Chapter 13

Rolling on to my stomach, I glanced over at Martin and Kirk. Kirk was on his back with Martin kneeling next to him. I watched as Martin rubbed sunscreen over my brother's chest. Kirk was looking up at Martin with a big smile on his face. Martin was saying something, but I couldn't hear.

Next to me, Jenny began rubbing my back. Her hand moved from my neck to my butt, kneading my cheeks before she moved her hand up again. Jenny started to stroke my thigh, putting her hand between my legs. I opened my legs for her and she rubbed the gusset of my suit.

While Jenny rubbed me, I watched my brother and Martin. They were whispering and glancing over at Jenny and me. Kirk lifted his arm, placing his hand behind Martin's head. My gasp was audible when I saw Kirk pull Martin down and kiss him. The kiss was brief, but a kiss nonetheless.

Turning toward Jenny, I said, "Is that what Kirk couldn't tell me? Are they..."

"Yes, they're together. I guess they have been since the meet. It isn't that Kirk didn't want to tell you; he just had a little trouble coming to grips with his feelings. Don't be mad at him."

I kissed Jenny. "I'm not mad. I guess I'm a little disappointed he didn't tell me though."

"That's what he said you'd say. He just needed a little time, Sweetie. He's so concerned about how you'll react to the fact he's with Martin now. It's really up to you now you know. If you accept him like he accepted it when he found out about us, things will be fine."

"Why wouldn't I? I love Kirk and will be supportive of what he wants," I said.

"I told him that, but he really worries about how this will affect the relationship you guys have. Your brother loves you and wants you to look up to him."

"I love him too, and I do look up to Kirk."

"Then things will be fine." Jenny kissed me on my cheek.

I turned my head so I could see Kirk and Martin again. They were still whispering, but sharing kisses as they did. I watched as Martin moved his hand over my brother's stomach, his fingers brushing against the waistband of Kirk's suit.

Jenny slipped her fingers under my suit; probing my pussy with her finger at the same time Martin moved his hand over Kirk's crotch. I let out a moan, and so did my brother. My eyes felt they were as big as saucers when I saw my brother's penis pop out of the waistband of his suit. He pulled Martin's head down, kissing him as Martin touched the exposed flesh. Jenny added a finger to my pussy, making me open my legs even wider.

I had never seen a penis before. Seeing my brother's was giving me very mixed feelings. On one hand, I wanted to see what a penis looked like. On the other, I wasn't sure I wanted it to be Kirk's that quenched my curiosity. When Martin began lowering my brother's suit, I realized I didn't have many options.

Jenny removed her hand from my suit. She pulled at my shoulder as she told me to roll on my back. I was so dazed that I did what she said. I didn't even protest when she tugged at the ties that held the bottom of my suit. Once the bikini was untied, Jenny pulled it away. Suddenly, I found myself as naked as my brother.

Martin's hand wrapped around Kirk's penis and began stroking him slowly. Jenny started stroking my moms, dipping her fingers lower and lower. I spread my legs so she could get to my overheated pussy and maybe give me some relief. Jenny kissed me from my neck to my breasts. She sucked one of my nipples while her fingers parted my labia. Next to us, Martin began kissing down my brother's chest.

Jenny released my nipple, kissing and licking her way to my mons. She moved between my legs, lowering her head to my pussy at the same time Martin took Kirk's penis in his mouth. Kirk looked at me for the first time since the ordeal began. His eyes pleaded for understanding, I hoped my big smile showed I did understand.

Kirk and I locked our gaze while our lovers brought us toward our orgasms. The only time our eyes weren't staring into the others was when we glanced down to see what was going on. I saw Martin engulf most of my brother's penis and Kirk saw Jenny try to push her tongue into my pussy. I could tell Martin was enjoying what he was doing as much as my brother was.

Jenny kick started my orgasm by pushing one of her fingers into my rectum. I began moving my hips, rubbing my pussy against her face. Kirk was also moving, pushing his penis in and out of Martin's mouth.

