Chapter 3: Lost to Sex

By the time Jason arrived I felt like I just could not wait to see him. I got in his car and kissed him. I let him know just how much I missed being with him. After a very hot French kiss, Jason said "Damn woman, you're hot today! Let me guess, did you listen to the player this morning?"

"No, I did last night, I fell asleep with them in my ears"

"Let me guess, you're horny as hell aren't you baby?"

I was embarrassed with his bluntness but he was right. "I just can't get yesterday out of my mind! I love you so much; I want to make you happy." I reached for him and he was hard. He said, "Lets cut Chess club and go to the Crash Pad instead of after our last period."

I was all over Jason as we drove. When we parked at school, Cindy, Joyce, and Jacky all ran up to the car. We got out and they all hugged me.

Cindy said, "I'll walk with you."

Jason, after a hot wet kiss, said "I'll see you at lunch; stay cool, baby." Then off he ran to class.

I was in a daze. I didn't understand why I felt the way I did. Maybe it was because I was now a woman. As we walked, Cindy was talking differently. The four of us walked and Cindy said pointing to a boy, "God, I wonder what he's like; I'll bet he's got a nice big one." Now up until yesterday she never talked like that; after all, she was a virgin.

Jacky said, "Yea, I heard he's great in bed; makes me hot thinking about it." We arrived to my homeroom and Cindy said "See you later honey, try and keep your eyes off the boys crotches if you keep looking at them, you'll see all the boys walk around here with a hard-on."

They walked off and I couldn't believe she'd said that. I mean it was hard enough to not think of Jason and the wonderful sex we had but now I found myself looking at every boy in my class' crotch. Cindy was right, so many of them walk around with hard-ons, as she put it.

After first period, I had to pee. I went into the girl's room. It was crowded; I found an empty stall and went in. After pulling up my skirt and dropping my panties, I found that they were soaking wet and I could smell that aroma; it seemed to excite my senses. I peed and just before I went to wipe myself, I had the strongest desire to masturbate.

I couldn't do anything until I came. I closed my eyes and relished the feeling I was giving myself sitting on the stool. It didn't take long before I was rocking in a shuddering climax.

As I came back to my surroundings I realized that I had my knees up and pulled back as I had leaned back against the rear of the toilet, the pipes held me in place and I was balancing myself with it. I stopped and slowly brought my feet back down, I could not hear anything on the other side of the stall door. I knew the girl's room was crowded, I sat there listening as I heard footsteps walking out.

I was excited very, very embarrassed yet very, very excited. I grabbed some toilet paper and wiped myself. I flushed the toilet and stepped out of the stall. The bell rang and I hurried out to my second period.

I sat in class trying to understand what was going on with me. I found myself not listening in class. I kept thinking about Jason and yesterday. I gave myself to him; I gave up my virginity to my boyfriend and I had the most amazing four hours of my life with him. I could not keep my mind off of him and the things we did.

By lunchtime, I had used the girl's room between each period and each time I masturbated. What bothered me the most, was how I craved it so much when I had to pee. Then to climax so hard that I lost control and always ending up in an empty bathroom and it was full when I arrived.

When I left fourth period, Cindy and Jacky were standing outside the door. As I walked out, they took my arms and we walked to the parking lot where Jason was waiting. I let go of their arms and ran to him. We kissed and all got in the car. We went to Denny's where we ate lunch and I was all over him.

Holding him, kissing him, groping him, I just couldn't stop touching him. Cindy said, "You two need a motel or the crash pad for lunch!"

Jacky popped in "Yea, then you could eat each other for lunch." They both broke out laughing; I was surprised because they had never talked like that before. We went inside and while talking, Cindy said to Jacky, "Did you hear about what happen in the girls bathroom's all morning? There was a girl in there getting off fingering herself." Jacky said

"So? I do that now and then so what?" Cindy said "Yea, me too but, she's a screamer; she let's everyone in there know what she's doing; she's a screamer alright."

I felt my face turn red. I knew they were talking about me. I could not believe I did that, but like I said I would get finished peeing and I had to masturbate. It was like I had no control or something just took over.

Cindy said, "It sounds like the poor girl just needs to be fucked bad; poor thing needs to get laid, what you think Kim?"

I sat there next to Jason wanting just that. I wanted to be alone with Jason. I wanted to make love with him.

I looked at Cindy and said, "I guess, I mean I, ah don't know."

Cindy said, "Oh yea, I forgot you're a virgin aren't you? I shouldn't ask you things like that should I?"

I felt my face turn hot; I was so embarrassed. I knew that Jason and I knew but I was not about to tell my girlfriends that I was no longer a virgin. I said, "Yea, I don't know anything about things like that."

I felt Jason's hand on my bare knee and he was sliding it up; I was going crazy with wanting him. I knew that I had to do something, I said, "Would you please excuse me I have to go to the bathroom."

Jacky said, "Yea, I'll go with you."

Cindy said "Me too."

We all got up and headed for the lady's room. There were three stalls, we each went into one, I peed and just like all morning I had to touch myself, I had to! I could not wipe myself until I did.

I bit my lip as I began rub myself. I loved it beyond describing it to you. I came and came it was if my eyes rolled up into my head. I shuddered and I came back to reality. I opened my eyes and I held my breath. I hoped that the girls did not hear me. I listened and I didn't hear anything out side. I wiped myself and flushed. I opened the door and both Cindy and Jacky were standing there leaning against the counter.

Cindy spoke first, "Damn girl when you get off, you really get off. If there ever was a girl in need of getting fucked good and hard it is you. You sure you can keep that virginity two, maybe three more years, you better get a girl friend or you're going to go nuts."

