#1 Do all things to bring honor to God.

What more can I say about this one? Anyone who knows me understands that my faith and religion are Number 1 in my life. I believe that if everyone abided by this resolution we would have a much better world - wouldn’t you agree?

#2 Honor my parents.

As one of the Ten Commandments, we all are to honor our parents and that is what I have always strived to do. Second to God, my parents are the most important people in my life and have the biggest influence on me. My father is also a man, which means he has needs and desires that only I, as his daughter, can fulfill. Of all my resolutions, this should be the easiest to keep as I enjoy pleasing him, not just sexually but in every way I can. Fortunately for me, I love my dad so giving myself to him has never been something I looked upon as being a chore or unwelcome. Before anyone asks, yes, I DO believe that a father has a right to expect his daughter to submit herself to him totally but ONLY if he shows her the same love and respect in return. Nobody has the right to hurt or abuse anybody, no matter what the situation or who they are.

#3 Accept myself for who I am.

This may sound a little silly but the issue of self-acceptance was something I have really struggled with during the past few months. After leaving home to live in my own apartment I had a lot of time to think about who I thought I SHOULD be. In doing so, I got caught up by who I thought I should be in terms of what the world expects rather than worrying about what was best for me. As a result I did a number of stupid things which I regret today. For instance, I quit my escorting job (which I loved) and applied for what turned out to be a boring 8-5 marketing position. My “self-revelations” created tension between me and my parents, especially my mom, when I accused her of using me as a teenager to satisfy her own desires by living out her fantasies through me. Fortunately through prayer and a lot of heart-felt discussions with my friends and family, I eventually realized how far off the deep end I’d gone so now I think I’m back where I should be.

So who am I? In short, I would describe myself as a young Christian woman who is looking to simply enjoy life for the time being. I have strong ethics and morals. I am loyal to my friends and family. I realize that I have issues caused by sexual addictions which I am addressing with the help of my family. In the meantime, I will seek employment where my social behaviors are acceptable rather than conforming to someone else’s requirements.