My orgasm hit me like an electric shock. Jenny had to hold on to me in order to keep her mouth on my pussy. I stared at Kirk and Martin, afraid of missing something if I closed my eyes. Kirk let out a loud groan. He put his hands on Martin's head, holding him as his legs jerked. I could see Martin's throat working and just knew what he was swallowing. Jenny pumped her finger in my bottom as I came at the same time as Kirk.

When it was over, we all remained silent. Jenny moved up next to me, kissing me tenderly. Out of the corner of my eye, I watched Martin and Kirk kissing too. I wrapped my arms around Jenny, hugging her as hard as I could. I didn't care that I was naked or that I was displaying my love for her.

Jenny lifted up, looked down at me, and grinned. She gave me a kiss and then said, "Let's go for a swim."

I nodded, getting up once Jenny got off me. She removed her suit bottom, giggled, and said, "I want to go skinny dipping!"

We ran to the pool, jumping while holding hands. When we surfaced, she took me in her arms. Jenny kissed me, pressing her cool body against mine. While we kissed, we heard Martin and Kirk jump in the pool.

"You need to talk to Kirk, Sweetie," Jenny whispered, releasing me from her arms.

I nodded and turned around to see where Kirk was. Swimming over to him, I gave Kirk a hug. The feeling of our naked bodies pressed together made me quiver. It was the first time I held or a naked male held me. The fact it was my brother didn't matter.

"That was so hot!" I said.

Kirk smiled at me, but he looked like he was troubled. I pressed my body against his, resting my head against his chest for a moment.

"Kirk, I think it's great you and Martin are together if that's what you want. I really liked the way you two told me." I looked up, giggling at my brother. "You two really looked sexy."

"Cin, I'm sorry I didn't tell you before—I was just..."

I kissed my brother, cutting off his words. The kiss started as a brother-sister kiss, but quickly developed into more. I pulled back, looking into his eyes.

"You have nothing to be sorry for, Kirk. If you're happy, I'm happy for you."

"I am happy, Cin. I'm very happy. I don't know what this is going to grow into, but the friendship Marty and I share has moved up a notch."

"A few notches from what I saw." I began giggling.

Kirk laughed, shaking his head from side to side. He gave me a hug and said, "You're the greatest sister a guy could ever ask for."

"I think I have a pretty special brother too. Do Mom and Dad know yet?"

"Yeah, I talked to them last night. They were very supportive."

"Did you tell them the same way you told me?" I fought the urge to laugh for a moment.

"No, I don't think that would have been appropriate. Martin was with me though."

"That's cool. It helps to have the support no matter who gives it to you. What did they say?"

Kirk laughed and then said, "Mom wanted to know how she was going to get grandchildren. She said she was kidding though."

Jenny and Martin came over to where Kirk and I were standing. She moved behind me, circling my waist with her arms. Martin stood next to my brother, his arm draped over his shoulders. The four of us just stared at one another for a few moments. Jenny suggested we get out of the pool and get some sodas. We all agreed, following her up the steps in the shallow end.

Jenny went in the house, returning with cans of soda for all of us. We sat on two of the cushions, Jenny and I facing Kirk and Martin. I glanced at the guys, looking at their penises. When I looked up, I could tell they were looking between Jenny's and my legs. After a moment of visual discovery, we began to talk.

"Okay, Cindy and I want know what happened between you guys," Jenny said.

"What do you mean? We just decided we liked each other more than friends," Kirk said. "It isn't that much different than you guys, is it?"

"No, it's the same," I said, grinning at my brother.

"When we were at the hotel, Kirk and I started talking. We realized we had feelings for each other and began exploring. One thing led to another and now we're together," Martin said.

"That is so cool! I'm glad you guys hooked up," Jenny told them.

Jenny moved, settling between my legs and leaning back against me. I put my arms around her waist, letting my fingers move lazily over her stomach. While talking to my brother and Martin, I gave Jenny soft kisses on the back of her neck and her shoulder.