Jacky turned and gave Cindy a very passionate kiss as she brought her hand up between Cindy's legs. They broke the kiss and Cindy said "Slow down Jacky, we don't want to scare Kim now, maybe we should see about helping her out."

Jacky stopped touching Cindy, turned and moved to me. I stood there as she began to kiss me. I felt her hand move up between my legs and I closed my eyes as she touched me.

She said to Cindy after pulling back from my lips, "She is soaking wet; I'm going to love eating this pussy."

Cindy said "Not now, her boyfriend is waiting for her out there."

I felt myself coming close to a climax as her fingers ran up and down my slit running inside first one, then two. She ran them in deep as I moaned and stood there wondering if this would ever end, I loved the feelings going on. I wanted to climax and Cindy was pulling her hand from me as she said, "Come on, lets go."

Jacky turned and followed Cindy out; I followed Jacky and we went back to the booth. I sat and ate my lunch well I nibbled it really. I couldn't think. I had sex on the brain, my girlfriends were Lezbos and I wanted to have sex with them. Were Joyce and Sharon lezbos too?"

The day was long and when we finally made it back to the crash pad, I was so horny. Jason and I were up the stairs so fast. I was on the bed, on my back, with my panties off and legs up. Jason was in me and he came almost instantly.

I couldn't believe it; yesterday he was so good, so long lasting. He pulled out of me before I could begin to come myself. He said "That was great! Was it good for you?"

I had no idea what to say. I mean this was all crazy. I was ready! I wanted it and he jumped on me, stuck his dick in and came before I could even feel him inside.

I said, "I need more! I need it like we did yesterday; I didn't get off."

Jason said, "I should have put the blinders on. I know. Why don't you suck my dick and get it hard again? Play with yourself at the same time and I'll get hard again."

He took off his pants and laid on the bed on his back. Jason wanted me to leave my school skirt on while I played with my pussy and sucked his cock.

I got on the bed with him grabbed his limp, wet dick with my left hand and with my right, I began fingering myself. Jason guided me over him. When he finished, I was kneeling over him and I could feel his breath on the back of my hand as his face was just inches from my pussy.

Jason did get hard again; what I was doing was working. I had an orgasm and I came right in front of Jason's face. When I finished, I turned around looking down at him I said, "Do me like yesterday, do me doggie style.

We moved and he got behind me, I felt him inside; I must have really opened myself up with my fingers because he did not seem as big today as he did yesterday. I pulled forward disengaging myself. I turned and said "Take one of your pills baby, I need it like yesterday."

Jason grabbed my hips and said as he put his dick against my asshole, "I used them all yesterday. I sent for some more, lets do you in the asshole, Kim. Want me to fuck your asshole honey?"

I moaned and began rubbing myself again, I said, "Yes, but start out slow."

I felt him push in and he did it slow enough. I felt him inside and once he was in deep enough he began to fuck. He wasn't as fast or as deep as yesterday; it felt real good but not as good as yesterday. I worked my fingers and hand; making myself come. I expected Jason to last longer but he didn't.

I did manage to climax when he came, but it was not enough. I mean I loved Jason, but this was different today. He laid down and fell asleep; I laid there in a daze. I could not believe how different Jason was with out his pills. It was as if he was a completely different person. I felt bad with my bitching at him; it wasn't his fault that he used all his pills yesterday; it was mine because I was so horny.

I got up and left him sleeping, by the time I walked into my house, the phone was ringing.

It was Cindy. She wanted to apologize for what Jacky had done at Denny's. She told me she felt bad that they had heard me and all they wanted to do was help me. After all, she said "Us virgins need to stick together and help each other out."

I did not want to tell her I was no longer a virgin. I knew that Jason loved me and wouldn't say anything, so I felt safe in not telling her.

It was early and I was still very turned on from my lack of sex with Jason. When Cindy asked me if I would like to know what she does to help her through the tough times I said yes.

She told me how when she really is in need, that she likes using things to help her take the edge off.

I asked her what it was that she used. And she told me she used a vibrator she stole from her mother's room. Almost all women had one or more of them in their bedrooms, hidden someplace. She said that she found her mothers stash and took one of hers.

I said, "My mom doesn't have one; she is way too conservative to have one."

Cindy said "Yea, right! My mom is a fucking snob when it comes to sex and she has a fucking suitcase full of dildos and vibrators. I would bet you 500 bucks that your mom has at least one vibrator or maybe a massager; you know one of those body massagers. Have you ever seen a body massager lying around the house?"

I thought a moment and said, "Yea, she has one she uses for her sore neck and legs, I don't think it can be used like that."

"Oh yes it can; it vibrates doesn't it, lay down put that against yourself and you will be off into space."

I found myself wanting to get off the phone. I wanted to see if it would work. I told Cindy I was going to go check out mom's room and see if there was something. Cindy told me to call her if I found anything and hung up.

I have never ever snooped in my mothers things. She did not come into my room and I never went into hers. I felt funny going into her room, looking for something I knew she did not have. I mean, I knew she had her body massager but I was looking for the vibrator that Cindy was sure all women had in their bedrooms.

I saw the body massager on the floor next to her bed. I opened her nightstand and there in the drawer was a big, white, plastic thing that was the size of a flashlight. It had a smooth rounded end and when I picked it up it was heavy. It took me a moment to see how to turn it on.

I put it to my cheek and it felt like the thing I used yesterday. I brought it to my nose and I smelled the aroma I smelled yesterday. I looked at the other thing in the drawer and it was a big black rubber penis.