Chapter 1

I was on the way home from college when I remembered that my Aunt Millie had telephone a couple of nights ago and asked me to call in when I had a chance.It was 6 months or so since her husband Uncle Nick had died in a car accident and I hadn't seen her since the funeral.That was probably pretty rude of me, considering she lived only ten kilometres away from where I lived with my mother.

I wondered what Millie wanted, probably she just needed something lifted or moved.I usually called her Millie, mainly because at 28 she was only 10 years older than me.She was the product of her mother's second marriage and was born 11 years after my mother.

Knocking on her front door soon brought Millie, but when I saw her I was astonished at her appearance.She wasn't a beauty but nonetheless very cute, normally that is, but certainly not today.Her face was pale and drawn, her blonde hair was usually in a 'pageboy' cut, now it had grown and looked scruffy and dirty. Her T-shirt and shorts were creased and dirty as well, what was going on here?

"Hi Millie, how are you?".

"Adam, it's great to see you" she said giving me a quick kiss on the cheek before leading me into the house.The next surprise was the state of the house. Every time I had been there the place was immaculate.Not today, there were clothes strewn everywhere among mostly empty fast food packaging and empty scotch bottles.

Millie must have seen my astonishment because she blushed before leading me out to the rear verandah."Take a seat Adam while I get us a drink" she said, leaving me to clear a place to sit at the outdoor setting.She soon returned with a can of beer for me and what looked like a glass of scotch for herself.

"Millie, what on earth has happened to you?".

"I... I asked you to drop in to see me because..." she was talking very softly and hesitantly "I've a big problem".She paused and sipped her drink before continuing.

"Adam it is embarrassing for me to tell you my problem, so it would be easier for me to say if you didn't interupt, OK".I nodded.

"Since Nick died I have been lost.Not only did I love him very much, but it was him that discovered my... problem I suppose you could call it.It affected my daily life and sex life..."

"Millie, I don't need to know about your sex life" I said.

"Adam please don't interrupt, and yes you do need to know about it.Before Nick I didn't really enjoy sex, I even experimented with women to find satisfaction but that was no better.Nick somehow knew straight away what I was missing.Somehow he knew I was a 'sub', that I needed to be dominated.There, I've said it now.That is the hard part over".