Kirk's leg was resting against Martins. While looking into my eyes, Kirk started stroking Martin's leg. His touch looked tender and unhurried. Martin put his arm around Kirk, rubbing his side.

Moving my hand to Jenny's leg, I rubbed her the way my brother was rubbing Martin. "When are we going fishing again?" I asked.

"How about this Saturday?" Kirk replied.

I moved my hand closer to Jenny's pussy, but didn't touch her sex. Kirk moved his hand higher on Martin's leg while we smiled at each other.

"Saturday is cool," Jenny said, shifting to get my hand on her crotch. "Are we going to the same lake again?"

"We might as well, we caught a lot of fish last time," Martin said, pulling Kirk closer to his side.

I moved my hand along Jenny's thigh to her knee. Kirk moved his, letting it rest on Martin's knee. When I began to rub along the inside of Jenny's thigh, Kirk did the same to Martin. Stifling a giggle, I covered Jenny's pussy with my hand. Kirk grinned as he picked up Martin's semi soft penis.

"Time to make them happy now," I said, keeping my eyes on Kirk.

While I rubbed Jenny's pussy, Kirk stroked Martin's penis. I watched my brother's penis grow, standing up from his groin. Jenny wiggled, pressing against my breasts with her back.

"You brother has a nice cock," Jenny whispered, twisting her head so she could kiss me. "Martin has a nice one too, but Kirk's is bigger."

I compared my brother to Martin, realizing Jenny was correct in her observation. My brother's cock, as Jenny called it, was several inches longer than Martins, and thicker. In my mind, I compared my brother to Jenny's dildo, thinking he was about the same size as the toy—maybe bigger.

Martin and Kirk began kissing while my brother stroked Martin's cock. I parted Jenny's labia with my fingers, teasing her clit. Jenny moaned, humping her hips.

"Want me to eat you, Honey?" I asked.

Jenny shook her head. "I want to watch them. What you're doing is wonderful, Baby."

Kirk began moving his kisses to Martin's chest. I watched him lick Martin's nipple, wondering if a boy's nipples were as sensitive as mine are. Jenny sighed when I started pinching one of her nipples, feeling it grow between my finger and thumb.

Getting on his knees, Kirk kissed lower on Martin's body. He began kissing Martin's penis, moving his lips over the flesh not covered by his hand. I put a finger in Jenny's pussy, feeling the moist heat that radiated from her.

Kirk and I continued to fondle our lovers. I stared as my brother kissed all over Martin's penis, waiting for the moment he would take it in his mouth. Jenny started to move her bottom and moaning as I added a second finger to her pussy. After a moment, Jenny got on her hands and knees, facing Kirk and Martin. She wiggled her bottom at me, looking back with a big grin. I licked her pussy for a moment, but I was unable to see what was happening with the guys. Looking over Jenny's back, I returned my attention to Kirk and Martin. I began fingering Jenny, feeling her push back against my thrusting hand.

Martin groaned aloud. Kirk's hand moved faster, traveling the length of Martin's penis. After a moment, I saw semen squirt from the tip of Martin's cock. The thick fluid splattered against Martin's chest as Kirk slowed his hand. When Martin's cock stopped spewing, Kirk fondled him gently with his finger and thumb. They began to hug one another, kissing on the lips. I watched for a moment before concentrating on Jenny.

Lowering my head, I licked Jenny's bottom, moving from one cheek to the other. I started licking her labia, keeping my fingers moving inside her. It took a few minutes for Jenny to reach her climax. When she did, Jenny let out a throaty groan. I removed my fingers, opened my mouth, and covered her pussy. I used my tongue to lap her flowing juices, savoring the tangy flavor.

Jenny turned around slowly. I took her in my arms, kissing her tenderly. We relaxed for a few minutes before all of us jumped in the pool. I stayed close to Jenny while my brother and Martin talked quietly between them. The two of them hugged, sharing a chaste kiss.

