Chapter 8: Consequences

Uncle was wrong. It’s been fifteen days. Few have left but many new people have joined. Each day from the start of the morning to the end of night, my body is being used like it’s a toy, like a piece of meat. They don’t show mercy or pity, they just keep devouring me, every part of me like wild beasts.

I manage to remember only bits of pieces. Everyday, my mind breaks, I slip into a haze and then everything is automatic. I know what is happening without feeling it or remembering it. It just happens.

Today is the seventeenth day.

I walk out of the room. Like the days before, three penises are immediately shoved into me and two more into my hands. Slowly I am starting to slip into the haze.

Suddenly I couldn’t hear anyone. I realised they had gone silent. Also they have stopped fucking me.

“No, continue ... keep fucking the whore, groping her ... just don’t make any sound”, I hear my uncle say. Then all of the hands, mouths and penises resume devouring my body.

The high brightness of a phone screen is shown to me. My eyes take a few seconds to adjust.

But then immediately, like a lightening bolt I come out of my haze.

I want to scream but someone is rubbing his penis with the insides of my throat.

On the phone screen, my mother is fingering herself in her bathroom. I recognise it as one of the videos that Ravi made me record.

Thousamds of questions storm my mind. I have to know how does uncle have it. Does anyone else seen this? Does my mom ... no ... no ... no...

I try to free myself.

“Hold her tight ... fucking whore”, I hear uncle say.

They do. They hold me tight and keep groping, biting and fucking me.

I can suddenly feel being pierced by hard giant things in my orifices. I could feel them rubbing against the walls and expanding them. I can feel each hand and each mouth on my body. I have become completely aware.

I am fully aware that I can see my mother on mobile screen, so can uncle and everyone else. How did uncle get it? Did uncle know? Is this why he knew he could fuck me?

“Do you want to know how I got this?”, I hear uncle ask. I could have nodded if I could but someone is grabbing my head by my hair and someone is fucking my throat.

“Your fucking boyfriend ... do you hear me ... one of your boyfriends uploaded a dozen or so videos of your mother and few dozen of your videos in multiple websites ... dozen of your and your mother’s videos...”, I hear him say.

Nooooooooooo. An explosion goes off in my mind. I can’t believe this. If uncle found this, then anybody can find it. I have to stop them. I have to stop everybody before mom or dad finds out. I have to do it now.

I desperately try to shake everyone off me, to free myself. I hear them laugh and they keep holding me and fucking me.

Tears start falling out of my eyes. I try to beg. They don’t let go.

“Calm down bitch! You have not heard the best part...”, I hear uncle say. His voice tells me it will not be good for me.

“They sent links of the videos to your mother first...”, He adds.

Nooooooooooooo. My mother! She knows, she knows I betrayed her. My life is over. I know I am dead to her.

“She must have seen it in the morning ... she woke up first...”, Uncle says and pauses.

When he resumes I hear his voice near my ear.

“Your father found her in your room, hanging by her neck ... she is dead...”

A sudden numbness spreads over my body. It feels unreal. It feels like it’s a nightmare. It must not be happening. It’s a dream. I will wake up soon.

They keep fucking me in all my orfices. Now their thing feels like hot iron tearing me apart.

“Your father, your prideful father, also couldn’t bear it. He drank farm pest poison. They tried to take him to hospital but he was dead by the time they reached the hospital”, He says.

I am going deeper, deeper into an abyss. It’s completely dark here, void of anything good, any life, any happiness.