower shop and bought her a nice bundle of roses, I cooked a nice meal, lit up some candles and bought her favorite wine.

She got home around 5 and when she came in I stood there waiting for her with the flowers.

Happily surprised she hugged me and give me a big kiss. When we got in the dinner area, she noticed how the candles were burning and I told her to take a seat.

She asked me what all this was for and I told her that, honestly, I was off today, got bored and I decided to make her happy. I went to the kitchen, brought the food over and we really had an amazing night, almost like it was our 3rd date together.

As we lost track of time, suddenly the doorbell rang. Our kids got back home. I told them to park their bike back in the yard. My wife looked at me and smiled. She said she really enjoyed this. She stood up and walked up to me, as she came closer she kept eye contact right before kissing me.

As the kids walked in, she sat on the sofa and my oldest turned on the TV. We watched their favorite TV show and my wife told them: okay, go get ready for bed, it’s time to go sleep.

“But not you”, she said in a stern voice, “go get dressed for bed and then come back downstairs, we need to talk about something.” My older daughter looked back and just replied with, “about what?”. “Nothing” my wife said, “change yourself, I don’t want your sisters to hear it.”

As they walked upstairs, I asked my wife what was going on. “What have I missed? It would be nice to know so I can back you up.” She smiled at me, walked to the TV cabinet and didn’t say a word. I asked her what she was doing, but she didn’t reply. She squatted as she opened the cabinet, I could see she was looking for something. Suddenly she said: Ah, there it is ... She turned back around, bit her lip and she was waving at me with the box of sleeping pills. Full of surprise I whispered at her: what?! What are you doing? She walked at me in a very arrogant but playful way, gave me a kiss on my lips and she pushed the box in my hands. She whispered to me, go get her a glass of ice-tea. I was still surprised to death and I had no idea what was going on, I totally forgot about those pills, I mean, I expressed my fantasy of actually using them in a few chats with my wife, but I totally forgot that I bought them already. I was so excited, but so confused at the same time and I asked her: “Are you sure about this?”