I was over the initial shock of seeing my brother and Martin naked. The sight of their penises was intriguing, but not stimulating. I found I really liked looking at Jenny better—much better. Seeing her naked still made me tingle inside and gave me butterflies in my stomach. I thought about what Jenny had said about the two cocks I'd seen. While the appendages were different, I wouldn't consider them nice, but then I didn't really have a point of comparison.

The four of us lazed around in the cool water for a while. When we got out, we all put our suits on—at least Jenny and I put on our bottoms, not bothering to go in the house to get our tops. While we relaxed in the sun, I kept glancing at my brother and Martin. I noticed that even though Jenny and I were topless, they weren't paying any attention to us. It seemed a bit strange because the boys at school were always looking at my boobs—at least it felt that way.

Later that afternoon, Martin and Kirk decided to leave. I went with them and Martin dropped my brother and me off at home. Our parents weren't home when Kirk and I arrived at the house. We sat in the living room, both of us a bit uncomfortable.

"Are you happy, Kirk?" I asked.

"Yes, very happy."

"Do you love Martin?"

"I don't know—maybe. It's all so new I haven't really had a chance to figure out how I feel. I like Marty and I like what we do together. He is really cool."

"I'm glad you're happy, Kirk." I grinned and began telling my brother about the night Jenny seduced me. While I told him the story, I explained that Jenny didn't do anything I didn't want her to do.

"It was kind of the same with Marty and me. When we were at the hotel for your meet, he caught me playing with myself. I thought he was asleep, but he wasn't. Martin began jacking off too. When we were finished, we talked about it. One thing led to another and I let him play with me."

"You don't have to answer, but what do you guys do together? Jenny and I do a lot of oral when we're making love or just having sex. We kiss and touch a lot too."

"We do the same thing. I haven't done more than what you saw today though. Martin gave me a blowjob a couple weeks ago and has done it a few times since then. I was the first guy he ever did that too."

"Why haven't you done it to him?"

"I don't know, I guess I'm scared. I like what I do, you know, kissing his cock and playing with it, but I haven't tried putting it in my mouth yet."

"Are you afraid of how it will taste?"

"No, I've tasted his come before—it isn't bad. Martin wants to try anal sex, but I don't think I'm ready for that either. He's very understanding about it and doesn't pressure me at all."

"Does all of this confuse you as much as it confused me at first? I was so torn about my feelings, but not anymore. I know I love Jenny and want to be with her."

"It's a little confusing to me, Cin. I mean, I get turned on when I'm with Martin, but..."

I waited for a moment for Kirk to continue. He stared at his hands, fiddling with his fingers.

"What?" I asked.

"I don't know. It may sound strange to you, but I got excited this afternoon."

"I could see that," I told him, grinning when I did.

"That's not what I meant. I kind of felt funny when I saw you and Jenny naked too. For a few minutes, I wasn't sure if Martin was turning me on or you were—I mean you and Jenny."

I felt my mouth open, but nothing came out. My brother's statement was just starting to register in my brain. When I realized what he had said, I felt my face warm.

"You think I'm—I mean, we're, um, sexy?"

"You guys are sexy. Look, I don't know too much about my feelings right now. Sometimes I think I'm going crazy. I like girls, at least I like to look at them, but I like Marty too. Does that sound weird?"

"No, not at all. Jenny likes guys as well as girls even though she is with me right now. I don't really think about boys."

"How did you feel when you saw Martin and me today?"

"I don't know. I really don't. That was the first time I ever saw a guy naked. I didn't feel all tingly, not like I do when I see Jenny naked if that's what you mean."

"Do you get turned on when you see other girls too, or just Jenny?"

"I like looking at all girls." I giggled, covering my face with my hands.

"Do you think you're a lesbian, Cindy? I don't care if you are, I'm just wondering."

"I don't know, maybe. Who knows, I might find a guy that makes me wet."

