Chapter 8

The first lesson I learned was how to please him with my mouth. While it may seem easy to open your mouth and let someone stick his cock inside, the truth is that it is not. It takes a mental effort to allow someone to put his cock near your mouth when you are a virgin and you have had a sheltered upbringing. Of course, I knew the mechanics of how to suck a cock, but the reality was not the same as the theory.

The bedroom became our learning space. Usually, it was grandad’s room, but sometimes it was mine. At first, I was afraid that his cock would taste of pee, but I soon found out that that was not true. I was afraid that grandad would ignore the fact that I had no experience of sex apart from what he had done to make me feel so good, but I needn’t have worried.

Instead of beginning with a practical lesson, he suggested that we should watch some porn together. I felt relieved and excited at the same time as I had never watched porn when I lived with my parents. So, I agreed that this would be a good first step in my sex education. Apart from that suggestion, there were no more attempts at masturbating each other nor indeed any discussions of a sexual nature.

What I had not considered was how watching porn would make me feel – and also how it would make grandad feel. I soon discovered the answer to that when a few evenings later we settled down on the sofa in front of the TV in the living room. The weather was warm even in the evening, so we were both wearing the minimum of clothes. I had on a long T-shirt, and grandad was just wearing boxer shorts.

“This is one of my favourites,” he explained as he inserted a DVD into the player. “It reminds me of our sessions in the swingers club – especially those where Jane was present.”

His voice took on a wistful tone as he explained why he had chosen that particular DVD to show me.

This gave me a hint that we were going to watch a porn movie of an older man with a younger girl. And that is exactly what we watched.

There were several movies on the DVD, all showing different men who were younger than grandad, while the girls with them were all about my age. The men were Western and the girls were small Asians, and the contrast between their body sizes made me wonder whether grandad liked these movies because of the age difference, the contrasting body sizes, that they reminded him of Jane, or the fact that the girls were making noises that implied that they seemed to enjoy what was happening. It was much later that I discovered that the participants in porn movies were being paid to act like this and that they probably had no possibility to refuse to do whatever the director ordered them to do.

However, being in possession of that information would not have prevented me from watching closely what was happening onscreen, and trying to learn how to suck a cock. To be honest, the sight of so many girls taking so many different cocks into their mouths soon became repetitive and somewhat boring. After all, there are only so many ways that a cock can fit into a mouth. However, my grandad seemed to be enjoying the parade of young girls satisfying older men. I could see that because of how intently he was watching the scenes that played out in front of us, but even more than that I couldn’t help noticing that his cock was threatening to burst free from the underwear that was restraining it.

“Grandad, why don’t we get naked? I’m sure we’d enjoy watching the movies more if we were naked. Sort of like being part of the movies, you know?” I could hardly believe that I had suddenly made that suggestion. I certainly hadn’t planned it, but seeing how grandad was reacting to the movies made me want to see more.

Grandad looked at me, slightly surprised, but almost without taking his eyes from the TV screen, he reached down and hooked his thumbs into the sides of his boxer shorts. Then, lifting his bum a little off the sofa, he slid his underwear down to his knees. Seeing how he had accepted my proposal, I crossed my arms in front of me and lifting the hem of my T-shirt I raised my arms and pulled the T-shirt over my head. Now I was naked, but grandad still had his boxers around his knees.

Without thinking, I bent over and pulled them down to his ankles. He lifted his feet and I removed the shorts from his legs completely. However, although I had not intended it, my bent over position had left my face resting on his thigh – and my mouth was close to his hard cock.

It just seemed so natural to try what I had watched on the movies, so I wrapped my hand around his erection and gently began to stroke it. I could tell that grandad liked what I was doing as his cock hardened even more and he moaned slightly, so I rolled back his foreskin and looked closely at his swollen cockhead which was leaking precum.

Encouraged by the actions that I had seen on the TV, I poked out my tongue and, after a moment’s hesitation, I licked the tip of his cock. My heart was beating furiously and I expected to taste pee, but instead I found that the taste was slightly salty and not disgusting as I had feared.