Define depression. It’s a heavy weight,
Dark clouds hover, it’s a twisted fate.
Mind’s a prison, can’t catch a break,
Every move a mistake, every heartbeat aches.

Shadows in the alley, demons giving me a test,
Lost in the madness, no chance at rest.
Counting every pill swallowed, life feels steep,
Emotional rollercoaster, hear the silence weep.

Bipolar beast, highs and lows collide,
One minute I’m singing, next, I wanna hide.
Writing poems fills the space, I still dont know my place,
This maddening tide, I can’t confide.

Shadows in the alley, demons giving me a test,
Lost in the madness, no chance at rest.
Counting every pill swallowed, life feels steep,
Emotional rollercoaster, hear the silence weep.

Talking about abuse, so much to tell.
Chains of the past, caught up in a cell.
A child’s fragile heart, it’s a bittersweet spell,
Replaying the times of fear and pain, the reasons ill never feel sane.

Never saying a word, no where to run,
A girl with no home, no chance at fun.
A broken heart aging every day, watch her as she sways.
The hurt will never go away, the pain is here to stay.

Shadows in the alley, demons giving me a test,
Lost in the madness, no chance at rest.
Counting every pill swallowed, life feels steep,
Emotional rollercoaster, hear the silence weep.

Who expected a girl to be ok?, her light turned grey, as she was treated as prey.
Who thought she would be alright?
She couldnt fight, there was no help in sight,
And you wonder why she isnt how she used to be, if only you could see, shes on her knees.