It was Kirk's turn to blush. I giggled and then said, "You get hard when you're excited—I get tingly and wet. My nipples get hard too."

"I think that's more information than I really needed, Cin."

"Why? Aren't you interested in how a girl reacts when she gets turned on?"

"Um, no, not that interested," Kirk said.

My brother and I laughed. We talked about Jenny and Martin until we heard a car in the driveway. Mom came in from work, smiling at us when she saw Kirk and me.

"Hi, Mom, have a good day today?" I said.

"Yes, how about you two?" Mom asked us.

"We had a great time. Kirk and Martin came over to Jenny's and we all went swimming. We're going fishing on Saturday."

"That's good, sounds like fun." Mom glanced at Kirk and then at me.

"She knows, Mom. Martin and I told her today. Everything is cool," Kirk said.

Mom smiled at me, winking before going into the kitchen to start dinner. When Dad came home, we all sat down to eat. Kirk and I talked about fishing and our upcoming vacation. No one mentioned anything about our partners or relationships.

The four of us became inseparable. Jenny, Kirk, Martin, and I did everything together. We went fishing, to the movies, to the club, and hung around as a foursome. We hadn't repeated the day at the pool, choosing to keep our sex lives somewhat private. While on vacation, Kirk and I had a chance to talk a lot. We went fishing almost every morning, enjoying our time together. Kirk and I missed Jenny and Martin, but the time went fast.

When school started in the fall, we went to the principal to ask about using the school for the support group Kirk had suggested we start. The principal told us he would think about it and let us know. By the second week of school, we had our first meeting.

We held our first meeting on a Monday after school. The school provided a classroom for us to meet in. We had the room for an hour every Monday afternoon. Jenny, Kirk, Martin, and I together attended our first get together. We hadn't advertised the group so we didn't expect anyone else to show up. We voted and elected Kirk the president and me vice-president.

"What are we going to concentrate on—what is the purpose of the group?" Kirk said. "If we want other kids like us to come, we have to have something to offer."

"I think one of the things we should do is help the members realize they're not alone and that there is nothing wrong with their feelings," Martin said. "I think it's harder for guys than it is for girls."

"Why do you think that?" I asked.

"I don't know, but it's different. Guys can be much crueler than the girls seem to be toward other girls. Some girls can be mean when they know a guy is gay too," Martin said.

"What about a name for the group?" Jenny asked. "We should have a name that doesn't make us sound like a sex club or something like that."

"You're right, Jen. We don't want this to be about what we do. We want it to be about how to handle it. All of us know there is nothing wrong with the way we feel," I said.

I heard the door open. Looking up, I saw Ms Pratt come into the room. She walked over to where we were sitting and smiled.

"I heard a rumor that you kids were starting a new group. The principal asked me to see if you would like me as the teacher-sponsor. The rules say all groups have to have an adult sponsor," Ms Pratt said.

"Um, do you know what our group is going to be about?" Martin asked.

Ms Pratt chuckled and nodded. "Yes, I know. First of all, let me tell you I think what you are doing is not only very brave. We need it in our school. The four of you aren't alone by any means. Quite a few students here would benefit from a group designed to answer their questions. That is what the purpose of the group is, isn't it?"

Ms Pratt sat down. She smiled when she saw all of us nodding our heads.

"I know how hard it is to be, um, different when you're a teenager. When I was a teenager kids that were gay or sexually confused were ostracized. We had to hide our feelings and the things we did together. I feel things are better today, but they are far from fair," Ms Pratt said.

"Are you gay, Ms Pratt?" Jenny asked.

Laughing, Ms Pratt nodded. "Yes, I'm gay, Jenny. I don't flaunt my sexual orientation, but I don't hide it either. Most of the teachers, some of the students, and the administration know."

"Can we have a minute please?" Martin asked.

Ms Pratt smiled. She left the room so we could talk about her offer. It only took a few moments for us to agree we would welcome Ms Pratt as our sponsor. After our vote, Kirk went to the door to invite her back in.